dilemma - sud i use the lappy now or not..

haih... so okies..

i guess im gona be a gud girl for the moment n let the laptop get comfy in this messy hse..

but stilllllllllllll1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to use it!!!!!!!!!!

now!

asap!!

but then i kena put dlm kotak blek la this la tht la

perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

shit lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok

haih..

i know2.. wen a person da prob.. no actually suma org ada prob.. n tht if we have it n we want to tell tht person, sure raswa cm cukup ahh she pun byk ptob, dont feel like telling her..

cyg..

i know..

im vry d vry unstble..

and is dsiturbed n all..

haih..

but i dont mind listening to ur prob..

yes.. mmg wen im not ok, i can neva help u find the solution..because otak cram sgt.. but still at least i can help by saying things to u.. i can still say kata2 khidmat la kan.. hahahahah.. or simply by giving u xoxo.. anything u need.. a shoulder to cry on.. someone to listen to u.. im alwiz there ok.. evntho mmg my mslh kdg2 keliling pinggang.. xdk la byk sgt kan.. tpi mcm tu la.. m willing to hear u out.. but in the end.. its up to u.. whther u wan it or not.. m not gona push u.. thts y wen u say u emo ka apa.. ijdk wat todo.. coz i know.. if i ask.. u wont tell me.. then i dont want to push u coz ul feel worse.. so il let u b.. not tht i mean idc or pa ka o rmean ka.. i just dk wat to do.. just tht if u nid me.. u just come n ckp.. idon want to push u.. but still at least.. i wana help ok..


yeah.. adam...

i know2..

i do write a lot bout u..

but not like.. u know.. u know2 ???

the thing is.. idk wat to write about..

n tht.. mmg byk yg boley ditulis.. but

id like it to be with me.. in my heart.. n il just let it play in my mind..

:)

only me.. :)

yeah call me nuts.. or wateva.. go on.. go ahead..

its only in my heart.. ngeeeeee

1127 pm

haih...

i dont feel like thinkin wats gona happen tomorrow..

id be devastated

thts for sure

kerja xsiap

xpa.. im kkinda prepared to die

all i know
hahahaha

balek2 umah

nk p usha laptop

n tht if my dad ka parents r cool wit it..

haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


my own personal brand of heroine!!!
- hahahahahahha.. nk tau akk??? hahahaha.. malina!!!!!!!!! dont tell anyone!!!!!!!!!


hes not coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

adoiii

yeah mmg tlinga gha kena get prepared..

coz il b like.. hahahahahaha.. xtau la wey

yang aku bangang sangat p ckp ya m going to school to pasepa..

ang ni....

perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hmph...

marilyn manson - highway to hell

esok ahh.. itl b tht way..

highway to hell

peace!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

rindu sama dia

sobz..

tadi

tym tgk dia..b4 going back.. doi.. knew it.. hes not gona come tomorrow..

cm.. haih.. i was lke.. haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tym usha dia.. pstuh tanya mai x.. mcm knew it.. xkan jumpa... haihhhhhh

- i know i hmmm a lot.. mmg aaaa llllllooooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttttt.. -

but stillllllll

perrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yeah.. xguna la laptop.....

double perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


can life get any better ???

- nods -

- headbang!!! -

marilyn manson !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the nobodies... :D

perghhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate myself..

sungguh tidak berdikari

thats me

a weakling


( wt broke d crush? - waca tink ?? )


y must i .. mcm.. depend so much.. on other things.. but no tmyslf.. haih..

i need music.. i need ppl.. but in the end.. mmg il know im all by myself..

all alone..

perggggghhhhhhh

n ntg can ever last forever..

- nods.. -


dts wt appen wen reality strikes

- yeapzzz.. -

stupid arse

( lets grow old together and die at the same tym )

bmth - chelsea smile


keja x abes.. 1218 pm


marilyn manson - antichrist superstar


pmr

school

study

aku nihhhhhh

pndai ckp

pndai imgine

tapi

x reti nk buat

bek xpayah..

wat penat pikir ja

marilyn manson - they say hells not hot
- if i was ur vampire
- red carpet grave


haih............

wat will hapen to me in the near future..

lets say.. mid year exam ??

idk...

m like

from bad to worse...

hmmm...

1228 am n i dont care

wat happening ??

im not even 15

why oh why lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

half of me ahahhaha

ok i want to go to my room and do my work or very d very high posibility tido

but the other one wants to headbang n layan all hardy sgs.. amcm??

guitar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blughhhhhhhhhh

school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- lets play russian roulette.. winks.. -

bit panicky

scared kean bussssssssttttttttttedddddddddd

hmph...