Keep rubbing salt and lime on that open wound. I will pour acid on your face.

Tak payah balek pun tak pa.

Tau ?

You don't get it, do you ?

You can choose to drown yourself or to do something stupid and put yourself in danger and die for all I care like jumping of the 13th floor of a building. I sincerely don't care about what you do or whatever it is because it is not my concern now. You don't see it do you? I know you dont and most probably you can't see it. For me to say it to you, it would break every inch of your heart and I am so sorry for that. And by that, I still dont have an assurance to whether you will understand that part of me or not. If I have the ability to change about how I think or how I feel or most importantly of how I perceive certain things, I will be more than glad to do so eversince day one after meeting you. But the problem is I can't. As how open or how understanding I may be to various situations, I have my very own guidelines, my own likings and my own dislikings. And to have to live with those things, I don't like it. It is a give and take thing, I know but I somehow do not want to give this part. What now ? I have to change of how I think just for this ? Sometimes I stop for awhile and say to myself. You are no different than the others out there. You are the same. Nothing more nothing less. And that is a sad thing for me, what's worse is there is nothing I or you can do about it. It is like that.

If I could turn into a lion, I would maul all of you people. Bite you at your neck and puncture your main artery and drag you 10 miles and let you bleed to death.

What y'all do anyways ?

I can't do this. I can't. It is not my type. Not my picture. Never at all.