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fuhhhh.. m back.. esok blah g.. but ohh well.. :)

ok.. b4 i go on.. i do realize this.. n i know ul b wondering n asking me and or urself this q.. how old is aiman rizal actually in the first place ???? !!!!

i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. m 15 already.. n next year il b 16.. pergh.. old d... but2.. u know me rite.. id just do wateva i wana do as long its wat i wana do n i wana do it... so wateva ppl say or think doesnt matter to me.. s lg s i have fun.. go n f urself la if ada issue.. ok?? ni idup aku.. hahahahah

ok2.. so i know m 15.. but lets pretend tadi at the horse show i was well in kindies or the oldest i can get to be is 10.. perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

pagi2 bgn mandi suma p la pg.. smpai2 well p la ofis suma.. then went round the place well grand tour around the paddock suma with dear robin rizall.. p la tgk donkey.. ahahha.. miniature poney.. weyyyyyyy its damnnnnnnnn small. ahahhahaha.. i mean poney mmg kecik kan.. tpi tu considered normal la.. ni miniature.. my god.. kecik.. xtau nk hbq..aahahha.. i was like o m g.. ahahha

then2 p la round2 g ngn my dad.. then amek gamba tpi ishhhhh.. sikit ja.. skang ni tgh menyesal coz gamba sikit. xamek pun ngn daddy.. perghhh. pe ahhhhh........ menyesal.. sedey2.. well tdi mmg kalot gak ahh.. lack of tyme.. very busy man.. ahahahha

thennnnnnnnn.. ok daddy left p mana tah..then me n ma mum p la round tht mini bazaar.. so almost beli stuff at all of the stands thre... ahahhaha.. almost la.. bout tees.. eeeeeee.. this is why i hate buying clothes with my mum.. shel b like nooooooo its toooooooooo smallllllllllll.. maaaaaaaaaaa....................... haihhh... ok xpa.. u know.. m for me is like l dah.. she nk li l g... niiiiiiiiiii.. ang nk tunggu aku umoq 20 ka pakai bju tu..tu pun maybe bju tu dok besaq g.. so thts y i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee buying clothes with her.. but wat to do..i still have to..perghhhhhhh.. benci2.. haih.. ok xpa idont mind nak beli besaq. tpi pada la besaq dia..belijenih besaq yg mcm aku xley pakai lgsg.. perghhh.. bek xyah la.. wat saket ati ja.. cm skang ni.. perghh..

soada ahhbju tu.. m dah besaq.. dia nk l.. aku kata p bru nk tau.. then i pakat ngn aunty tu p ja beli m.. hikhik.. love ya aunty.. aunty tu lagi stai.. soh bli s.. i was like ahh x pa la m ok dah.. ahahhaha

pas shopping.. ahhahaha.. no la not shop lepas usha n beli, guess wat i did...





weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... :d aiman wat style kindie neeeeeee..

i, i, i nek ....



poooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy



haahhahahahahahah

i know2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! m 15 ok.. shusshhhhhhhhhhh jz shussssssshhhhh shut up!!! hehe :D

so p la beli tiket tu.. ahahahaha.. pastuh p ahh line up

guess wat..??????????

hahahahhahahhahahahhahahah

i wass luffin man

xpa la..
ahahahhaha

i tgk allaround me budak kecik2 gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

haahahhahahah

iwas the only one in highschool there lining up to get a poney ride.. ahahahahah

but2.. thank god.. kat few persons in front of me tu.. aada this 3 girls.. my age.. weeeeeeeeeeeee.. :d xla rasa malu sgt kan.. malu mmg ahh.. xtau nkkata.. dok cover muka.. ahahahahah

ish... ish.. ish...

ahhh gz wat i did b4 the poney ride???

painted my hand.. ahahahahha.. seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... mcm budak kecik gila.. but i was saying to myself.. xpa.. ang dah lama dah x experience horse show cm dulu2.. forgive urself n jz b a kid.. ahahahhahah

but so sad.. dulu igt.. wen my uncle ada g.. my cousins suma akn mai tido umah.. n keja kita p merepek kat sana.. perghhh... rindu...

but the hand painting was like shittttttttttttttttt.. i can paint beta thn dat man... later la upload gamba.. il upload on sund.. n i tink m gona paint again.. ahahhahah. nti2.. sund2...

so poney ride..ok la syok2 p.. dah la org in chrge kat sana kenai me.. yg handle poney pun kenai me... dahla dia cm dok tersenyum2, gelak2 wen he saw me.. perghh.. aku tau la! wat bodo dah la.. ahahhahah.. so nek la dia.. mana tau.. i mmg dpt poney yg mmg temper dia ada mslh.. serious..tht damn poney has got issues. prolly with me.. ahahahah... no la.. b4 me pun mmg dok wat bunyi bising2 suma.. yaddy3.. suma nek lah.. dahla poney tu xreti jln ikut circle tu.. boley nk langgar tiang.. aku dah getaq dah. hahahah.. dahla mamat yg bwk pney tu ckp kelantan. aku mcm ang dok ckp pa.??? hahhaha.. dia dok ckp susah kuda apa tah.. aku pun xtau la.. yg tau.. poney tu wat perangai.. not my fault ok??? hahahaha.. then boley g time nak turun dia dok gerak2 g.. cmna la nk turun..but i did la kan.. then guess wat.. i terseliuh my rite side pungkoq.. serious.. turun2 i was like adehhh.. serious sket siyot.. mcm ngn pa. thank god few mins aft dat dah ok..kalo dak.. pungkoq poney tu.. ahahahaha..

haiya.. yeah pixies of me n pney. ahahahha.. guess wat.. haih.. my mum ahh.. mmg.. xreti amek gmba btull.. perghhhhh.. ada ja one pix with me ngn poney.. pdhl aku dok nek lama kot.. ahahahha.. sket ati tui.. dhla gmba tu cm ngn pa ja.. so i was like laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. bla3!!! mmg bising ahh.. sapa x.. even my dad cm laaaaaaa.. soooooooooooooo... hikhik.. best part..

aimans gona b a kid again on sund!!!!!!!!!!! - well actually kan.. m alwiz a kid.. neva mature, neva tink straight.. neva adultish.. perghh.. -

so sund..paint again maybe.. m so gona buy tees again.. bwk duit seniri snggggggg.. then p awai tym crowd xdk.. p beli 5 tiket meanin 5 rounds of poney ride.. ahahahahha..

luf fmy fucking ass out..

yeah la.. nak amek gamba.. ahahahahahah

haihh.. pstuh mmg ahh it was hottttttt.. so p la dok at the blower tu amek gmbq byk2.. hikhik.. then p mkn..tym mkn i was complainin to my dad tis n tat n bout xamek gambar n poney.. then stayed at my dads ofis sat nganga.. hahahaha.. yg pergh nya tu.. no one was in the ofis.. ony me n ma mum..mum resting.. yeah she just cnt tke the crowd n heat.. perghh.. susah ah idup aku.. so nganga ja.. so phone calls.. hahahha.. yeap i angkat then ckp yes, penang turf club.. mcm la aku keja kat situ.. then dok bla2 la.. then i took messages.. ahahahahha..

bli mknn.. thennnnnnnnnnnn.. idk wat apend.. aahhaha.. ok2.. cni.. jumpala uncle teh yg tgh mkn ice kcg.. ish.. sedap siyot.. xpa2.. sund i melantak sna.. :D . yeah if jumpa dia mmg dia akn tnya so aiman, do u have a bf?? leme introduce u to tis guy, u want?? how old r u?? tidak lupa kpd he hugging me n patting my ciks n talking bout my height.. perghh.. i know!!! so yeah he did as usual.. so aiman u have a bf?? mind u my dad was bside me.. ahahaha.. then i ckp yeah ialready have a bf.. then su yen lak dok huh?? u have a boyfriend?! ur dad knows or not? i said no.. then su yen n dad dok ckp pa tah.. x dgq ahh.. but i know its bout me.. perghh.. then uncle teh ask.. cinese or malay?? i was like malay.. dia pun.. ohhh.. malay ahh.. ok2.. wen dia dgq malay his face was like laaa malay?? i thot hes gona b a chinese.. nehhh.. i gz not uncle.. then my dad boley tnya ahh so hes a malay or chinese?? m like malay.. he mcm ohh ok2.. mcm tu le..

so afte tht.. balekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...

ishh...

the hari was stil very the very muda man.. balek dah.. adoii..

so yeah i had fun..ok la.. hikhik :D i did enjoy nek kuda.. how i wished dulu my mum wud say yeah n allowed me to learn how to ride horses.. i mean seriously.. itl b free.. one.. two the place is just so damn near.. walking distance man..three i know the trainers..even my school tcer ajak beribu kali asking me to go n take lessons.. n hes there too.. four.. haih.. everyones there ok??? everyone knows me n i know them.. so wats the prob?? its not that m not familiar of tht place.. ive been there since i was a very lil kid.. but what the fuck..its so the very past.. but itl b just so much fun.. riding em.. playin with em..touching em.. adoii... so yeah mourn n regret.. n i know..id b mourning n regreting more as i grow older.. wana know y??? the answer is already there.. my life wil never change..

so yeah dlm keta my dad called. he knows m kinda upset that kena balek early n all.. i mean awai ja g.. yeah la i know iwas kinda high n active na ll n i was just fine.. n she just cant tke it n heat n all.. so mcm tu la.. so he planned yeaddy2.. so on sund p awai, my mums so nt gona b outdoors.. shes gona stay in the ofis.. so id b moving around with daddy. then nek poney.. :d hahahaha.. n hes gona take pixies!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.. i like it wen he ckp ahh so i can arrange tht morning u guys come early, then ur mum wil b in the ofis then we can walk around together..

:D

yes.. he mmg yeah la kan.. heheh.. but hes the only guy tht can make me go angry like damn hell n the next second make me cry coz i was angry at him.. n yeap.. it happens.. adoi..


- its better paranoid than dead... - my mum has yet to use this phrase..


n guess wat... tdi i saw heineken n carlsberg mugs.. u know the huge2 mugs.. but guess wats in it? warm n cold water.. perghh.. ahahhaha..

i so want to drink em ginger beer.. its not a beer. then em snickers. skittles. starburst. haagen dazs. trix. starbucks. secret recipe cakes. ice creamz! red bull. raisin n cinnamon home backed bread. then all the food yg i nmpk tdi. ahhahaha..

having curly n really untammed hair is really hard as therel b lotsa split ends n it tangles n all.. but2.. its not tht hard to tke care of n handle. shampoo, conditioner, cream, masque, serum. the end. actually.. hahaha.. n not forgetting sleep n food.. soo.. i may not straighten it.. but m so gona straighten tho. itl b much easier tht way.. haix... perghh..


i smell like a horse.. ahahaha.. serious.. hahhah..

grrrr...

narcotics

balek2 ja.. ma dad ckp..aiman ur mum is on drugs because of the injection..

im like.. waaaaaaa.. so niceeeee...

my dad looked at me.. the look was like wtf is wrong with u? but yeah he just ignored it..

hehe.. opssssss.. :D

so yeah she was on drugs.. like i jerit pun no effect. hahaah buka lagu kuat pun no effect.. then baring ja she just went to wonderland.. shes so blur2.. she must be flying sky high.. nice..


aiman masak tadi.. pergh.. well sayur ja.. but she did.. since dk umpteen years.. she dont do well with cooking.. she just into cleaning up n tidying up the kitchen.. so goreng4. .siap.. jadi.. ahahhah

aiman rizal n robin rizal distress session

wat did we both do??

blast that damn speakers..

with wat????

guess2??

slipknot!!!!

no itl so be in my fucking dreams..

itsssssssssss


natures serenade - the four seasons by vivaldi...

hahahahahah.. i know wat the fuck is that rite.. just got it from readers digest.. its like idk la wat the hell is that. its a dvd.. thats all i know... hahaha.. but2..

actually.. its not tht bad u know..ahahhahahha.. i cant bliv m sayin this.. n i have tis crazy idea of dling the orchestra instrumental yaddy2.. perghhhhhhhh..

m lisening to it rite now also.. haahhaha.. smacks on ma forehead.. m i thtttt desperate??

maybe2...

so i played the cd. then dad was like come2 sit here.. listen for 5 mins.. distress.. ;;) hahahah

so i sat bside him on the couch at the living room.. nooo.. we xpena wat cmtu unless ada guest tu pun no coz he wont b there.. or nak amek gmbr coz of someones bday or raya ja bru dok dkt lving room.. cool huh? hadoi... then mum dok well flying.. ahahhaha.. slept d.. so me n ma dad.. dok usha the nature la.. ada video la.. so mcm tu la.. then i tau. he fell asleep.. hahahaha.. so i was the last surviving creature. ahahaha.. so its not thattttttttt bad la actually.. enjoyed it..

pergh......

from a hard rock, heavy metal gal to orchestra instrumentall. ahahahha..

luff ma fucking ass out.. this is so not goood..

n yeah.. if evrtn goes wel.. well ma mum wud only b kinda stable like evening.. that drug is strong.. ahahhaha... so after tht.. pg!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee... :)


vicinity of obscenity - idk wat it means.. but i like it.. ahahaha

5 perkara dlm idup yang mesti ada dan semua seimbang

- yeah its kinda like how to survive in a marriage.. ahahhaah

- ni kata2 aziz.. i find it important tho. hahahahah..

- dia ckp coz we ni nak jdi dewasa so he wants us to know..


1. cinta

- org yg x dk cinta bukan manusia


2. persefahaman

- dia ckp byk bou tit.. all i know dia ckp.. kena tolerate.. n accept.. then pa g.. he ckp byk.. hahahah.. xigt..


3. kesihatan.. all of us know..


4. wang..

- u cant just live with air n sunshine do ya?


5. niiiiiiiiiiii... - pikiaq ahh.. ahahhahaha -

- well this is not important for us now.. yg penting tu 4 for us as teenies n growing n all.. so mcm tu la..


- he ckp.. god willing if u have all 5, u akn bhgia dlm hidup

i love aziz.. hikhik.. ;;)

nothing in sound

Maybe I’ve been the problem
Maybe I’m the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and play myself
The outcome feels the same
I’ve been thinking maybe
I’ve been partly cloudy
Maybe I’m the chance of rain
And maybe I’m overcast
And maybe all my luck’s washed down the drain

I’ve been thinking about everyone,
Everyone who looks so lonely
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars,
I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars,
I feel like myself

Stars looking at a planet
Watching agony and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could
Pass as sane
I’ve been thinking about the meaning of resistance
Of a road beyond our own
And suddenly the infinite and repentant
Begin to look like home

I’ve been thinking about everyone
Everyone who looks so empty
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars,
I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars,
I feel like myself.


- ive been thinking bout homeworks n studying n folios since morning.. hahahah..

errrrrrrr

aiman tgh melayan lagu indon..

hahahahha..

so

peterpan

sheila on 7

m dling u guys !!!