INCUBUS

BRANDON BOYD

a k u n a k m u n t a h

LOOKS LIKE IM NOT GETTING BETTER !

NOT GETTING BETTER !

just when i got up in the morning feeling a bit of my normal self..

thinking yeah i can move on now.. m feeling ok now.. lets start a new one..

look what just happened the first fucking freakin thing in the morning

yeah.. sometimes i wish i dont have to get up..

great.. wonderful.. theres ntg else i wud like to wish for.. BUT THIS !!!

yes.. its bound to happen.. u already knw that..

and u knw wat..

this is just the start.. this is considered ntg..

theyll b more..

n worse...

just like i expected.. just like how some of us expected..

just wait and see..

so yeah.. time for u to face all tis again...

- peace -

hey man !

ur still alive !

ur not dead !

do sth about it !

sweet little words unlike nothing i have heard ~ this will be soon

sapa soh ang xdk org gaji.. yg bising2 sgt asal.. bknnya xdk duet.. bknnya xle.. ko seniri xnk.. yg bising2 asl?! bknnya org xpna tny nk ada org gaji x.. seniri ckp xnk.. bare with it la ! fuck of la ! bising sgt asal?! oh yeah.. coz ko kna mark papers.. oh yeah.. coz rizal too bz dkt ofis.. yes.. both of u guys time ni mmg combination xbgos.. i bet tdi pg u guys terjrit2 an? thank god xdgr.. if aku dgr.. tah.. xingin... but i can feel nnti rizal balek i bet sth will apen.. ijz have a feeling.. rizal ngn byk kerja since suma org off to au.. n u with ur papers n coz ahma nk dtg clean here n there.. u knw sth.. kalo ko suroh aku la.. aku buang ja suma.. haaa.. nak ? xnk an.. so u do it urself.. coz aku seniri wat pun aku xtau nk wat cnna.. if aku xtau mmg aku xtlg.. nnti tlg kang ckp oh ni xbole ini itu xkna.. wat la sniri ! yeah.. btull.. suma org ada mslh.. xpla.. u guys rasa ok sgt.. u guys xpna fikir bout me ? at least u guys can do sth.. u guys g keja.. u guys cn drive.. well money i have i jz cant spend.. y ? m here ! i cant drive ! wtf la kluar pun xbole! wat can i do ? m just stuck here every freakin fuckin day.. yeah wile all my frens go out have fun spend time tgther.. some maybe next year dh xdk dah.. do u guys ever tink bout it ? wile u guys g keja evry fckin day.. m all alone at home.. then y cant u just let me go out ! ysst.. idk y.. but bfre mum left to work aft lunch i felt like beggin her to send me to someones hse.. preferably pitees.. then she ckp she lah most affected..in all this.. ko fikir ko sorg ? i knew all tis will happen.. yeah prevent dramas.. im not a superhuman.. can i just get out of the house ? idwt stay here.. m just stuck here.. i knw.. its not the end of the wurld or going out is the only ting to do.. but just tink about it..m just so fed up stayin at home.. being with my prents.. even if i go out.. its with mum.. fuck of.. bdk mana kuar ngn mak dia ? m tired of it.. i want my friends.. i want ppl my age.. ppl who can und me.. ppl who i can talk too.. stayin home all the time.. not having smone at home.. kalo dulu shit mana pun m not alone.. m so not all alone.. ada uncle omar.. makcik ada.. plg2 nya kak siti.. skang.. oh yeah.. pnah ka u guys tink about it ? pnhka fikir idup aku kat ibrhim tuh ? bgoi la sgt... ! yg plg aku xpuas atinya.. wen i have a fren cmg over ka.. sure nnti bising2.. wat do u gys want from me !!!!!!!!!!!! ckp la aku lupa u guys la ini la itu la.. yeah thts y kdg2 i sound reluctant.. aku mls la suma ni.. see... i just dont knw wat i want.. n need.. i knw wat i need.. a therapist perhaps.. n some pills.. done !

destroy.. and deliver it..

theres much more of this..if i keep going on.. my brain will burst...

! \ m / !

korn - cmg undone

thank u amalina !


n u knw... i dont feel so like shit anymore.. so cooooolll !

:D