Tuesday, January 5, 2010

its okay :)

so... yeah.. m in 4sn4.. im cosidered lucky n shud be very greatful.. cz i sill have anis n sharon.. well thres ezza there n dharshu n yogesh n cheah.. ones i knw are er vikas, dt indian guy, sharifah the kl tower, anusha, tu ja lah.. yg taw nama is ilman, iqbal, naim, zayed, evelyn, shamy, errr the gals idk.. theyre in their on world.. we cn get alng.. it wont be a nitemare aft al..geez...

so yeah... again.. i just felt like i just fell from the 13th floor, waiting to land and scatter all my body parts esp my brain al over the place.. but sdny.. it froze.. maybe on the 7th floor.. sth is stopping me to completely die.. yeah i realized in clas..and i almost cried, well kinda wen i hugged malina to say gudbye..

n hmph.. how things have changed... close ur eyes aiman.. u didnt see it...

what am i doing here actually ? am i here to mourn that oh 3a3 dr form one suma member xdk dah n m gona mis em, i have to get use to tis bla3. grow up aiman. that is how u progress. u have to leave old things bhind n try new stuff. u got to move on ! lifes like tht.. like being in a class with new ppl.. its nt gona b tht bd tho.. u have new friends.. nmore.. :) i made one tday. tht new gal frm jb. zahirah..

so yeah.. m actually there to study.. to score.. not to mourn bla2.. theres stil anis n sharon.. itl b fine.. itl b jz fine. stil.. id like to say. thank you god.. i gues this is it.. destiny calls u, u have to b strong, i may not be with u, but u have to hold on. rmb tht :) just we r still in the sme schoool.. meet em aft school activities or recess.. u cn still scream around tis n tht. its ok.. itl b fine..

norhayati.. yeah the cat issue tcer. dang shes cool.. her fkrn trbuka. she encourages u to go out there n xpand ur wings n flap it. go plces n ul learn more.. nicey.. ilike her.. fr now.. but she seems cool.. like u do ur job, shel do hers.. so yeah.. so i gz accounts wont be tht bad. it needdssss common sense.. dang.. i knw... i dont have em.. hahaha.. so its ok.. just pay att in class. cut down computer.. read more.. n start knowing about life aft spm.. those matrix blah2.. with dad.. i wna sit down n tlk to daddy.. or any of mums friends i suppose. so yeah.. :)

n if im nt mistaken, bee tin wil b our class tcer.. geezz ! azilahhhhhhhhh !!!!!! i stil love u.. n her shoes werre pinkkk today.. heheh.. n we stil din get our timtabble.. thts purrfect..

i have chem tnyt.. the reason y i wna go ttn coz at least i fill skola dh strt.. yeala ari ni bru class placement.. lessons esok.. so elow chemistry.. i hope i really do love u

so i have this page or maybe itl b two pages of gud stuff in it.. i wna add more.. as i go thru schoool, lisen to tcers.. dot3.. n yeah.. maybe at the end of the year, i hope il be able to tick em n say hey i did it. :)

just think its easy.. even if its not.. just its easy.. ntgs imposib.. if xreti ka susah ka.. bljaq !!!

n the rest is.. i really have to focus.. no thinkin craps anymmore.. il tryyyyyyyyyy.....

wtever it is..

lets enjoy form four

:)

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