ergh . . . tima kaseh

aku bengang gila.. wel xla bengang gila2 sgt. tpi agak ah.. tx to my mum. tx !

tq very much !

yeala.. m just sayin to myself.. xpa.. jgn lawan. xpa. xyah kata pa. she da kata cm tu. its ok. pmr nk mai dah. xbek wat cm tu..

shes ur mum. she knws wats best for u.. - aha, tau la sgt an.. - afterall, she is ur mum..

aha la...

aku tau la wats best for me suma walaupun aku ni hnya berusia 15 thun. esp dlm bab2 study ni la aku tau la aku nk study cm na ka pa ka. slh ka aku nk study grup ka study ngn member pun skg ni?! slh ka. aku tau la nk dkt gila2 bapa ari ja g bukan few months. so wat? ada time nk study g an.. dhla aku akn p umah member tu, ang pikiaq aku akn men2 ka? dhla umah member tu mak dia ada, so pikiaq aku akn men2 ka? aku akn study la. yeala. focus. aku dok tgh ah ni. yeala. its exam. its not just ntg. ha la . aku tau. xpyh hbq. i m studyin. ang ja xnmpk. at least i m tryin. stni kang aku malaih nk study lgsg kang. bukknya aku xpna wat.. then aku nk study ngn member wic aku pna wat n it helps. aih. wtf la. wteva!

geram........... then dhla ckp stai cm nk marah aku. pa mslh ang? aku wat pa?! if at least i tau if daddy la yg ckp aku akn dgq n aku xkn bengang. daddy lg pndai nshat..

then skg nk ckp pun dok raise voice. dia dok tgh crik kslhn aku la ni. aku wat pa? !

yeala nk make it clear. aku rasa suda clear da la. ang mmg xphm...

pungkoq...

daddddddddddddddddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!! i want u home..

- dont ask me about this, i dont want to talk bout it.. -

have fun in school tomorw..

i lurve my life. :)

its ok. all this will end so soon. just study. its ok. :) study ja.. sng ja.. :)

breatheeeeee aiman breatheeee... she knws wats best for u.. u dont.. u dont even.. ok la.. bla3...

i hate this..

goodnyt.. m tired n i wana sleep..

Just sssssshhhhhhuuuuuussssssshhhhhhhh ! ! !