wonder pac

( biting my lips, gulps, worried a bit .. )

( two cute hugs and a cute heart )

oke2.. cut the shit out.. the thing is.. haih..

he suddenly said..

urh.. nid ur help.. its one of those days.. ( its emo days to him )

so iwas like ohh shit.. cause normally im the one whose emo and angry and all.. and normally no ones like that.. so kinda like for the 1st in my life.. ive met and g2 help this dude whose kinda like me..

ok..heheh.. hmm.. honestly, i hope u dun mind me telling u this.. erm.. im erh.. im relly lookin forward to.. our.. relationship.. :P

adoi...

he seems so down

so pissed off

tiredd

haih..

evntho ive only seen him once just now..

i mean daytym..

now he looks so down..

ok2.. omg!!! hes using k810i n im k800i.. thts madddddd....

ok2.. so webcam2.. n all.. i hope he gets better..

so the not gud thing is tht..

i was actually kinda worried when he said it was those days...

wtmff??!!!

skang nihh.. mcm.. ish ahh..

oh tidakk...

hes kinda cute..

but.. ive never talked to him face to face.. just webcamin n msgin..

till like 3 am.. but not constantly.. thank god. or i need a topup shop nextdoor..

rivermaya - balisong

ohh tidak.. aku xnk jiwang..

tapi.. ishh

nak aku suka kat dia x... yeah.. i kinda like not likign anyone rite now..

but.. hes diff.. eventho he has those two weird things that i should avoid for the whole of my life...

ish 1251am.. i have to go

im going pg tomorrow..

but not shopping..

i went to laksa shack at v.mall just now..

walking past by all the clothes and at street zero and shop a lot.. mg..

i felt the itch of shopping.. of shopping!!! i want to have sth.. clothes,shoes,pants..

shop ok!!! kinda like been dieing to do it for so long.. itching for it!!! hell!!

haihh...

n yeah i just cudnt blive all of a sudden i was a t vmall.. hahahah...

so u can see that i havent been anywhere..

haishh

its just that i think idk him so well, so its just hard..

n i just talked to kak linda... hahah.. yeah i like her.. shes nice..

i hope im not going overboard...

i ahve to go

but feel like blogging still

and lots of errors..

dont feel like correctin it.. hope u can und..

erm.. i know we just met.. but.. y i have this kind of feeling??...

idk my dear.. but

i guess i just got that feeling yest or today...

i need to know u more n all..

id ont want to tension myself just cause of this things n all

n

i didnt tell anyone about him.. not even my sis..

wth??!!!

ill think about it...

pastuhh da pulak mamat nii

tiba2 buzz..

pastuh cakap

aiman

i sedih nii

apa dia?!!!

dia break pulak..

apa nihh..

incubus- i miss u

aku akan emo coz dgr cita mamat ni

ok

pagi ni perassaan bercelaru teramat sgt gila

y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how cum som1 do tht to him..

walaupun i dont know him dt much.. ckp pu nlike member2 ja..

and evntho dia dgr lagu gila thp siyot..

y???

hes a nice guy

u must b seriosu??

bapak bodoh nya minah tuhh..

im giving kisses to evry1

i cant go off..

y wud she do tht to him

this is so not cooll..

somebody..

from that those days dude, now this dude is heartbrokened..

it needs to be mended soon..

hes saying its hard aiman..

and me... i just cant imagine him goin thru all this..

hes a nice guy..y oh y

im tlkin witg sis n malina n member. n msgin him

i have to leave.. but i cant

too much to handle?

too much too bare??

idkk...

im gona b dead, i got no idea hw to get up 2moro.. but wt the heckk

is not alwiz i cn do this..

i feel like reaping n tearing out my heart and give it to

sis

amalina

cyclin member

this member

this msgn dude

this ex dude

byk g...

haish...

so..

dudes out of nower came..

and met a great sis..

sobz..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i ahte this

so hes not ok... how m i gona make him ok...

this is...

ish...

i have to go..

but i cnt just simply say dude.. i wana go

apeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haih.. this is miserable..

i hope im helping him rather worsening his condition..

cause im gud at making stuff worse rather than beta..

ishh..

i like g2g but i cnt leve him

yeap he buntu sgt.. smpai tetiba maic arik i.. tht is th kronik

wey.. now im worried bout u..

its the damn cooles thinkever..

ig2g

but

doi..

kalau la boley msg

xknishh

hes gona make me cry

like totally

at 208am

i cnt leave him

aku nihh??

undestndin sgt kerr/?

ati batu adeler..

bapak mamat tuuhh.. ckp cm ngn apa.. the msgin guy i mean..

bahbik nya mamat.. sakit ati gak ahh..

agak geram la

aku tampar kamoooo

xxoxoo

akuxsanggup lak nk biar dia..

pulak dah