what happened today?

so i was all alone almost the whole day..

got up at 1015, and thats cause my mum called me up.

if

she didnt, ill be unconscious till 1 i guess ???


why am i so emo?

ohh and yeah i slept at 10 plus i guess last night.. yeah thats like big time im not okay!!

idk why.. well part of it i do.. but its me being silly and pathetic again..

being emo, down and out over something that is just so stupid. i have tried forgetting it but i remember it the whole time. everything reminds me of it.. it sucks!!! i have to get over it once and for all.. i need to find a way no matter how.. so then i dont have to go through this stupid, dumb and pathetic condition ever again in my whole life.. it needs to be gone for good..

the other one is maybe cause of my results..

and the other one because i have been stuck in sp and not going to gurney plaza for god knows how long already.. so its taking its toll on me.. but what can i do right? just wait and wait like an idiot.. hoping i can get out ...

the other one cause theres lots of stuff to do. like homeworks.. shitt...

and my mums always reminding me to eat.. like aiman dont forget to eat.. mum i dont..

and maybe the other one is because of this dude.. no its not maybe i think it is.. yeah i guess i do miss him.. if we were ok, i bet we would have gone cycling today.. hmphh.. sobz..

and i did cry i dont know la..

and i like this weird song.. i guess the title itself explains everything.. and its stupid.. i wouldnt mention the title.. if i would have, then u'll possibly know the main reason why im like this again.

and maybe part of it cause im turning into a pure emo.. oh godd.. if i really do, please also change my appearance.. from my outfit, accessories, shoes, socks, pants, all and not forgetting my hair style!!! if i really do though.. and also the colour!!!

this is sickk..

i need my brain to be connected to the computer with a plug.. so that i can clean my brain.. and rearrange them in the way it suppose to be..

n yeah one second ago i was ok, the next, forget it..

great...