So after more than half an hour of staying awake cox things in me r getting wild, i say tis is not gud.
How about me? Yea smtyms i had to say it, but nt out loud cz aft tht ppl wud b lke aiman dnt b selfih or aiman ur being inconsoderate or aiman mngada2 la and mny more. Well sory for showing my actual feelings at the mo la. Sory for having a heart n feelings la kan. Smtyms, wen tings r even obvious, yeah i jz say hey idc n idw care. N i keep saying tht to myslf- note tht tis is ovr a sml stupid ting but gah ok- unless sth triggers it n yea it did. Do i really hv to act or plaster a paper on my forehead tht says hey im disapointed or hey im upset or hey u just ripped my heart out in order to let u knw how i feel. Come on la, im stl a nrml human being in the end tho i am really weird. Sory for being nrml.
So smtyms, i rather ******* bcz at least i dont *******. N gah u. Ok! Truth is i m knda lke goin thru wt u r goin thru. Bt for the fct i say hey id realy wna care so it doesnt kill me so much unless its really obvious. So soryy if im nt there coz i choose not to coz i feel better if i m not there ok. So dont get ****** if i********. I enjoy myself better that way that time.
N many more. Haha n tis is d reason why idw *******.
Yea y not letting out to smone? Tis is all me act being dramatic. Haha. I shudnt feel tis way n wtnot. But i knw itl go away soon pdhl bnda kcik ja pun.
Lastly, sory for expressing myself.
Ps. Really. Dont ask me anythng bout tis ok.
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