okey.. so today.. ok la. xlah emo gila.. xdk emo sgt pun.. gettin my senses and trytin to be normal back again as usual..
pastuh kann..
ada kan..
nampak dia ngn member dia. high sikit dah la kan..
pastuh kan..
chat2 la kan, ym..
pastuh kan..
dia kan..
dia blah..
so...
ehem2..
the skies when darker..
the birds singing flew away..
the flowers wilted and lost its shine..
ohh crapp.. ill cont later..
so...
yeah wen i have my first kiss,, or wen my sis got it.. we must fuckingly surely tell each other. no matter what.. without faill.. its a promise!!!
and i wil actually like anyone right now coz im too high..
fuck.. thats not good..
and yeah ppl
i tragically suddenly like this two people..
a guy
and a girl
this is so wrong..
i told myself.. im not suppose to like him...
and of course... im not suppose to like her too..
why oh why..
in i dont know how many billion people in the world..
i would fall for em...
im sad...
and yet..
my hearts flowering..
with false hopes must be..
as it always be..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
why oh why???
i hope..
this is just an effect of being extra high. without the help of drugs..
cause if its not..
death shall do me apart..
this person told me that.. why dont i try n kiss her.. and feel how it feels like..
and tell him evrything i feel about him..
u mad ahh dey??? u gila mehhh???
but2....
life only once.. grab the chance.. take risks.. be mad!!! be wild!!! be adventurous!!!
muahahahhahahah...
she said its since january 2009
omg
or maybe once when we first met in 2007
n now
i have tonnes of work to do..
and im crapping bout this..
thats why constant craps..
i should change it to once in a blue moon crap
to prevent me from typing3....
and she said..
i was the 1st malay gal she ever liked...
n ingat lagi!?!??!?!
yeah i ingat..
omg
at times.. she has the urge to drag me to the toilet and kiss me..
and once.. in the car... i had the sudden urge to kiss her.. too..
kesedihan kemelandaan..
aku xxley kuar.. dlm mimpi boley arr..
cycle tuhh nsebb bek ok.. tapi pantang larang n nasihat belungguk gak..
n i like this another gal..
at ttn..
shes hhhoooottttttt!!!
omg!!!
omg!!!
omg!!!
but yest i emo sgt,so even by sitting next to her.. didnt help a tiny iny bit..
didnt even have a conversation.. wel did..
just ask whether u want some dentyne..
fuck..
thats stupidd mann...
but shes just hard to talkt o
to get close too..
maybe cz shes hottttt...
use ur freedom n anything dt u have now ppl!!!
jiwa kelajuan..
jiwan xmenentu..
adakah kerana merindui dia..
adakah kerana ketaidaannya di sampin gku..
( omg.. i started to be jiwang karat and all those shit again )
ok22
so shes like i'll tell u b4 it too late..
we dont know when we r going to die...
so she did..
so im gonna do it..
ehem2..
ok people..
im sorry
i know ive been bad
mean
heartless
self-centered
and all bad things in the world
evntho im only goin to be 15
(im too young too die god,lemme be an aunty 1st at least and hang out with my sis inlaw n talk to her just for once god!! i kinda like her.. eventho i met her once,phone twice )
advertisement : i xpernah kiss orang.. she pon xpernah.. so we xsure sangat.. xpa ahh beb..
we experiment okeyh? mau akk?
see.. ive commited too much sins...
n yet.. i still dont repent (chelsea smile)
my parents want me to be sucessfull, but waht m i doing..
blogging???
yming??!?!?!
oomgg!!!
ma,daddy, ill try my best..
and i know.. my mulut
laser gak la sometimes..
so top it all of..
please forgive me..
if ive done anything wrong or bad to u
hurt ur feelings
slap u
hurt ur pysical,menta,emotion
(im too lazy to make it in proper english )
n its late man..
i suppose to do my work..
but i wana write
and write
and write
and write
and dad.. i so want a touchscreen phone like hell..
and he'll say after pmr.. haiyoo..
ok2.. i'll live with k800i for the moment
so ppl, pls forgive me..
and eventhough i hate u
or dislike u
or sometimes xpuas ati..
deep down under this cute lil gal ( muahahah m mad sorry )
i still love u..
straight from ma heart..
yeah ppl im lost..
dahla miss suma conv..
haih..wat la dey!!
start apa pulak nihh???
walaupun hanya seketika tanpanya..
saya merinduinya..
saya merinduinya..
saya merindui cara dia bercakap..
walaupun dia selalunya agak bodoh and xmasuk akal..
tapi,
dialah saya cari bila saya tension though..
wat mepek pulak
aku rindu sama dia..
walaupun looks xdk langsung..
tah ahh..
babi siyot..
bangang nya bodohh..
apa nk jadik??
so please forgive me
and im sorry
so before i die, ill die with ur faces in my eyes..
as my last memory
before i let my last breath go
hmwrok xterkata nilainya.. plus oral n bm thigy..
n help ma mun..
n dad at times..
byk gila siyot..
pastuh aku nak on myspace g..
pastuh ym g..
chat g..
online g..
pstuh g cm skang nihh
xboley ahh
ni xkata study g
haram siyott..
awat la aku tetiba suka kat dua orangnih..
mcm mana nih??
( garu2 kepala ku yg berbau pantene shampoo smooth n silky n oso conditioner. moisturizer lum g coz xletak g.. )
dreams huh??? keja xsiap.. aku nk bermimpi dah?? biaq btui..
aku akan disembelih ole muhd rizal esok pagi..
mampuss beb!!!
oohh tidakk,,,!!!
kengkadang aku tension, aku cm nk g kat dia ja..
asal tah..
amek drugs kot..
gahgah..
no dad, m clean. look at my eyes!!!
bapak sikit aku tulis ari nih..
byk merepek s usual la kan..
aku membuang sua
dn masih
dn msih
masih menyukai kamu berdua..
yeah pink highlights..heheh..nk gak la kan
:D
kamu rasa
sampai bila pon
xabes aku tulis blog
cz aku dok high nihh..
terlebey pulak tuh..
canna ehh..
next year dia dh abes skola...
walaupun aku xjumpa dia evryday..
but i msg him almost everryday..
nnti dia g u, haihh...
xdklah dia..
sedey..
im mad
smpai esok
xkan abes blog
kena stop nihh..
smpai mati bru stopl la kan
n2..
the guy n the gal i like tu..
no one knows exept dua org..
if i still like both of em till this wed..
illtel who they r
i hope it goes away
n the ym yg aku chat ngn dia tuhh..
dari dia off smpai skang..aku xtutup g
apa kes?!!!
aku xsanggup nk off
hang ni...
aku dgr ayah aku batuk
dia mungkin kuar
mati
bye
xoxo
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