:)

sooo...... ari ni... ok ah... daddy blek da... :) weeeee.... he looks kinda tired tho

soooooooooo... tdi dinner... yeah food again... ive been tinkinla.. if la i suka mkn sgt3... i beta knw more bout food n how to cook n kenala pandai masak an... bru la chun.. :) apa2 aku boley masak seniri!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee! i knw i can pass in spaghetty carbonara alredy !!!!!!!!!! wuhu !!!!!!!!! boyueah ! high five !!!!!!!!! ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D aku syoookkkkkk... gila3...... smpai pinggan hamper pecah coz nk ltak spagety tu dlm my dads nya pinggan... heheheheh....

so ada fruit salad, beef steak, was a bit tough ptot masak lbey lama g... brocoli n potato steamed... n mushroom sup coz lbihan of carbonara... n yeah spagety carbonara !!!!! heeeee

u tau... blek2 ja rizal... so whilst dok potong buah la nk wat salad tu dia pangge.. ok la xpla... dia soh aku pnjt nek dlm booth truck tu... ok al.. xpla.. aku pnjat la.. aku pnjt2 tgk dlm tu... laaaaaaaa... orkid che che... aku mcm ha xpla... so tlg la kluarkan utk dia suma... lama gak ah aku dok lam tu... dgn bju yang aku pkai... aku seriously nmpk mcm pndtg haram yg diseludup melalui bonet keta.... hahahahahah... like seriously.... m like... wt if... pitee mai cycle ka member aku mai lalu ka.. mati aku... huhu...

sooooooooooooooooooo.... byk yg aku nk ckp tpi lupa dah.. ahahha.. spagety carbonara... m epy tht i cukd it.. heee.. so mula2... kita sautekan hotdog! n bwg putih.. of coz a bit burnt.. ehehehhe... bwg tu pun trbkr.. ckit ah.. thank god.. dhla terada air... dh la dok pop5!!! aku mcm omg ! i tink satu lguna boley dgq aku dok bising.. ahhaha..m like ha ltak ni.. ah ltak tu.. cheese... no2 tis is wrong.. dont put dat.. ahahha.. althose.. n yeah ada milk a bit lam tu.. then err... yeah mula2 an time wat tuh mmg agk dah it was a disaster !!!!!!!!!! like seriously ! then abe ssuma i rasa2 ckp laaaaaaaa.. its not tht bad aft all... jz ptot add mushroom cz xdk then err diff types of hotdogs then ltak seasoning n pepper if can also cream bgi ada kuah g n much more creamier n yeah lotsa cheseeeeeeeeee n parsley n those herbs... n yeah udg or shrimp ka yg kcik2 yg direbus... just tabur on top.. sdp.. i knw.. next is seafud spagety.. i tink simple.. with olive oil, seasoning, ring onions, herbs n tada... n yeah the seafood n we r redy to eat !

ok m so into cookin.. hahaha.. not so la tpi i feel mcm bes la masakk.. n its kinda rlaxin n epy.. n go to : ! ! !

www.cooks.com

muahahha.. bes gilerrrrr.... but yeah mum xminat sgt carbonara since ada hotdog...u knw aku hepy gila act yest mum dcided nk bli hotdog, hahahaha.. n nk wat carbonara suma... weeeeee :D

next is to make salad... plain natural taste salad ada la tu nnti crik.. n desert... errr nnti ah nk wat.. tu xyah wat pun.. jz beli fruits dlm tin... get whipped cream n tah.. i tink tu ja then just mix n thts dessert... its kinda nice... xtau la apa yg besnya... but the cream an n the fruits ah chnge the tin fruits to fresh fruits n get the cream on.. its like neutral yet nice n a bit sweet.. but kinda plain.. can add like dang.. idk y but thinkin of rose essence... mum says xle boh byk coz nnti pelik.. jz one drop.. idk y but i thot of tht.. oh my..

m i into cooking too much ?

i thot xsmpt nk masak since sam mai.. n yeah the deskktop is gone so as the printer.. smpat gak.. dad says kna concentrate one by one dulu... so act an.. western is wayyyyyyyyy easier n simpler la.. stgh xyah masak pun xpa.. just mix3 n ur done... cooolll..

but seems like mum xbpa nk chun western.. well some ja.. so idk y but i have tis idea... i mcm nk blja ja nk masak at least each of everyones fave dish.. wuhu !

lek ah aiman... ko bru ja lepas carbonara tu.. xperfect pun g.. goreng tlor tah terbakar pa...


hozair just called me.. i have a bigggggggg mission in my life ! n tis! i hereby sayin n pls i need u guys help in tis... ni lter... its about ahma n f4 life.. n so on... weeeeeeeeeee :D yeah m kinda happy bout tis... :)


o klah.. aku cukup xsbr nk ckp pasai ni.. hahahah.. u see.. ok.. 5th nov m off to jb.. and 8th it seems mai blek... means.. yeah.. ahma mai ! :) ....

m kinda excited... u knw.. at least m not alone anymore.. ada someone.. esp tis is my one n only granma left n one n only from the chinese femly.. n plg chun aku rapat ngn org yang aada pertalian darah dgn aku.. my ahma.. :) n i can be close with her..

can u imgine... now at last bnda yg dia masak i can makan! heeeeeeeeee... coz i igt g.. kt jb aritu.. pg la.. she mkn breakfast dpn tv... mee grg.. mak aih... aku dh la lapaq.. then dhla bau sdp.. bengong gilaa... my air liur like meleleh... sdp gila kowt.. aku tingin sgt nk mkn.. tpi aku tgk jala.. hahahah.. but she xmkn the pieces of ciken.. bg kat doggy.. so sini.. aku lah doggy nya... ahhahaha.. il mkn ja la wey... then yeah astro satu lagi.. n yeah! dramas!!!!!!!!!!! then sure my dad dok pokpek2 cina i pun tumpang nk phm ah..

didi !!!!! i need ur helpp... so tht i can communicate easier with ahma.. can o not ? ;;) ehehehe... n yeah dads training me on how to talk to ahma.. i mean... shes not use to my style of talking.. n seriously.. aku kna tukar.. coz aku jnih suka merapu, mumble, swallow my words.. ckp laju suma tu.. susah.. so now.. kna ckp pelan2.. clear2.. lembut2... tpi clear2... n slowwwwwwwwww.... so il call her evry other day wen i free wic mmg aku dok freee giler2.. till next yer.. so il call her chichat jap.. talk2...

n its fun la.. to have someone else kat umah.. now not 3 anymore.. but 4.. :) ok thts not odd.. :) nice to hear.. n dads like hes tinkin... instead of mum tking care of ahma.. its actually terbalek.. ahhhaha.. coz mums much more prone to sickness instead of ahma.. i cn see tht... hahahah.. shes not senile man.. she can stil crack jokes.. can stil rmb.. just she mcm jalan tu slow ja la n weak.. tu ja.. dang... chun gila...


n patience.. :) shes ahma oke?


half2..

the other half mcm xsuka.. tkot pun ada... u seee... again la... aku sorang ja kat umah ni.. another big responsibility tht i have to do.. mula2 my mum.. like td pg.. bgn 6+ shes like my pressure is high.. pulse rate is high.. aku bengang jap la.. coz y la in evrtn.. ni mmg i cnnt do anytin n cant run away n i have to face it.. walau apapun aku akn msh be alone.. no i mean... im the one la.. the only one ! mcm td la.. dad dhla xdk.. aku dhla stai boley bwk keta if at all..so susahla.. if apa2pun la.. msti aiman here aiman there.. sumaaaaaaaaaa aiman.. so apa2 pun smpai ke mati suma akan aiman5 ! xpla.. nk wt cna...

n yeah.. bykkkkkkkkkkkkkk chges.... wic u knw aku lmbt nk cope with chnges.. but i tink tis will coz i kinda like it so it wont be a so such a big deal.. plus with the help of siblings n sweethearts n my mind tinkin + n stuff keepin me going.. i can do it.. :)

the chnges tu i cnt really see it but its there la.. it wont be so bad. but things are bound to happen.. bd tings.. i knw.. soo i really have to cope up with things n get along...

but so far so gud... thank god.. i really hope it goes well tis way...

ok.. the probnya.. xyah la cita.. just dad... mum... n thts all..

so parents sure bz nya... sapa g kat umah kalo bkn aku yg nk mlyn ahma.. nk mke ahma heppy. help her around. kip her company.. n i really have to teman her time ujan.. shes not cool with thunder.. its ok ahma.. :) so yes... my time wil be given to ahma... tho mcm ugh ja tpi i rasa i have to do tht...

so dont expect me to online sooo much anymore.. i have really better tings to do such as being with ahma... tho idk la.. but its way better tht way.. dont u think ? so il have to try...

i really have to plan... like ok la.. mybe one hr online + games + updates... then i more for hse stuff ka.. one more nk memasak ka.. then maybe extra more for readin feedin infos.. and so days wont be so packed but filled with stuff.. n so i really have to tc of myslf n prevent frm getting sick soooo often. .in tis i need gud diet, exrcise n sleep.. so tlg.. i have to eat rite.. sleep enuff.. n exrcise... sleeeppppp...

n games... bek i men skang... games i knw.. errr.. xpa.. enjoy wile u can.. :)

oh n yeah.. tho i din cycle... buttttttttt.. i watered the plants... wuhu.. dgn agk rela atinya...weeeheeee.... keep it up aiman.. yeah.. pats on my head.. heheh

oh yeah.. my diet... hahahha.. tht.. thumbs down ! boooooooooooo ! jap... hold on eh.. i wud liek it to be one by one :)


so in tis.. i have to stay well sabar.. +... strong.. be a big gal.. tink wisely.. be smart.. use ur brain all the time.. dont be silly n stupid... grow up la! be much more responsible... n dont hope for blsn at all ok...wat dgn hati trbuka... hati yg ikhlas.. give more... expect less..

aft all... yeah daddy ckp.. mmg shes gona die here.. n i freaked out like hell sat la kan... thn hes like its ok.. dont worry.. u dont have to be scared.. yes in death n all thos stuff mmg m scared n not used to it.. coz ppl yg aku close xpna si lagi... yg aku tau pun arwah paksu tu pun xrapat... ni my grnma... sur eaku rasa aku sedey trok gak ah... dhla ni mmg nk rapat an.. adeh...

xpe la.. keep moving on.. :)

so it happens, nnti creamated dkt btu gntong.. since sng la old place suma tu... n ashes wud b it jb... there... ah kongs place also...


yeah... its act tanggungjwb yg besar...

adeh pulak dah aku blurr.. ahahahha...

yeah.. f4 life tu.. nnti la.. all i knw.. its semi new life.. ahahhaha... bykkkkkkkkkkkk chnges again.. new subs... al thoswe.. get into tht later.. m kinda tired d.. deh.. nk tido.. then esok xnk la bgn lmbt sgt.. help round perhaps or clean my room up... errrr... think... heee.. :)

yeah man... i did not cat nap.. weheeeeeeeeeee.....

so act.. bykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lagi aku nk type.. like byk g... tpi aku dh ngntowk.. so xley nk tulis lagi.. sobss...

so yeah... dah.. aku blur.. xnk force my brain out...

so oh wells... i stil have yet to upload pixies... n tht an... mcm2 aku akn cerita... ahaha... nt nw la.. nnti2..

:)

mona lisa

evrtn will b okay

:)