systematic chaos

auntys spaghty didnt brighten my day

leong wat dramatik terlebey din help up

my dad hangin out at home didnt help out either

but still..

i smiled.. n laughed n moved on.. pretend as if evrtns fine..

mmg la suma fine..

dnt wory ppl.. m ok!!!

m fine2..

jz buntu sat 4 a moment.. cant help it tho..

haih..

his voice changed

wen he laughed, it just doesnt sound like him

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

if onyl i cud do sth..

wel i knw i cant.. theres ntg i can do..

i cnt help him tht much either.. well yeah at schll. tu pun.. a bit.. coz idk wat to say n its like im at school n its school hours.. so i cant be going to him n hug him or hold his hands n say.. evrtns gona b fine.. n its ok.. m here.. altho i cant help u much.. i knw i have to b strong for u.. im tryin.. tryin to leave it behind for a moment n study.. exms next week.. nods..

life really cnt get any better..

so im dead.. i mean.. kinda like literally.. so xpa...

dm..

---- wen i have d mud.. il write bout wat hapend during the gathering.. n oso the concert.. :) ----

not now tho...

m not suppose to touch the lappy.. but since ma dads askin me to cek out the flites.. so yeah.. thank god.. but m gona b home alone tonite.. so il jz use it.. if i want to tho..


incubus - i miss u
snow patrol - you could be happy
shontelle - tshirt
soulja boy - kiss me thru the phone
yellowcard - only one


wen he ckp cm tu.. i was like.. blank... yeap.. blank... like uhhhhhhh....

there must be more to come.. just like theres more to life... uhuhhh...


dream theater - forsaken


so now.. i really3 ahve to pay mch more att to u.. more thn b4.. coz thts the only tym we have.. nods..


i love my life

i love myself

i love my parents

i love my siblings

i love my sweethearts

i love ibrahim

i love asspee

i love my life

i love my life

i love my life

its not tht i have a choice

nods

i love evrything

i love homeworks

i love exams

i love pmr

i love my school

i love my life

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