it filters thru..

asal lak nih??

ok2.. forget being miserable..

the day waas awesome..

yeap the mission was to be hepy2, smile2, mad2, high2.. n all la..

n no one can emo actually today.. but yeah since m at home.. so...


yeah.. ok la :D


- i need to calm myself down with headbanging tho.. -

- i hate being unstable.. i hate!!!!!!! ... -

- i just gave him two smiles.. n hes asking me how m i.. how the hell can he know tht m not ok?-

doi..


the pix il b posting it at ms.. so if u wana look at it.. cek out my ms..

agak penat ahh.. hikihik..

like otw.. liek ohh gawd.. is it far?? wer is it?? how long?? ohh god.. hottt...

then smpai2.. heaven baby!! tpi aircond dia xckup kuat.. hmm..

wteva..

pastu2.. makan.. mcd!!! fillet o fish.. ngee.. n milo.. ngee

then...

yeah adam.. im sorry.. i know i m very the very rough..

im sorry i hit u many2 tymes.. erhhhh....

cmna la i x hit u?!!! ahahhahaha

boley tanya awat xsampai ka nk cuci tgn kat sinki??

im like wtf!!!

ahahahah

kejam gila!!!

i knw la i m short.. n by the age of 16 most probbly i wont grow.. doi2..

tans like yeah round2, fat2, short2...... grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! yeler2.. i know.. hmm..

so yeah it was the hardest ive ever hit u.. im sorry if terlebey sket ok.. then ada la lagi dia tu.. haiyoo.. cmna la i dont feel like hittin u.. hahahaha.. but still.. 143 k... :) i don mind tho.. ahahha


cool down baby, tomorrow il drive u crazy again!!!! :D

yeah baby.. i cant wait.. for tomorrow may stil come.. yeah.. high2!!!!!!!


yes ppl.. m tryin to cheer maself up n put tht stupid feeling aside n ignore it n hopefully it goers away... hmm..


pastuh.. men bowling!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah 1st tym maen.. b4 diz xpena pgg.. n pnh usha org men pun dah dari taun bila tah.. so yeah now bowling is included in my fav sport.. wic is now bowling! hahaha.. swimmin, rugby, volley.. bowling is way easier then volley.. but still swimmin is nice..

yeah.. got the lowest marks.. hahaha.. 1st besa ahh the pro in almost evrytn.. - honey-
2nd.. ngn 3rd either tan or adam.. ohh god.. i forgot.. n yea malaih nk push my brain to recall.. will do it later on ma bed..
4th.. hmm.. the gal who this guy thinks shes slim but the truth is shes not.. ok???

im gona prctise.. like oh hyeah like i can.. but still.. i have adam, tan n gha to train me.. ahahahah.. my professional trainers.. ngeeee :D


esok pgkp.. treasure hunt.. hopefully itl rock like last yer wen yb was around..hmphh..


looking forward for tomorrow?? - entah la.. cm cm tu ja.. plain.. hmm.. its not a coloured paper this time..


pe g ehh.. yeah.. nx tym p.. im gona make sure m gona get shorts n a tee!!!! hahaah..

didnt spend .. less than 20 bucks.. n i thot id b blowing off my money.. hmm..


u see.. ahhaahha.. i tell u, one tayaq ok d, then jalan2.. puncit anoder tayaq.. ahahhahahahahah


slipknot - spit it out

and its demi ketenteraman 3a3, i shudnt make u high.. hahaha. ok i und tht.. ahahah

haih. can we go there again??

in my dreams..

yeah..

- nods.. headbang!! .. -

1st tym wat keja gila.. n 1st tym hung out with em... :D ngeeee

1st ting my dad said was.. so aiman.. hows evrtn? ok?

me.. yeah!!! evrtns fine..

then 2nd thing was.. u better go home n take a bath..

me- huh? i smell tht bad? how is it like? very bad? or??

dad - no la.. ur just smelly.. go home n bathe..

so honeys.. m sorry. hahahah.. coz i stink.. so.. sorry k .. errkk...


drowning pool - no more

i tink laguna dah ada 3g???

yeah.. hopefully.. aman sikit..

waitin 4 d laptop. wasting my tym n jeopardising my future again as usuall..

i tend to see.. the older i get.. the crappier il b.. the madder il b.. the less id be carring bout tings around me.. n wateva ppl say n think.. is tht suppose to help me??

hel no!!!!!!

jiwa bergelora?? - nod a bit.. maybe.. idk.. idk.. idkk..hmm.. tinkin2..

haih..

i just thot...

oh yeah.. mornin waslike g2 b high!! must smile2!!! must laugh2!! must high!!!

then i was like ohh great fitree xmai.. then all of a sudden he walked in front of me.. with only his school beg!!!! then i was like xp ahh?? he was like no....

n i was like.. ahahhahaha.. o m g.. dont blive..ask yashni. i was smiling like mad.. luffin nall.. n yashs like dont b too epy or ul cry later. but xpa.. bukan selalu u mcm ni.. its maybe one day in a month ni ur like tis.. so its ok.. ohhh.. hmm..

yeah ppl.. drink lotsa water.. n tht influenza h1n1?? cnni ka?? i have no idea.. too lazy to look up for it..

drowning pool - killin me


eva drowned? eva felt like drowing? eva felt like being drowned? wtf m i sayin.. but yeah.. drown.. intersting.. hmm..


i swear its killling me!!!!

al the shallow hopes along the dreams

i forgot d... hahahah


yeah.. memory.. hm.. my phone.. dia ada scar.. ahahha.. coz gha bagi jatuh dlm toilet cs tingkat lima.. kot.. i gz so.. hahahahah.. 1st wen i heeard tingkat 5 i was like.. ehh? ada tingkt lima?? yeah say m mad.. i m.. hmm.. so its a memory on ma phone.. the scar.. ngeee :D.. no nt angry tht my phone fell.. dah biasa dahh...

spices of life.. ehh??

hmm..comfy2.. sobz.. hmm.. hmm.. nods..


1100pm

i dont seem to care...

tomorrows another long day again..


Well everything is not OK Tomorrow's another day I'll find my perfect way out


lets go to soad.. byob..

hahahha.. when if nobody is left in d world except fr kitty n hamsty.. ahahahhaha..

:)

n yeah.. i have to stop hitting him.. hmm.. hmm2...


n yashs like y u n him terlebey romantik ka? u sikit2. tiba2.. senyum2..

hahahhahahah. lmao!!! ... hahahahahah.. dk la wey..

spices of life - laughter, happiness, togetherness

can i skip tomorrow again??


mmg ahh emo, tension xley layan.. coz if lyn, mmg satu patah aram pa pun xley blah..

but still.. how?? its still there.. its still apart of u.. part of ur life..

i just suck in managing, facing it.. haix.. but wat can i do.. its there!


xpe. tunggu dgn kesabaran...

reminds me of tans heineken.. hmm.. hahahahha...


soad - sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n2.. suite pee..eerk???


i tink cz u xdk companion kat umah kot
mcm at sch u go al excited
n at hme cm xdak sapa nk excited
so terjadilah istilah unstable

yeah2.. btul2.. tht theory is acceptable..


too bad.. arini kurang amek gamba.. but ohh wel.. memories in my mind.. ahahha


whos baby do u wna hve rte nw? r u serious???

iv eneva even thot of getting married.. n have a husband.. worse a child.. oh god..

so ive never fainted b4.. so not bad.. theres alwiz a first tym 4 evrtn ... :D

uhuh??

rage against the machine - bullet in ur head

they say jump, u say how high?? oke?

1133pm..

how do i feel?? much more calmer n beta rather than i cant rmb d wat time i felt shity..

so ok la.. its safe to sleep.. aajhahahaah

guitar... organ.. il try nshall go on wit it..

rage against the machine - bulls on parade

bmth r like jonas brothers.. ahahahha

so i gz il leave the pc in peace now..

hmm.. nods..

papa roach - time n time again

if only theres no school..

coz evrytym i tink bout it.. i feel like trashin.. n scream m ylungs out.. ohh wteva..

its life.. go thru it..

u dont have a choice..

as if like u alwiz do.. hmm..

rage against the machine - wake up

i dont feel like sleepin yet coz i still want n prefer to headbang still


papa roach - not listening
puddle of mudd -blurry
chevelle - the red

hmph..

so.. xoxo ppl..

small xoxo.. gudnyt.. swit dreams.. dn let d bed bugs bite. tug ur self tightly n comfortly..