well.. i knw.. since i xmaen mercun, nxt year raya, :) i got an idea. i have one year to have my mum n dia nya mom to be friends so tht next year i can go to umhnya earlier help out n all n stay there longer. n maennnnn mercunnn.. if la dia raya sini lagi or somesort. god willing.
my mums like bring me to his hse. seriously. english concept is the chun ting. i love it. msok2 ja umah dia i felt so waaaa.. yeah i love his hse. n his mum. beautiful. fair. nice. friendly. at first i was kinda scared since all the stories i heard from others bout his mum, but pdhl, i tgk baek ja. frenly ja. xdk hal. helped her a bit. offered nk tlg cuci pinggan. i mean come on, the whole day i dah spend with tthe two dudes, so let me wash it. not the whole day but i rasa yeah. lm gak ah.. she ckp if u wash those plates, dont u ever come in this hse anymore. m likke errrrrr... dang...
kucing tom tidak sihat. dang. n ada goldfish. few of em. fed em. comeyy...
food was ok. spaghetty. ksian aunty tu. coz like i bet sure xdk org tlg nya. she sorang ja ah. so next year if la ok suma il come n help out if xdk org tlg. like seriously. kesian.
then she dok pokpek2 sikt ah bout how shes worried. pmr is near. how dia wat keja xkna. hahaha.. i knw.. tgk pun tau..
mak aku xksian? ahahahha.. well ive been helpin out k. except for tht day since the whole day plyin roun. n today too. i bgn dhla lmbt dah. mls ah nk tlg. arini ada org mai. sabtu pulak mum p pndai2 offer soh mai umah.m like wtf. i yg kna tlg. aih. dahla arini rizal xdk. xsuka. well my prents at home xrasa sgt. since jln sana sini. but its ok. :) wasnt a nightmare as expected.
em then yeah ppl dok lam umah, kitorang p dkt plygroun. jln2, on the phone ngn both azims. jerit2. amek gmba dlm gelap. ahahahah.. ok la. dok sat. then blek. rizal tau aku mati. act, aku xpna wat cnni. yeala an. walaupun aku tido lmbt gila tpi my tht life ends as early as 10pm.
n aku agak berpeluang utk naek moto. hahaha.. wey rindu la. nek moto.lm gila dah xnekk...
then em.. lgi.. wat happen. wel itu saja. dok amek2 gmba g. yet to get the pics. last ting i rmbd there was b4 i left, looked up at the skies and nmpk bunga api. niceee.. itu saja..
wednsday. went to pg. dang. almost cried la dey. did la a bit. bengong gila. then went to mummys hse. dang her food. rindu gia. dulu every week, well once a week sure mkn nya. haix. then men2. dukung babby. dgn muka xmalu p ja mkn biskut byk2. hik2. then bes ah. n everytime i go there, il learn sth. :) hmmm..
so what did i learn? entah. just appreciate wat u have. dont la ask for more. its enuff. n byk g. but mls ah.
m aku mcm kureng mkn ja. xlpq. only lunch tym n nite. mornin i dont eat. wth is happening..
second chance - shinedown
so suma dok bila pmr?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sat ja g. very sat. n now i dont even dare to say tht we have time anymore coz we dont really have. haix. yeah moods slowly goin down. only hope is ptg2 men kucing, go out cycle. so now anything can be higlites of my day. n i find it hard to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erghhhh... xpla. dont sleep la. die. hhaahahah..
so yeah. just study. tho. idk. i tink i need school to get me back. just at least to study. thats all i want..
but tah. no assurance that il b tlkin so much. xtauuuuuuuuuuuuu laaaaaaaaaa....
but xpa..
:)
Peace out . . .
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