Monday, September 7, 2009

malam masih muda

ari ni kan. act tah. aku rasa seronok. syok gak ah.. for the first time tah tdi aku rasa cm i wish i can stay at school n just learn. yeah i feel epy bcuz dh lama gila xdk feeling mcm tu. last tym was yeah form two. the fun hepy syok feeling of learninng. even proper sleep was f2. grrrrrrrrr


n i fell in love with pn khoo. coz of her dressing n her oh so cut en omg handbag !!!


aft pmr gym. for sure. aku xkn wat pa. ahahhaha.. aku akn mkn ice cream n online n men game or men swing or swimmin. or p men kat kids corner tu kot. ahahahahah.. gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. cycle3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


n ada org offer aku p keja kat kedai mak dia.. mcm la prents aku bgi. n mcm la aku berkemampuan lak tu. tpi cm sng ja. promote barang. dhla ngn bro. apa susah. in ur dreams!

tho mmg nk dpt duet dowhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


so lack of tym man. today xstudy lgsg. well ada la gak at schl benefit kot. tah. xigt. n gz wat. m like tah. mcm xskip ja tis week school. rasa syok lak p. useeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. if i x p skola. tdo kol 3 or aft sahur. bgn jgn dok ckp. 12 cm tu. dulu at least tido wat tym pun 10+ bgn da. skang perfgh! - sory bout the spelling, riting, bla2.. coz hyper kot. ahahha - if at least p skola tido gak by 2+ then bgn 6. then p skola at least jmpa mnusia. socialize. gelak3. men3. ada gak kehidupan. drpd kol 12 bru nk buka mata. tu x activted g. dok mepek3!!!!!!!!! smpai la ptg. tu bru nk fikir like oh this n tht. bek xyah. p skola lgi bek an. mg. imgine. aimans sayin this. oh wellss.. :)


esok atirah xp. dhla aunty nnti kna fetch me. my parents dok tnya nk p ka x. m like yeah m goin. aku gila pa?!!!! tah la.. i just feel syok. so m going. thank god. :) tah la. m jz goin. :)


sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. aku taw aku xstudy g. cnni. leme blog n let out evrtn i want since i was at school or in auntys car otw bec then il go n study. :) thtl b near 12 kot. well il sleep 1+. :)


it started of with as usual rizals like aiman. wake up. n bmth pray for plagues screamin!!! my phone kan. wat hall byk sgt la. haix. xpa. live with it. then yeah mandi pun mcm xsedar. sumaaaaaaa zxsedarr.. i think i slept ok la kan considered. then aft pkai bju i p lena. nseb bek bgn. kalo dak aku kna tmpq awai2 pgi buta. then em yeah p la skola. serious. unconscious. errrrrrrrrrgh! then em ok started ngn english. ok ja. dok black michael la suma. dang keja skola. ok2. later. :) n study!!!!!!!!!!!! then em rehat p dkt b.. smbg3.. i wish i can slap ur face. autumn leaf konon! oh yeah i xbwk phone. bla nk bwk tah. tgk ah. then em kh. ok ah. kh tried to study. ckit sgt msok. tthen sesi luahan ngn malina. yeah nrml stuff. bout facts of life yg yet i have to get over n rid of it. kna accept. nk wat cna. :) then mmg i know maimun dgq suma. wt do u expect. m rite smack in frn of her. n i was loud la kan if cm tu. ahahahha.. last2 dia cm.. aiman. awat mrah sgt aiman. hehehehehehe....................... yea i know.. kna syg diorang. n i do. yg bek2 la. yg ckp ugh tidak. hahaha.. then seniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. ahh seniii for of us made plans aft pmr. since htis my be our las yer. shit la man. gha sbp. tan tah. sha cm dia nk syok3 p. tah la dia. me like i can go la kan. if cn, i nk balek sggs. tahla.................. tp again la kan. if at all mmg la maybe if i go to other places, il have briter future. even cg dok encourage apply sbp. just apply. who knows rite. if la pun have a briter future, i cant psobly go. sapa nk dok kt umah? parents ja tinggl. then mmg xxkn bgi p. ang mepek pa an. aku nk p gurney pun haram susah smpai hamper nk gado bru ley p. lgipun. bole ka aku dok asrama. they dhla ada jadual. aku jnis mmg xsuka ikut bnda. then whole tym electronic gadgets around. i dont think i can survive......... butttttttttt.. we do it for experiece. sja nk feel. tah la.. dont dream. so il stay in ibrahim till f5. :) then oh yeah d plans aft pmr. nnti next post il type it. its already written down. m so epy. its gona b girls day out!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D! then dok gelak3 mepek3 then em.. yeah mepek g.


then agama. aku syok dpt la gak phm apa ustaz ckp n jawab. fuhhh.. ada gak ah gelak2.. then em mttttttttt... ok ja.... dok wat paper tu. its simple. if pm rcm tu kan bes. then tah suma blurr. ahahha.. balek2 as usual. well sinc eiwas in the epy mud of menimbaing ilmu, i was tryin to restrain myslf frm sleepin. tah2. aku bring. sejam aft tht bgn. then gedik bukak aircond, p tutup pintu smbg tido balek til615. arammmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. stop sleepin aiman1!!!!!!!!!!! then cats. then mandi. then mkn. gelak2. then nkwat kja mt. tetiba dgr bunyi vibrate..


noor raudha tlh menelefon ku!!!!!!!!! act lama gk ah we xsmbg cm tu. tah. xigt. lama gila kot. tahhh.. ahahaha.. dok story2 la kan. i told her bout my marks n how m flunking. told her bout yeah current life n apa tlh brlku. this n tht. almost suma. yg imprttante.. but nt all. jz d main points. forgot to tell her bout the - therapy song -

so byk crita. n soalan. n meowwwwwwwww!!!!!! n erghh.. errrr... eghhhhhhhh.. i knowwwwww...

but aft tlking to her. i felt so muc beta. n mcm. a lite had struck me. ahahahha.. or at least she knocked my head n say eloooooo nyamukk1!! bgn la wey!!! wtf ru doin!!!!


bky bnda la bcme clearer. n ifelt better. xla rasa cm dok dlm utan kegelapan an. at least i can see la. i know. well kan. yes mmg my life sllunya xdk choice. but in this tingy here. i do. so... y not an... plus.. its my life.. i wont loose anyting. so xpa.. aft pmr. i knw y aft not now y not asap. i rasa xptot la. just aft pmr. il think. bout soooooooooooooooooo much stuff. :) well.. i just so cnt bliv it mkes so much sense. but stil.. dang...... oh gawd.. its ok. :) eghhhhhhhhhhhh.. idk!!!! help!


hahahahah ... aiman seriously agk geylong kotttttttttttttttt....


so bakiah dok ckp la. whilst tlking. yeah app i wasnt lisenin to songs n was payin att to wat she was sayin, tho idk wat. haahha.. s usual all i know is that. im so close to adulthood. university. job. work. income. those shit u know. n like form 4 its kinda like half way thru ur penetuan idup yaddy2.. so mke the rite choice. m so not a small gal anymore, forget bout the fcking height man! hahahah..


- akibat brckp dgn raudha slma 1jam 3o minit, skang ni aku jdi xmng tgn. got 8 msgs ka some sort like tht. yeah xsmpt rep. then skg dok blog3!!! dh la keyboard. man1 i mis sth egoddamn fcking lappy. arghh.. suma brterabur. its ok. :)


the fking papaya just fell i mean slipped from the fork n flew n its on the carpet. WtF!!!!!!!!!! dhla bunyi cam splatttttttttttttt!


boley ka at least satu ari aku xkna tease. or at least sme sory like dt la. ahahahah.. by any1 at all.. bgi2 buta dh kna pengotor coz b ckp i p sepak a frog. idk la wey! i was sleep walking mind u!!! then dok nemo3!!! ugly fish!! nemo3!!!!!!! ahahahahhahah.. then dok wey ang xley nek basikal. oh ang xsmpai ah? eeeeeee pensel pink!!! then ley ckp ah wey ko ni xley krja coz xcukup umo ka xcukup tinggi. pelaq ang la!


boley dia ckp. cuba ko bygkn ko tinggi.. ya allah............... aku sbqqqqqqqqqqqq la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then i ask apa pndpt ko? nseb bek dia ckp ko tnya aku mcm la aku taw.. nseb bekkkkkkkkkkk..

then i ckp mana la taw ko tau an. aku rasa bhgia sikit kot if tinggi. dia ckp sedey nya aku dgrrrr.. ko emo ka???



- umah sapa ada makmur taun niiiiiiiii?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nakkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

long live makmur forever. ahahahahahahaha




il try this.. resepi kgmbiraan.. someones yummy recipe....

1. kna sllu epy

2. kna sllu senyum

3. kna sllu gelak

4. kna sllu wat lawak

5. kgn fkr bnda yg mnyshkan, fkr bnda best ja..


nods................


wey pn gkpala coz too much stuff. ahahahah.. chilllllllllz. breathe!


this psot mmg story dia berterabur gila. harap faham. n harap maaf. btui ka ni!?!!!!!


- ko x cukup bertuah ka?? naaaaaaaaaaa.. sbnrnya.. aku ckp brtuah. :)

sooooooooooooooooo.. emo tu xbgos ko taw...

awat ko ni nk stopkan aku jdi emoooooooooooooooooooooo..


- bwk buah tgn kueh makmur......... errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................ eghhhhhhhhhhhh.!


- org epy xmgntowk laaaaaaa..

yeah.. i mean.. pgi mmg cm nk mti.. aft tht i felt. well.. alive. thank u sweethearts. :)


u know the pop2 thingy............. idk la. ahahhaha

cn u imgine. dok tgh dok gila type3!!!!!!!!! blck out.

perfgh!!! soooooooooo.. i think this is long enuff. i gueess. ahahaha

tmrws gona b a hepy day..

y? someone said so..

:)

hpefully

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