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ok. so i just wana say whats in my mind. haha

ok. give an exact situation to two diff persons. u will never get the same result. well not never. its just. it will be different. it depends on how the person takes it. on how the person handles it. on how the person thinks about it in the first place. it all depends on the person himself or herself. some ppl can take certain things, some cant. its not that, its sth u cant change. u cannot. bcuz ur born that way. u are who u are. esp the way u think. n take things. its like if ur trying to change things like that, its like ur changing small cute things about urself, which then will not make u, urself anymore. not making sense rite ? hahah. dont try to und. its just that. yes u can change. ppl can change. anyone can change. but in the end, if u do stay under one roof, thats when u see ur true colours. so it doesnt quite matter like u change rite now, for someone or sth, u just change. but then, if ur under one roof, thats it. that is ur true self. like it or not. that is who u are.

n its true. i do agree with this. when u come to find love, u see an imperfect person perfectly. i know nobody is perfect. but there must be a human figure that is perfect to u. perhaps. no matter how hard u find his flaws, his lacks, well there are, but the more u know about it, the more u love that person.

being happy for someone? its ok. its very ok to be happy. depending on someone to make u happy n as a source of ur own happiness ? not ok. at all. being independent is the bestest thing. to everything. u get to do things on ur own n everything on ur own. its i think taking control of ur life n urself. knowing that u are a living individual and is able to live your own life. with your own will. and little did u realize that the person u depend on esp for ur happiness is the one who plays perrrtyyy much the biggest role in ur life. n who is quite the most important person too. n, actually, the worst part is, that someone can really affect u in any way at all. whether u like it or not. whether u keep on denying it. ur mood, ur whatever, perhaps life even kinda depends on that person.

suara i sengau teruk btw. hahahah

so its the same. if life gives u lemon. some would take it n shove it down their throat or mush em on their eyes. hahah. some would make some great and awesome leamonade out of it.

life without ups n downs are very boring. actualy la kan. its like a world without colours. a tv without a nice drama to watch.

i have to say im sleepy. hahaha.

n yeah. untill when ? and sometimes i do question myself. but the thing is, theres no reason to say no. i dont seem to find a reason to why i have to say no. its all a yes. n why take a long time to say yes. u know which eventually u will say yes. so why not now then later ? why waste time? its not wrong to try. to know things. to relearn n to feel things u used to feel. its not wrong to try to do things for urself. its not wrong to be urself either. even to do sth which u consider as a taboo. which is not even actually. just some things that u say no to urself.

* being a girl doesnt hurt either. hahaha *

oh yeah. a thought.

Why do boyfriends/ husbands love to irritate their girlfriends/wifes ?
To shorten the girlfriends/ wifes lifespan.

- i cant agree more -