kill me if u want
stab me if u want
rip my heart out if u want
tear my heart out into thousand pieces if u want
break it if u want
play with my heart if u want
i dont want to care
i dont know what im tryin to say
but i know
i know deep down under
im
confused
disturbed
and
i dont know what to do
or where to go
or who to tell
nobody can help me out
except for myself
im all alone now
having my own choice
my own decision
and be prepared to handle
and to face
and to bare with it
its hurting me
i just don know wat to do
what should i do
im faced with..
im not ready to tell everyone
or maybe anyone
about how i feel
about what im going thru
i just cant
its complicated
but i know
sooner or later
i have to do sth
not later
its must be soon
cause it hurts
i have to do sth
god
please help me
i dont like being miserable
although and eventhough
i always am
but not when others are affected
i need to rip my chest out
n crush my heart
why oh why
must life be this complicated
and i hate choosing
but i dont want ending up loosing
im really going to cry
tears of sorrows are going to bring me to wonderland tonight
and no one can change that
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