wewe - so not . . .

1027 pm

abes dah ttn.. i thot itl b a nitemare.. actually i missed aziz.. ahahahha

ok2.. so... it was tht sajak bout wnita zmn skang was it..

n he was aiming me!

sebut ja benda tu.. he pointed to me

n ckp.. aiman sure xnk kawen kan..

aiman sure xnk bersuami kan

i was like urhhhhh... - asal mamat ni kenal aku sgt lak dah.. -

so i turned coz syed was yaddying.. n m like u shut up!

then aziz was like la aiman jgn pndg blkg.. gtaw la.. jgn pndg ur bf.. m like wtf?

grrrr...


syed pulak boley dok ohh x2.. bukan2.. sy kenai bf dia.. yaddy3..

xley tlg senyap ka??

-- my dads like ur school hold is in jb.. ony enjy at jb.. yeah hw the fuck do u expect me to enjy here dear dad?? apart from this 10 daysu better study n use ur tym wisely.. study.. study.. study.. fine.. aiman.. no life.. weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! --

headbang!

so aziz was like ohhh. ohhh.. ok2..

then he ckp pulak.. aiman ni sure kuat mrjuk kan? tgk muka pun tau... sensitif pun kan? i was like ok this tym u got me wrong.. nk mrjuk kat sapa?? kucing?? nnti diorang klprn.. my mum?????? not gona work.. dad.. he'll give me a tight slap if i do.. n mmg kena lecture like grow up will u? ur not a kid anymore.. then adala ayat pedey2.. xnk fikir.. mnykitkan ati.. so the ting is
xdk org pun nk merajuk.. n yeah i mmg hate ppl merajuk.. n over sensitif.. like my mum.. yeah.. nods.. frankly speaking.. but who cares? id just tolerate.. as lg jgn ganngu my life suda..

now ma mum sdisturbing my life

fuck la wey!

ngn study

pstuh yeah rules of chatting.. 30 minit ja..

all i can say is

my teenage life

forget it

forget it

i can never have my dream life

ohh yeah.. dreams.. neva.. come.. true.. for.. gods..sakes..


- no matter hw much u try, no matter hw positve u think, no mter hw hard u want it, no mter hw wondrful ul tink getting up evry mrning at the rite side of ur bed.. life is just like tht.. life is how it is.. just like tht.. face it aiman.. face it.. stop dreaming.. stop fooling urself n snap back to reality tht ntgs actually wonderful.. nods.. -


n this gal.. anis.. i like her.. hahahha.. not like2 for gods sake.. she cn b one of my madddd partner.. hehe.. dhla dok laguna.. then sma ttn.. so aiman wil go well dk la.. dok laguna.. il hang out wif her i gz.. dk ler.. but i gz shes ok..


i hate my life..

there..

ive said it.!

yeah.. mmg.. things tht u want.. u cant nva get it..

fuck..

if only my room is sound proof.. n i have gigantic speakers.. u know wat il do ne..

fuck

fuck

fuck

nw i wish m at school

wit ma swithearts

rather thn at home

fuck

id die if i dont say fuck

in a day

yeah

morning part dhla xterkira

yeapzzz...

facts of life..

face it..

swallow it..

sink or swim wil ya?

tho it hurts..

tho it sucks..

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........

my life is rite now

from bad

to worse

its gona get better during the hols

- upsyd down for sure alryt ! -

i cant go on anymore..

shit la wey

fuck..

yeah now rasa cm nk tndg almari..

badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i cant.. nti ma prents igt its either i nk suicide gntg diri dlm tu ka or2 ctau ahh..

i can die if i x sumbat earphne dlm tlinga..

so if u see me weirdly mad and unstable nnti one day at school after hols, it means tht i x bw mp3 n mcm i gelong thp cipan.. please.. tht tym i nid serious help.. nods..

i hate...