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i have a mission.. well yea kot..

sooooooooooooooooooooo.... long day.. kinda... mm.. i have mums papers to mark.. lterrrrrr...

mrning bgn 9+ or 10+ god knows.... bgn mkn laptop3 then kna mndikan whitey... shes backkkk ! last nite b4 goin for dinner she cme running n screaming like a crazy woman.. ahahha.. well shes ok no wounds watsoever just not s wite s b4.. hhaha.. n thin n lite.. dad ckp her backside gone.. yeah she got no ass man... xpa2... feed her she'l be fat again... almost two wiks... huhu.. thank god.. :)

so whilst waitin for my dad to bla3 o decided to play organ.. its been collecting dust.. so 15 mins of cleanin it of.. so maen la.. the whole day m just music.. well yeah my organ skills have deteriorated.. idk wther thts correct spelling or not.. to lazy to look up for it.. i maen pun x smooth n is it we call stanza? or wth la kan i kna practise bapa puluh kali.. tu pun nt perfect.. haih... sobs... nvm.. prctise2... jz prctise like hell wic seems like i will.. coz wen i play i rasa cm relaxed..

then ptg tdi pun i was well do we call it recklessly? idk la aku men gtr mcm org gila.. aku wat bising satu umah.. mum gave me a look tht days.. ohh i give up.. n yeah.. i kept on playin, mkin noise round the hse.. oppss.. wayar jap.. sory to burden u with my not perfect gtr n organ.. m sorry.. but let me just be tis way for a wile wile i can..

n so aftre whitey i went to spaaaaaaaaaa ! dang... sukaaaa.. aft abes spa tu i mcm mabok.. hahaha.. high gila.. so sleepy.. i was so comfy till i was tht way.. very selesa... so mum took my mp4 n phone away.. m like wwattt??? shes like forget bout ur phone all those.. just close ur eyes n relax ur mind.. m like watttt?!!! she left the room..

sooo.. we started of with rendamin ur legs with luke warm water n salt.. then momemnt i was like waaaa... bes gilerr... is way nicer and better than eating chocos n sweets u knwww... so5 way5 so much fcking better... so niceee..

then get on the bed.. milk somesort on ur face... cleans the dirt of.. then the peeling.. dey.. emmm its ada steam so tht ur pores akn trbukak.. then shes kinda like shoving a knife on my face to tke out whiteheads blackheads on my face.. hahahaha.. dak la shove.. sth kinda sharp la dok picit2.. sket gak ah.. but aft wat ur face n u akn rasa cm freshh.. feel lite freshh comfy cool ja.. i like.. n smootthhh.. heeee.. :) i so love tht feeling... but it lasted sat ja.. blek2 ja umah abes tension suma da.. ahahah.. ngn sweat suma la... abes la spa treatment.. so yeah i did not act relax so much.. but i gz its fair neh? i did fall asleep n was high aft tht.. :)

so aft dat painful session... came moisturizing session.. just letak ja moisturizer.. well dont forget the whole time aku dok tahan geli.. hahaah.. sometimes la.. she pegang sikit im like ughhhh.. geliii.. hahahah.. terok2.. shes like first time ah? m like so yeahh....

aft tht.. err.. wt happen eh.. mm.. lets see.. oh yeah masageeeeee.. besssssssssss.. ahahah.. then err yeah mask.. cekang gilerrr kot... xle gerak.. ahahha.. then whilst mask tu hand massage.. sukaa.. yeah did fall asleep la.. comfy gilerrrr.. lite saja... haih.. sukaaa...

n so one more part of moisturizer than tada.. abes.. my skins kinda smooth for now.. hahaha.. n i look fairer... weeee... :)

oh n so m skin is sensitive.. n dry.. ok why oily.. i tink la.. i tink la kan.. its this.. dah dry so ur face akn produce oil.. n hapens it terproduce terlebey byk so ends up too oily i gz.. wic thts it.. its dry n oily... huhu.. moisturizer la dey.. mcm la aku rjen nk ltak.. il only ltak wen i realize my muka kronik gila. hahha.. then xletak dah.. just like my hair.. haiyoooo... apatah lagi treatment.. oh no...

n so blek umah.. aku jd rjen sat.. then gtr2.. organ3.. so i can tom dooley, yellow roxes of texas n silent nite.. but not perfect. practiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

i wonder how piano wud b like.. much more cmplicted i knw.. dang... slow2.. tke it ez.. :)

n so i really wish not to go to school anymore.. il b going off soon.. next week sure start packing da.. n yeah.. my roomm.. huhu.. still mcm pigs sty..

so ok... here... id like to say.. i hope well i can never be ready..

i wna rite but i keep on erasin it.. adeh... perhaps not now.. but one fine day... tht goddarn damn long entry wud be bout tis.. :) after all it is apart of my life wat.. n mostly wateva happend wen im 15.. huge part of it.. n i learn a lot from it.. n got hapy.. got sad.. got frustrated.. got sick.. got vomited.. got deaf.. got hurt.. got pain.. oh got evrtn.. :)

n so.. im still deaf.. haih.. i cant wait for tht pop sound frm my left ear n il be bec oh so like nrml.. :) ... wennnnnnn... dhla kna telan ubat.. aiyoo.. but i like the nasl spray.. tho akn biter jap but itl go away.. ur nose wil get comfier cool2 cm tu.. sukaa.. :)

oxy-nase is the name.. hhahahah

n so get back to reality will ya?

n yeah.. m on call.. tell me anytin anytime weneva u want.. m there.. :) tho iknw.. i dont have the bestest words n cant give advices.. but at least.. dnt keep it inside ur heart.. it sux.. - i knw i do tht too.. soooooo.. try not to...

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