So its 917am. Excuese d spelling cz its on gideon. I refuseee to touch. Lapy cz trust me from xdk
keja jadi ada kja ja aku dok dpan tu. Yes im home alne. Br abeh mnd dgn rmbut yg sgt basah m jz lieing dwn. I knw m nt supose to di dt. Anywysss. Hahah
i act do wna blog evrydy. I do feel lke it. But then i say xyh a so i din. Hari koko was ok la. I knw ive had btr ones. Gah. Anywyss. Cg suhaimi. Yes m glad to say tht i managd to tlk to him rho i dnt und a ting n i kept on smiling n laughing n sayin wtf. Hahah. So ues d ultmte qs dt i alwz hv in my mind n i askd. Mcm mna cg bole brsmgt. I frgt d he kt ps. Haha. Its like u give ur best to ur work, ur school. Its nt dt ur gona rugi anytin or wt. Jz do ur best stkt yg mmpu. N apa th uneed to have a standard to achieve. Eg aft the show, he yes he sniri pegi susub meja kerusi buang smph. Wel me n adm helped out. Again m sory adm cox of me u got into tis. But i liked it. I jz had fun i gz. Haha. Hey ay least i ws smiling. So yeah he kena kmas suma. Ive nvr seen la cg yg wt cmtu. N he said if nk wt keja kita buat. Jgn buat krna nk dipuji. Cz stni klo org xpuji kta xsyok lak. Wt ngn ikhlas la. So yeah we lft d dwan wit yeah dgn keadaan yg brsh. I kept syin to him sy xphm. Hahaha. I jz dont get u. Hw u cn b diz way. Tink diz way. Alwz hapy. Alwz brsmgt. Energetic. I dnt get t! N i donttink i wil ever wil gahh. N he did say u hv to b diff frm othrs. N m lke if kta laen nnti org usha kita pelik. N hes lke kalo bkn mereka yg nk tgk kita spa lagi. M like waaa. Yeag dtz tru. N yes he did realize m a mixture. Wish i suka. Hahaha. Hes mum is a chnse. Cool. I jz dont get him
Oprah is gudddd. Hahah. Ok so dix stry bout tis woman kna attck by a chimp. My man. Muka dia mmg disfigured glaaa la. Bt stl she goes on no mtr wt. N oprh said so rte nw ur face is broadcasted thruout the whle world. Ru worried bout w they r gona tink or say. She says im the one with this face. M the one living with ths face. M lke waaa. Hahah. Tht is cool. N smtymd se feels nt ok la gettin up in the mrng n al bt stl she does force hrslf to get up n walk n live her life despite bein sick n her face. Hw cool is dt riteee.
Yeah tlkg bout complainin n diz xkna dt xkna. Lets lokk at d briter sde instead. I kns al u cb see is darkness. Black. Bt rmb thres alwiz blck b wite. So tke d wite. I usd to stick to dt blck n wite ting. Ahha.
Ok. Wt mrs lim said. Shes like two houses away nya neigh. Shes realyyyyy nce. Shes a staff nurse. Ok evn dlu yg my mum msok hosp gak she lah yg tman hug me bwk me hre thre n al n said evrtns gons b ok. Ok i love hrr. Hahah. So i yeah confessed? Tellin her evrytyn wen my mum falls sick il bcme angry. Nt to my mum cox bknnnya she yg mnx nk jato sket jx dt m d ony one left hre to handle tings alone. I knw my dad ada tp stl suma aiman3. Ij dnt lke tht. I atleast wish to atleast hv someone with me so then m nt al
alone. So later on we sat dwn n then she told me. Thres a chinese saying ( i act xbp igt shr kt pa but thr points adala ) wen u walk along the road. Wen u meet a bridge thre must b a strait road ahead. Even lter ur road bengkok n wtnot bt at some point or plg trok at the end of d road surely thres a strait road. So it means its ok u hv probs. B calm n fce it. Nk wt cna. Dh bnda jd. We dont ask fr it n expct it. So wen d prob comes u must think n face it. She said u wlk thru the problem. And then she said dnt show ur tantrums. Heheehe. M lke yeah with a hugr smle. Hahah. N then i did say to her m worid la. So much tht i realy cnt wsit to get out of hre m stl worid hus gna b at hme. Since dey cnt stop aiman-ing. Hahaha. So she said u hv a life, a future ahead of u. She did say history pa bnds i xtau. Ahh they - yg sdh brumur- look at d past the history. But us. No. We have a life a future ahead of us. They al one day wil go but not us.she said u br js nk climb d hill. Br ja nk mula. So i must nt wry. Dnt let al of tis stop my life. Tings mz go on lke how t does. Wen u hv probs u try to tackle it.i lke dt. Haha. N yeag me leavn tu i hv to go. Mayb dady akn pangge someone to stay kanpa. She said wen the time comes, when thres a necessty, then ul strt to tink n work it out. Wic is yeah tru. So she said dn let al tis hinder u frm doing tings dt you wnt. N stdy hard d only way to repay ur prens iss by mkng them proud. Wic is by achieving sth. B sccsful. B someone. Coz mmg dpa dh achive tings on their own. Bt thet r not so proud. Its lke biasa ja. Bt f we are d ones hu dpt achive sth yes dey r vry proud.
So yeah. Truth is ari rabu tu i stdy cz earlier dt nyt otw p ttn dad tnya g my results. Hahah. At last i told himmla. Act wn i got d slip i laughed. Hahaa. N hes lke yeah dyz gud. Keep it up. Stdy la diz tym. The dtz gud, keep it up made me brsmgt. Haha. I kne i cn do wayyy btr if ony i studied. Tp yeah mmg la sgt liat. So i need thse. Nw lak yeah m suppose to stdy. I fkr2 nk rugi pa stdy. Nk rugi pa trpening smpai trmunth stdy. Nk rugi pa xpgg phne sms 6 jam. Bkknnya xle sms da. Bknnya xle wt pa dh. Midyear skli ni ja. Eithr youdo well, so2 or not at al. Xrugi yeah we call it waste our tym jap to stdy. U wil get tht time beck in the fture. Wen y fnlly get ur pay n u cn jz do anytn y want. P jolly suma. N yrs bttr then nw cz nw xkja g. Haha
so wt evr mrslim said. d prt u hv yr own life n future. I sdnly felt dang m a big gal. I cnt b lke u knw i mean manja2 suma. kna indepndntn Dh bsaw dh. It freaks me out.Nt mnja la jz to think on yr own n al dt. Lke bsaq dhla. Hahah. Tho idt i mnja cm tu to my prents rxcpt smtyms dady so mcm tu la. N she did also say u must learn hw ti cook n m lke heh. Ok. God willing jun hols ni i wil k. Nk msk lunch fr once without mums help. I mean jz let me do evrtn on my own.
Idk hw ppl cn stay al pstve al d tym. I mnged bt nt for lg. Til sth la. Haha i ws jz quite disappontd ovr tis two. Bt thse two ada mslh gk. Tp haih. Xplah. Ive done wrong tings too. So it does nt mtter. Wt cmes aroun goes aroun. N i rwalyyyyyy cn see hu i cn count on. Dpa dua ni gak. :). Thres lke four diff persns k hu ive jz mentioned. :). I love u guys. Tq. So lpaih2 tu mmg aku mlaih dhla nk fkr + so jz msok keta ngn xmnd xmkn jz headbg. Theb tdow.
Ermmm. School a ok la. Rhat ni xcpt for tues or wed i gz ja o cnteen. The rest nk stdy. So jgn ganggu me. N pls. I knw m hvg a gideon bt ts my hndphne. Respct my privcy. Its stl my fckn phne! Stni mmg stu ari mmg aku melenting kt sorg ni. Mmgnla iphone tp stl myyyyy hndphne. Gahh. Fr nw i jz sbq ckp xplh its ok n al. Ada one tyn stni tunggu la. Haiyo. Idky m stl wit dt prson. I knw fr a fact uf i break it off m ny gonaloose anytn. Mayb il gain mre pun. Bt for a fact i tau org tu xdk spa da n dt dia pna tlg me so aku kt xpa. Hang on.
Ok dh. Is it lg enuf? Hahha
ok. Studyyyy.
Gahhh
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