Sunday, October 17, 2010

the words are coming, i feel terrible. AGAIN !

so, yeah, the pros of blogging. save urself from venting ur anger out to others and from making em listening to them. and leave it till there. ZIP. YOUR. EFFIING. MOUTH. the whole world doesnt need to know actaully. ^_^ what do u get even by telling the whole world ? power ?

and dont forget to smile n say ur actually ok. actually u are. u just cant handle it well. =)

firstly, yeah, normally, from 130pm onwards, id be like im hungry. im sweating. i smell like a pig. im. super. duper. hungry. and. not. comfortable. at. all. so its a hugee sign to say let aiman go back home before she starts throwing tantrums. and scream profanities k.

sooooo, firstly, i do wish my dad would park a tiny winy bit nearer to the front so then i dont have to walk to the other end of the road. hahah. it doesnt matter pun. just, sth that effingly bugs me is that...

i masok2 ja keta, duduk xsmpai satu saat, he starts talking about it. that ittttt was on the freaking paper. i mean sth associated with it larrr. yeah it was like the whole section of it. n hes like yeah we shud go n check it out. get ideas. yeah of coz i didnt say a thing. n he went on n on n onnnnn ~ it was to an extend where i wish i cud cry, scream n yell there n then in the car. gah. n hes like y arent u saying a thing ? m like i just waalked 10miles n just got in the car. the thing is, sepenat mna or sebebai mana aku pun, if i like sth, id just jump sky high n say omg3 ! where. when. what. but i didnt say a thing. yes im not happy with it. even yest he was asking me about it, its either id pass it to my mum or just shrug.

f. not. good. i do believe its like another sensitive topic which i do not wna heear at allll. one. two, il have a lottttt of arguments with my parents about it. gahh.

so, i think its obvious enough. n my dad realizes that im not happy with it.

yeah i do feel bad. but i dont like it !

get out of my head.

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