That made me smile. =)

Randommmzzz.

- I really appreciate everything. Thank you. I appreciate your time, your effort.

- Thank you for the talk. For the confrontation. I do feel bad, again, please give me some time. I will be ok. Soon, =) Yeahhh, sekolah berapa hari ja, spm nak dekat, macam ni ka we want to end it. That must be a joke. Grow up, move on. And I am sorry too.

- It is nice to see someone doing it like that. Not directly, but indirectly. Thank you. And you to, I can see it, just please give me some time.

- Red wine and ambien. You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare. You know that ? No, you dont, you need somebody to yell at your face, perhaps it will work.

- You dream of ways.

- If you know that you are bound to do something to someone, something that pisses you off or disappoints you if it were to happen to you, dont yell or stay mad for long. Dont make as if you wont be doing it to anyone. If you know you will, then please shut the fuck up. We are all
human. We make mistakes. Nobody is perfect. Nobody is always right,

- I think, from what I see today, everybody hates everyone, haha.

- I need it the most, but that is not the way I need it. It tortures me more. But ring a ding dong, I have better things to think about such as studying. Yeap, critical2.

- I really dont know whether I am getting better or just simply tripping over everything and
anything.

- Be it you are fainting, dangling on a string, rolling on the floor crying, other people must come before you. yeap. true story.


- I am very tired. I still have two days of school before I start skipping again. A day without
school,I really love it. To make it worse, I didnt get my soft spot like how I always do. I would
like to hibernate and pretend as if I am dead on my bed early, but I already did this afternoon.
I enjoy sleeping because at that moment, you are dead to the world, you dont think about
anything. But once when you start opening your eyes, blink em a couple of times, and your
senses start kicking in, you wish you can play dead again.

- I need you to just talk to me.

To keep a straight face and be trusted with I love you.

I do feel bad but I am sorry. Please give me some time to absorb and collect everything. I just don't know anymore. Anything, anymore. Well, I think I know two, or not, maybe three, neeeh, a lot more. ^_^

yeap. it keeps getting creepier.

Just feel Better

she said i feel stranded
and i can't tell anymore
if i'm coming or i'm going
it's not how i planned it
i got a key to the door
but it just won't open

i know i know i know
part of me says let it go
that life happens for a reason
i don't i don't i don't
becuase it never worked before
but this time
this time
i'm gunna try andything to just feel better

tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
and i'd do anything to just feel better
i can't find my way
god i need a change
and i'd do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better

she said i need you to hold me
i'm a little far from the shore
and i'm afraid of sinking
you're the only one who knows me
and who doesn't ignore that my soul i weeping

i know i know i know
part of me says let it go
everything must have its season
'round and 'round it goes
every day's the one before
but this time
this time
i'm gunna try anything to just feel better


tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
and i'd do anything to just feel better
i can't find my way
god i need a change
and i'd do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better

i'm tired of holding on
to all the things i leave behind
it's really getting old yea
i think i need a little help this time

i'm gunna try anything to just feel better

tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
and i'd do anything to just feel better
i can't find my way
god i need a change
and i'd do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better