oinkzsss...

its 1053..

xpa2.. curi masa study ckit..

gahgah..

yeap.. m happy rite now.. since j is hepy.. yeap sth hapened to him.. i mean he found out sth.. so im so happy 4 him evntho i xdk kaitan.. but yay!! yeap all smiley..

1st day of exam. monthly test for april..

how was it??

bm was ok la..

half way walking to school.. my pulse rate when up, then my chest got tighter.. when i reached class, my face was already hot n red n burnin.. not gud2.. but i managed to cooldown.. i guess so..

recess ok la.. studied n all..

then agama.. ahahhah... lawak2.. it was... wow!!!

then maths.. hahahaha another big fat ass joke.!! yeap the paper was actually easy.. just that i cudnt do it.. like yeap i was blank.. like even a simple q i cudnt anser.. great huh??
then lack of latihan n all n revision.. so aiman.. serve u rite..

then ok la.. jln balek n al..

then yeah. ish i have this thing..

if recess pown i have to choose whther i wana go with him or my girlfriends..

frankly speaking, my girlfriends r much more imprtnt than him.. but he ajk, then im like.. ahh.. ohh okey2.. then il b like shit.. but i wana hang out with my girlfrends too.. have break with em, chitchat n study with em.. n even walk out of scholl with em..

i cant b this way.. i have to do sth about it.. at least make it both balance..

gee.. tym nk p or say yeah its like susah n bersalah gila.. i dont wana let both parties down.. then dia pulak akan ckp like alwiz.. u dont have to b with me if u dont want to or u can go n walk with ur friends.. im ok wit it.. or u can go hang out with ur friends.. but xsmpai ati pulak nk tinggal dia.. but my girlfriends??

i have to do sth.. i'll tell honey bout tis..

but she'l be like la xpala go la.. but i myself m not cool with like its kinda like forsakin them just 4 him.. n thts not rite.. n i don like it azt all..

then time balek... tadi.. walking out.. gahgah..

ill write it in my diary..

then cyg was like.. wey u ok ahh?? y wer u standin there alone smilin all by urself??

gahgah.. yeap she thot i was mad.. yeap i m mad..

pastuh blek n all.. ok la..

but yeap i was devastated again by maths.. even wteva hapend wile i wlked out of schooll..
well it did give me some effects.. but just like.. ohh..ohhh.. okey.. just like tht.. well was high.. slightly ab it 4 a wile..

so ok la... balek2.. mkn2.. then on the bed.. studied sej till b4 dasar pemerintahn.. ok la..

then lena.. frm 3plus till 630..yeap mad..

ill stay up tonite.. unlike lst nite.. when i was suppose to study bm, ag n lil bit of mths..

i ended up sleepin at 11 sth.. well it was like liein on my bed.. smsin.. music..

nak get mud la katakan..

but then i fell asleep.. but and and i did set the alarm to get up at 1230 to study..

but what the fucl??

i cudnt even open my eyes n was yawnin constantly..

apa ahh.. hari xdk exam boley dok mepek till 2sth.. ni ari ada exam wat pulun tidoq awai.. sth hapend..

n gettin whacked at HOLY PARTS RULES MAN!!!

1110 pm.. must move on.. oke2.. mayb lil bit more.. ahaks..

but yeah at times.. my heart kinda like wants to pop out.. n ill be gasping for oxygen n tht my face wud burn n hot n all red.. geee....

dang ma lifes gettin spookier..

n i have a screensaver.. n its someones pic.. pendorong la katakan...

hahahhaha... no....

ohh n yeah.. going to jb on 10 till 13 june.. gee.. thats so long.. stil far away.. but i cant wait.. at least im goin out smwer.. peace!!!

do i care for tht person? have i fallen for that person?? yet again..

this stupid question n feelings are disturbing me again..

like a nightmare that wudnt lemme sleep..

that wudnt let sweet dreams fill my life..

confused..

bothered..

mostly confused..

i dont know wat to do..

gawd.. aim : im going to read all the sej stuff!!

n that if still got tym.. ill go on with sn.. n bit of englishh.. my grammar sux..

especially basic grammar.. the is,are,no,was,wer,has,have.. shit...

haix.. sobz.. wwana cry..