owkayyy. so i was listening mike posners nya album. dok next5 ~ mai2 adtr, aku cam nak ngehhhhh ! besssss !
and i need a new haircut. or well at least a new fringe ! potong seniri aaaa. haha
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
DO YOU EVER WONDER ?
aku malas pon susah.
aku rajen pon susah.
OMG LA PEOPLE ! what do u really want me to be ? hurhhh ??? a puppet where you can control ?
and i dont think i gave it a thought before i said yes. why did i say yes again ? anyways. now i say, kan dah kena aiman. nak g. gedik g. hahah. argh ! this aint gona be easy. prepare for tissues ~ who knew right. oh god. i really well i did see it coming, but i just never thought it would really happen. dang !
but yeah. im always having the alarm at 7 plus just in case by miracle i would actually get up and go for a jog or swim or sth. n since schools gona start, soooo i should be well wash my brain a bit n make it work righttttt ? sooooo i may kinda like bukak buku rujukan yg tebai gilerr tu n get some basic stuff in my head. terpaksa la kan. niways. ive just thought like yeahhh, of course, hidup aku bukan selamanya di ibrahim. my real life is gonna be outside high school neee. kerja dpt gaji sumaa.
kdg2 aku rasa cam nk drop skola jaaa. haha. n the way i see it, nobody is gona push me. sadly. n so, im gona decide whether im gona make a deal with my parents. like u know 5as or no ds i get sth or what. converse kaa dress comey kaaa. at least sth is keeping me going rather than nothing. since seriously, nothing is quite helping at the moment. n yes. my phone. i sanggup bagi my mum simpan phone or sth. since i mean mp4 ada, songs ada, ok a tu. yes, i would do that. so dont be surprised.
my master plan still xtau. but lets seeee... me in class kan. im still gona be the way i am. im still gona eat, oh wait, diet. haha. il work that out. just kurangkan phone. be it at school or home or anywhere. music still on. erm. kena slalu siapkan keja ckgu bg. kalo tangguh pun shri dua ja. jgn xbuat lgsg. ckgu suro hntr buku. tlg la hantar. but im not gona be a teacher pleaser. or people pleaser. i dont live to please people. thats for sure. i already hate the school like hell. cukup la tu. time ttn xmo men. kalo bole off phone. which yesh i would. unless aku nk mati tu len cita. haha. hurm. oh yea control my emotions tu aaaa. haha. susa aaa. i just haih i just dont know hows next year gona be like ~
my mum ckp i xyah beli baju dh coz byk sgt.... im like =____= and T______T nooooo ! theres still space in my closettttt ~ haha ! yea rite.
aku rajen pon susah.
OMG LA PEOPLE ! what do u really want me to be ? hurhhh ??? a puppet where you can control ?
and i dont think i gave it a thought before i said yes. why did i say yes again ? anyways. now i say, kan dah kena aiman. nak g. gedik g. hahah. argh ! this aint gona be easy. prepare for tissues ~ who knew right. oh god. i really well i did see it coming, but i just never thought it would really happen. dang !
but yeah. im always having the alarm at 7 plus just in case by miracle i would actually get up and go for a jog or swim or sth. n since schools gona start, soooo i should be well wash my brain a bit n make it work righttttt ? sooooo i may kinda like bukak buku rujukan yg tebai gilerr tu n get some basic stuff in my head. terpaksa la kan. niways. ive just thought like yeahhh, of course, hidup aku bukan selamanya di ibrahim. my real life is gonna be outside high school neee. kerja dpt gaji sumaa.
kdg2 aku rasa cam nk drop skola jaaa. haha. n the way i see it, nobody is gona push me. sadly. n so, im gona decide whether im gona make a deal with my parents. like u know 5as or no ds i get sth or what. converse kaa dress comey kaaa. at least sth is keeping me going rather than nothing. since seriously, nothing is quite helping at the moment. n yes. my phone. i sanggup bagi my mum simpan phone or sth. since i mean mp4 ada, songs ada, ok a tu. yes, i would do that. so dont be surprised.
my master plan still xtau. but lets seeee... me in class kan. im still gona be the way i am. im still gona eat, oh wait, diet. haha. il work that out. just kurangkan phone. be it at school or home or anywhere. music still on. erm. kena slalu siapkan keja ckgu bg. kalo tangguh pun shri dua ja. jgn xbuat lgsg. ckgu suro hntr buku. tlg la hantar. but im not gona be a teacher pleaser. or people pleaser. i dont live to please people. thats for sure. i already hate the school like hell. cukup la tu. time ttn xmo men. kalo bole off phone. which yesh i would. unless aku nk mati tu len cita. haha. hurm. oh yea control my emotions tu aaaa. haha. susa aaa. i just haih i just dont know hows next year gona be like ~
my mum ckp i xyah beli baju dh coz byk sgt.... im like =____= and T______T nooooo ! theres still space in my closettttt ~ haha ! yea rite.
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