pins and needles

so yeha.. smlm aft dk how many days, i dpt tido.. i mean i cud close my eyes n well i did terjaga... sheshh.. but wtever it is, i cud sleep wel... awatlah.. geez...

so bgn2.. ngntuk.. coz nk smbg g.. shesshh.. bgn.. as usual.. pagay was gay.. ahahah

errr... yeah.. dlm gelap aku nmpk kamu.. dan aku x kenl kamu shngga kmu tlh kata hoi ! hahaha.. opsiee.. soryyy.. patot aku tgk awat dia nihh dok senyum kt aku... aku knai ka dia.. hhahah.. knai sgt tho... so yeaha.. chat2 a bit.. i feel tah.. lm gila x ckp ngn dia.. then still rasa cm not lost.. still mcm ada sth.. unlike stgh.. sedeyh gak a aku tgk.. dok dkat2.. pa pun xdk.. tah ah.. lost communications.. hahaha.. very funny.. things change.. ntg i can do.. hmph..

and then perhimpunan.. realized im very short.. errr...

and then bio.. fuck la wey ! norida... ! xplah.. wat la study grup ka study sniri ah.. anytin laaaa....
xplah.. i accept..

bm was nooraini.. frankly.. my aim frm tadi was to stay awake in class.. ngntwk giler babenggg... td boring ah.. she dok ckp pa tah.. and the bm paper.. sng gilerrrr.. geezz.. n yeah.. td aziz.. hampeh.. abes.. pch lah rhsia aku kat dia.. shusshhh.. but hes like xpa.. its ok.. i support u.. u go on.. but just jgn over ok.. m like yeah.. nods.. yeah.. btul2.. going to aziz is act lpskan tension.... hurhh..

so had luffs today.. n make it a point to have the highlite of the day! wic hopefuly tiap2 ari itl b filled. haih.. and then yeah.. grand ceremony.. ahhaha.. dak2.. jz went round class to ask names, get to knw.. tu ja.. smpt three quarter till chew ? came.. me n sha was like pn khoo 3 !!!!!!!! sobs... i dont und chew.. cnt accpt norida in bio.. but bm is ok.. but she rmbs my name.. coz its a boys name.. hurh..

top of all this.. i can see this huge changes... like in all ways.. in many ways.. i dont wna say it out loud.. but its alwiz in my mind.. just wait n see.. huge posiblities n its ugly mind u.. partly i tink all of us will go thru it.. i mean not all.. idt all.. some unfortunate ones includin me will go thru tht.. n in dt some will be ok n some will suffer.. wic again m in the suffering part.. wtf m i saying la..

dads sdny askin me to go for physics.. wic ok la. either spektra or msn.. pls.. idw go to msn ! chem pun aku dok bg alsn fr my prents so tht i can chnge.. i knw m bad..

actually byk g aku nk tulis.. tp tah.. tiba2 aku xdk mood. m of to sleep....


MOOD PASSED THE SKY . . . .

grrrr....