ehem..

i wanna cry..

no 1st2.. im bored.. suoppese to sleep till 6pm so that i can stay up tonight to study.. but dont feel like sleepin at all.. but i will later.. after blogging//

yeap.. feel like cryin

..... sudenly my hp penuh ngn air.......

he said...

and im like r u goddamn fuckingly freakinly serious??

come on.. my kinda like pendorong.. how m i gona study?? dont make me cry.. dont mke me feel misrable.. dont make me feel like as if my hearts gona tear apart.. dont make me mourn...

geeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i wana cry..

n i told honey bout my dilemma.. ahkas. bout hanging out with him n girlfriends.. n shes like ala.. its mmg mcm tu.. just buat bodo ja.. im ok with it.. dia mmg kena mcm tu.. buat bodo ja..

n m like shit.. balek2 pun dh tunggu dpn kelas.. xsempat nk jln with gfs on a very thursday...

sobz..

but then i wana walk with him also.. but yeah all i do is blab3... bout everythin..

but well normally la.. we dont talk tat much.. gawd.. perrgghhh ....

dahla dia tu ckp pelan.. suara pelan.. aku ni dhla almst evrytym sumbat telinga ngn earphne.. cnna nk dgq.. hahahha... so like if nk jln ngn dia, xley dgr lagu.. nnti dia ckp xley dgr.. n tht kena pay att coz dia xreti ckp kuat... geee...

perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

haix... so sad.. too bad..

but hten... eeee theres this ting tht stil bugs me.. no its two..

fuck...

n yeap.. i want me n evryone.. i mean relations la.. friendship n all to work out.. wit evryone.. i'll try..

so ari ni.. eng, sej, sn..

eng was ok.. thank god..

sej was also ok.. thank god.. yeap studied till 1am.. sth hapened to me.. wanted to continue for f3 chap 2 n f2 chap 4 but was like itll b another hour so itll b 2am.. so ill only get 4 hours of sleep n tht i have to tlly b damnly high afterwards in order to stay alive n sane.. so i know i cnt make it.. so decided to go to wonderland..

sn was also okey.. was crappin n havin fun...ahaks...

then recess studied with him again..

n walked out of scholl wit him again..

sobz... my girlfriends.. bersalah gila tau akk..

n all of this..

bersalah especially to this one person..

fuck!!!

no id ont like it!!!

yeap hes serious.. his phone kena repair..

i wna go n sleep..

coz:

1. i just admitted sth.. that ... gawd.. shit...

2. i wana go n sleep

3. bye2..