More cupcakes

Firstly. :D. Okay2. All in my mind was td bowlin n dinner ngn pite n uncle. N2 chattin with him. Oh boy rindunya. Ij miss the way he luffs n how slow he drives n il b like pokpek ckit a. It ws nice. I mean th. Felt nice. Sitin bsyd pite. Uncle bside pite. Then mkn2. :). Heee.

Bowling ah. Ij said idc dt i suck like hell coz mlna anis syb pite n faez ada. So wt. Dpa ada suda. Hpfly sharon mai soon. Bt yeah. Maybeeeelaaa nxt wik il put a tiny lil tad bit of effort tu observe n learn n expriment n try out. If lerrr...

Tday at school. Ok. I tlked to dharshu. Shes ok la. Jusy d other party is not. Bt knda is i gz fr nw. Tu nnti tu. Thnk god x skip agma mannnn. Wuhu. N m vry grateful tht ustaz did the soft way coz mannnn i love u ustaz. Hahha. Tho u freak me out al dtym n do pay xtra att to me at tyns. Grrr. Errr one ting is dt doesnt mean u call me stupid, i cant call u stupid too. N doesnt mean u cn get hurt n hv feelings n sensitivity receptors and i dont. I can show it too u know jz like wt u did. Ada minah ni la aku tau prngai dia cm tu tp ni bkn first tym. So td aku wt punkoq ckitttt ja la til aku tgk dia snri dok tension so aku jd nrml blek.

So yeah bowling was gud. Xle shopin nor buy some stuff. Icecreammmm jaaa. :).

N i like td tym mkn. :). Suka sgt2. N my dad besa a ckp i thot ur not cmg beck dah. Ehehh.

Exam man. Aku xtau la cna. Lter la tu fkr.

Kalo bole esk pagi nk jog tpppp mcm vry d vry imposib. Nx week la. Huhu.

N something thts really precious to u, once you lose it, n for a fact its very clear tht ul nver ever get it back. Tht really hurts. N i can see tht u can pretend ur ok. Wat xkisah. N act tht ting is not botherin u but truth is it does n it hurts u n ur jz lieing n hurtin urself. I saw it in her face. N it sux to go thru it.

N a guy loving a gal so much. So much tht he jx got to get away faw to distract himself from crying. He brought tis tingy dua hari dh. N he ws holdin it pretty much al the tym. Haisyooo. I was not thre to act hear wat was up bt its jz mannn...

N tis ting... ^ **** ** ****.

M hepy at least i tried. N i did hv the intention. :).

Ok m so sleepin. Heee.

Inner glow - too lazy to edit. This song is tah. Igz its nice.

I'm like a storm cloud eager when you go out
Calm again
I'll ask permission for the wrong to win
Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on
In a haze the beginning of your days
Gonna fall down
Got to get back up but at your own pace
Got to fill your cup and find the way
Out of your own maze
Yeah boy what you said now

And hide the rule book throw it in the waste
Look strong
Like you belong cause you do belong
Whether right or wrong you belong

(Because) I'm on your side if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
Yeah and pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write you own song

Whatever happened to our inner glow?
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know?
Whatever happened to my radio?
Whatever happened to my song?
It is my song

So here's a preview shove it under old-new
Or call it rock or pop or Bach or fuck
Goddamn where did we go wrong
Now there's a category for every song

Yeah we only want to sing when we want to
Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde
Yeah we only want a field we can run through
Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde

So stride if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
And pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write your own song

Whatever happened to our inner glow?
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know?
Whatever happened to my radio?
Whatever happened to the song?

(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(yeah well write your own song)

(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(yeah we're writing our own song)

(Yeah we only want to sing when we want to)
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
(Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde)
Whatever happened to our inner glow
(Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to)
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
Whatever happened to my radio
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
Whatever happened to the song
(Making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde)
Whatever happened to our inner glow
(Yeah we only want a field we can run through)
((Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong... Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...))
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
((Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong... yeah we're writing our own song))
Whatever happened to my radio
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
Whatever happened to the song
(Making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde)

Jumper

So m act suppose to sleep now bt ive been itching to blog yet again.

Ok. So tmrw wil b my first bowling activity. Weeee...!!!! :D. Say tx to pite coz hes goin n tht uncle is fetching us back n mum sending us there. Thank god. Firsty my dad called n ckp u xp xpaka? M like wtf dh la. Haisyooo. Xbengang pun.

Then td. Aihhh. Idm getin scolded from dad if its my fault. Pdhl bnda ni xdk kna mgna ngn aku lgsgggg. Its d agent. Ok ting is umah at jb kna pch masuk lagi. Yg hang dok bsg2 mrh2 kt aku psepa. Bkn la aku yg p curik ka nor the agent in charge. P la pick up d bloody phne n fuckingly bsg dkt dia la. Haiyoo. Then thts why im in my room now with lites off. Mls nk lyn. Grrr

oh yea. Slsa is harinnasi special tu. Wed is ice cream day. I hd fun. :). Yest sian sha coz she nk mkn bt pt literally trik my arm n heret me p libr. Well not realy bt knda. So p sna smbg2 mkn kissesss. He dh burn. Ckit i gz. Dh lm gla we both x story2. I igt g i selamber ja bkak pintu bg dia msok umah. Biladia dok ats sofa bt aku igt mak aku x kisah ka. Thnk god dak. Soh dok g lyn dia. Hes nrmly to into gideon.

Emmm. Ahhh. Ueah i prefer not to mention names. Idk y. I smbg ngn diz mamat smpai kna mrh ngn cg. Haha. One ting id lke to say is i lkediz mamat. D way he tinks. How he alwz smile. Nver a tension face type. I jz lke it. Its si cool. N d wy he cares fr his frrns. His lke aku sedeyh ka pa xpa. Biaq aku sorg tnggung. Ni aku tgk kwn aku cmtu aku xle a. Coz ada anther mmt ni lak ada mslh. Xtaula mslh pa. Mayb one cz he tkes tings wt ppl say to seriously. One. Two i dh hbq dh dkt mmt ni siap2 bout d keburukan. Haha. So kena tlk2 with him n all. Bt hes doin ok.n so mostly how he tinks.
N one ting tht mkes me
say wow n hepy is he respect gals. Mayb dia tu kaki pompuan tp lah hes a nice guy. Frm
my pov. Tis al may be wrong. Bt seriously i respect him n d way he is. He stl tinks. Wic is vryy gud. N yeah he hs his own probs too. Probs at home. Now i knw y he doesnt lke being at home. He lkes to b alone n just sit n think n reflect. M i mkn sense? Haha.

Satu g. Ive yet to talk to dharshu. N thatchuuu. Dang. Rndu smadia sgt2. N ari slsa tu gak - i igt cx terkilan xmkn nsik tu. Haha- both of em were showerin me with fuddd. Stu idli. Satu g plants tosai. Omggg. Gah. Temptation. N mmg nwafays my appetite is lke gila la ckp.

Logarithms is ez i gz. I enjy my admt class. Bole menjerit3 lpskn tension. Frm bras to star wars. Haha. Star wts tu louie a. N hes in eko. N he ate my icecrwammmm! I ws hugin mlnna then ada la tinggai ckt g. He jz took it frm my hnd n jz sumbt dlm mulut dia n its gone. Btw hes half girl. Hahaahha. Dang. Starwars.

Niii. Weeee. My sis n bro blek fri nyt. Then nxtday nk tgk dua muvi. Wuhuuuu. At lst. Dpt kluar. Xmlkt kt umh. Boringggg. Evn i went out wit prents to chennai foe dinner i ws freaknly hepy. Idl stayin at home. Grrr.

Nk slurpeeee.

Plnts vs zombie mcm gla. Haha.

Hafiz iz also mad. Sej dia nya jwpn is ref. Map 6.67c. N phy too. Pa bnda th. M lke if i can strangle u til u suffocte dh lmmm dh aku wt.

N yeah. Probs in life. Evryone hs it. Evn if he or she looks ok n all. Ts jx on the surfce.

N then ada sorng ni lg. Aku rindu sma dia. Tp dia tu kn. Haiyoo.

N rugby match at schl. Tinginnn nk tgkkkk. Huhuuu

n me n naim r disgusting. Hahha. We cn tlk bout poopin. He told me bout toilt yg trok2 tyn camp. Smpai smggu pun smggu la xp pupu. Mg la. We jz talk bout well anytin at al.

Rofiza is well i lke her. Tho she freaks me out. She knda lke expcts u to gv d correct anser unlke mt ka u cn jz crap thre n she wont kill u. But rofiza shel stare at u as if shel eat u. Haha. No kid. N i lke nurul huda too. I do pay att durin mt. N m hepy fr dt. I lkw her too. Perhps d junior of pn khoo. Xla sepower pn khoo bt u cn see hwr effort. I lke. :).

Maen ujn aritu bessss! Hbeh kecut. Bsh lencun. Haha. Then nk mkn icrcream lak. Geez. Men ngn sha, anis, anusha, i tolak dharshu, hahaha n pitee. U knw diz mamat he sdny ckp jom lompt sna. Then i ws lkee haa. Then he let his arm out. N i ws lke woww omg. Hahah. Pstub pite mai interfere. Habehh. Hahaha. Well me n pite did jump on d puddle of wter kot then lri dok bwh pokok sat. Bla lg nk ujann. :).

Pa g a nk ckp. Haha. Oh. Errr. Lisen to what ppl say bt dont religiously blv in em

i love azizzzz! S usual. Uncle tu igt i got denggi xmai three weeks. Huhu. I jz love him. :). N i aded dia at fb dh. Weee.


Ok. I gz ive said wtevr i wna sayd. Evntho act of cz no bt wth rite.

Gudnyt.







maddd. No joke. Terok a. Lke td mkn roti. Then dua nugget. Ns spinggn. Then icecream g. Blek
mkn nsi spggn dgn byk g. Haiyo

FALL OUT BOY

319 pm.

its so hotttt.. hahaha..m with my bikini on my bed. well yeah. blogging.. actually i was kinda itching to blog eversince yesterday but too lazy. so lets talk bout what happened yest n today.

firstly i xamek lunch. coz i din buy. so i ate magnum n a bun which i know i guess its already expired. hahah.. n a biscuit.

hari kk nee.. i was plannin not to come. but then made plans n all so i better come. gah

so yestrday a. n yeah my marks is like shitla. like seriously. - i should just die. the end. -

yesterday.

1. ul never know a person just from its surface. i mean look at me. who knew actually i have step bro n sis n al that. she just told me tis wow thing which i was very surprised. fuhu.

2. a guy who i used to know, yeah used. no longer close anymore coz err he just changed. i just hate him whneever his around with his friends esp. hes like gah. a jerk. but its really nice if u get to walk n shop at the mall with him n walk round the park. just spend time with him alone. n thats the real him. n thats nice. n i like. just that he skips class now just like as if hes attending em. am i making any sense ? no. i know.. hahah. sory. just m quite high today. :) just its sad.. hes changing.. i know ppl change. but y this way. gahh

3. what people thinks. who to trust ? who to tell things ? can that person keep his mouth shut ? does he really mean it ? all those la.

4. a guy who i know eversince form one. mg him ! he is like i just respect him. the way he loves that gal. gawd. from his smile, his expressions when i was hahah questioning him it was just omg. i was really taken away by him. like no joke.i was like xley caya. hahah.. well good luck in that. ;)

5. life is never perfect. i said yest, well al of a sudden, i felt how nice can it be if i were to have a real sibling. or a lil bro. or a twin bro. ok so i figured out maybe coz my bro styed with me for two nites. i know it ws just two nites n we din do anytin except wtch tv faw ja. talked quite a lot. tis n dat. bising sna sini. so i felt nice tho. - btw my parents r cmg back ptg nnti. im enjoyin my time alone rite now. :) - n yeah p mkn at old town sembang2 bout camping. he is a pure pgkp guy. weird i know. ahaha.. he goes for campings like almost all i guess. n he did ask me aft tis where am i going to further my studies ? m like id even know what course m taking. sohe said if u have the chance to go abroad, go do it bcz i wanted to but din get the chance. n its ok if u wna come back to msia, or if u dont want u can settle there.

so m like gawd next year i can drive already. one. two further my studies. its like m a big gal now. - age wise btw. grrr ! -

so yeah. life is not perfect. u wont get whatever u want. normally it does not work. just have fun with what u have. my exam sux. serves me right. kinda upsetting tho. three weeks more is mid year. so i guess i shud be starting from now. haiyooo......

today, early in the mornin, well sorry u guys, i was infecting ppl with me not pupuing in the morning. ahhaha.. even naim was like what is wrong with u/ m like i did not pupu diz morning ! yeah its a big deal. was not comfy okayyyy... then pj time it was gone. fuh thank god. then i was crapping like mg. so badly. hahahah.. i was high. :). tym pj lari la apa la. then slowed down. well my mouth din stop tho.. hahah..

i enjoy chit chatin with syahmie, zayed n naim. of coz la dharshu, anusha. ilman is during bio. normally la. its nice chatting around. sitting round d table n crap la. i like. :)

ok. i guess i said enuf. im boreddd.. soon kena wat homewrk. gah.

exam i hate u.

the end.

i love chit chatting with em.

- amalina comey. chill okay. just rmb what i said yesterday. thats the ony ting i could say. muah2.

ta- ta

i take it back. i think i just lost my mind. hahah. - no seriously. -