damnn ! i am going to cry. omg.

In the quiet moment.

wow. ok that is so deep. its just too deep.

what i see from it is, how things can change. or how things have changed.

how one is longing for sth so deeply, but one doesnt get it. at all. one who waits in sadness but nothing happens, the other failed to see it. or seen it, but not doing anything.

yes, everything will change in time, gradually or in one go. and u cannot fight it. u know its falling apart, u see it, u feel it, its right in front of u, but what can u do. of how a love so sweet, so wonderful, in time changed. two different individuals like the fire and water, who used to be so close, so passionate, so loving, so intimate, so everything, slowly, gradually changed. once so fond of each other slowly grew apart. becoming strangers. over many reasons i suppose. but in the end, u dont really know why it all happened.

ur there, right there, but u cannot say it out loud.

Painting

When u see a painting, do u just stare at it blanky and blindly? Or does it make u think? Does it mean something? Is there something hidden behind the painting? Or is it just strokes of colors done by an artist, expressing themselves, full of honesty and emotion.

Kari daging batang pisang ?

Apa2 pon aku suka. Suka gila2. N im salivating right now. Gahh! Its only 1130 pm n im already having all sorts of fantasies about food porn. Must. Wash. My. Brain. Now.