i feel stupid and contagious

from the heart.. - give it thought.. mum said tht to me.. n its. tah.. tdi i asid bye2 nk p mandi.. then sdny she jz said.. from the heart.. n m like hurh? frm the heart? shes like yeah.. frm the heart.. so m like u mean cook from the heart? shes like yeah.. bfre tht we were tlkin bout sth.. then cme to from the heart.. wel its i cry from the heart.. i hate crying.. seriously.. made worse if im sick, n cry, i tell u.. grrr ! well i cry knda a lot tho.. hahaha.. stupid ting.. so yeah..


FROM THE HEART ....


i tried to help u, or idk.. from the heart.. i din mean anything.. but sometimes.. i jz feel like giving up helping ppl.. y ? coz its ok.. idm if u dont appreciate it.. idm if u dont even notice it or acknowldge it.. just it turns out. my - help - is not helping at all.. but it gets worse.. so ... wtever.. maybe i shuldnt help anyways

yeah.. im being the hopeless oh so pathetic aiman again.. not forgettin suicidall.. urhh... leave tht.. so xpla.. schools jz near. i dont wna expct anything frm it..

n i nearly frgt tdays the last day of 2009 n esok dah 2010.. geezzz.. so yeah.. il b on.. :) lama gila x on.. rinduu.. n errr.. yeah itu sja..

:)

oh n yeah.. wna play gtr..

dah....

n again i say.. i love tlking to my dad more thn my mum.. prefer it more tht way too. he pays more att wen i talk.. lisens to evrtn i ssay.. n yeah responds to it too.. mum.. geez... i knw u xbekenan ngn dat person.. but pls at least give some interest.. haih.. so wtever i just tell daddy..

n....

whiteyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... whyyyyyyyyyy.. my leggggggggggggggg....

m enjoyin time with the kitties

:)

bila la nk exercise..

jumper

I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away

I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

Well he's on the table and he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they're doing here
And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today

You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from
That ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand
I would understand, I would understand
I would understand, I would understand
Can you put the past away

im a disease

i just died over some reasons

n i say, over the reasons, i should really die..

hey2, mari kita berblog :)

im calm rite now for a mo, - maybe the end of tis blog i wont be anymore. .ahahha -

sooooo.. i jz got up from a approximately four hrs sleep kot.. m sneezinnnnnnnnn.. then drip2.. n ehem5.. sore throat.. a slite one.. but if i dont see the doctor, il get fever n gets worse.. so now m cool.. :) slept in parents room tho.. xpena.. n i hugged my guitar to sleep.. hahaha...

n yeah.. kena marah ngn ahma coz eatin rice at an inappropriate time.. so m like nvm la, later start school i wont b doing this again.. then she goes bla3.. as for me. wtf. lntak p la kat aku aku nk wt pa.. wt masa ni, tinggl bp ari ja g nk start skola, aku nk tmbh 5 kali pun aku xlalu n xdk masa coz keja akn byk. aku xtau pun aku balek umah mkn lunch ka dak.. coooolll ?!!!! so leave me alone n let me be ! same goes to the laptop.. daddy sniri bg.. he kata xpa.. nti start schoool xle dah.. so let me do wteva i wantttttttttttt !

geez.. yes i cant accept the fact smnjak aku trima result, then cuti yg lebih ni, its like.. haih.. time2 ni la.. - do i have to repeat, i tink i wud - nak men gtr n organ puas2.. nk muvi marathon.. nk tido ka xnk tdo ka.. nk mkn byk mana pun ka.. nak dok kt luaq kpnsan men kcg ka.. nk cycle ka.. apa kaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geeezzzzzz ! yeah ppl ckp xpa, it doesnt hapen alwiz n theres alwiz another time.. bt yeah la cuti 09 xkn mai dah, n big 2010 akn mai.. geeezzz.. wtever.. so yea.. m tryin to enjoy..

i want my bed..........

n yea.. now its knda like i have to hug sth to sleep.. kah3

next year kan.. oh shittt.. yeah the to do list.. emm.. thing su have to do bfre u die n mission.. errrr....

and then.. next year kan.. dah ah.. mls nk fkr.. hahaha..

everythings blurr for a mo

hamster.. nods.. wont be in the same school..

malina.. wey.. cook for me... ahahah

yg len2.. ish...

am i seriously stupid again or what ???