haih...

so... i was all high, ok2 n all the whole day..

then all of a sudden... dushhhhh... just because of this damn fucking, tin y iny lil matter,

my spirit as usual fell down to the drain..

so it is wed.. n its like 1230 am on a wed early moning..

so as i said.. if i really like them, ill say their names..

but since im emo n all.. so im not sure.. but i think..

when im ok, happy.. i'll like them.. i guess i really do i think

she said.. shes serious.. she likes me.. and doesnt want anyone to hurt me..

yeah i love her too.. even my mum can see that.. i cared for her so much..

and him.. my dad says that hes a very concerned boyfriend..

i like em.. theyre sweet.. nice..

but i cant elaborate.. sadly..

simply coz im down n out. im tryin myself up ok at least for the first time..

forget bout the pic on top.. its just a pic...

so this emo thing.. made my feelings unconstant..

y must life actually be complicated??

ahahh.... i know...

if its not complicated, its not life in the first place huh??

yeah i actually got interesting phrases from my dad and some words of wisdom from him i guess.. but im so not in the mood to type it down... so ill save it for the coming entry perhaps..

i think now...

i want this for persons.. this one of emm.. idk y hes in it in the first place

- s

- b

- j

- a

u know?? u think u know?? i dont know..

i want hug em.. i want meet em.. i want hang out with em.. i want to talk to em.. i wanna noe more about em.. i wana grow close wit emm.. thats too muchh... way muchh..

will i cry ??

maybe..

will i weep to death??..

probably not..

i hate this..

xoxo