When you scroll down your facebook updates and all you see is politics. What happen to cute babies, food, cats, crafts ?!? Sighhh.

I am not calling you a thief, just dont steal from me

Nothing comes for free, andd nothing is free. I paid, I paid much much more than I should have, but is this what I get ? Is this what I should be getting from what I gave, what I paid ? Is this how nature rolls or me being the stupid one still waiting by the dinner table, waiting to be served by a waiter who does not have well, some sense. He gave me the menu, I showed him one by one what I wanted, yet an hour, two has passed by, my food has not arrived yet, if at all it has, I got the wrong plate, and when I asked for my plate, I still got the wrong one. I appreciate you bringing me plate after plate but that is not what I ask for, and I expect that if I say it once, I must get it right. Maybe you should write it down with a pencil ?  And when I ask, after dozens of time for my plate, at last you gave me the right one, but I cant run away from the thought of you wasting my time and energy, I should have gotten up to get it by myself or walk away in the first place.

But apparently I am smart enough to see that I do have a choice, to be left hungry, or at least being served with a meal that does not satisfy my huge appetite, yes I know I have a hugeee one,  and let my money go to waste or I can walk away and go to a better place to satisfy myself.

But in the end, is it all for satisfaction ? What matters most then ? If right now, all I think is about my satisfaction, my wants, my appetite, then I think I am selfish. But I paid for it, I expect to get what I paid for. Or what should I be expecting for then ? What if I was served with a plate of salad, with a nice starter of mushroom soup and garlic bread with carrot juice but what I wanted was, well, dessert for dinner, chocolate lasagna  and death by chocolate. I know that is not healthy but it satisfies my taste.

Up till this day, I still wonder how on earth I could still gather all the good things to describe it and make myself go thru this. Up till this day, I still wonder. I hate salads.

I might take a drive down to memory lane

Someday

Nothing comes with a nice package sealed with a red ribbon and scented with vanilla

But realy, I do have my own lines. If you still go with yours later on, you can get out.

It says you must be passionate in what you do

What now? Make love with tesl or engineering? Or make love with that damn upu thingy. Goodness ur so tedious spending more than an hour and not being able to complete it yet. And whatsup with yall wanting my full transcript?? Most overseas universities would even accept recommendation letters and trials results. And FORECAST results can also be accepted. Whattt is thissss ??? And yall need pngk whateer that is? What if i say I dont have it but weirdly and clearly stated before i proceed with the application says that this is for alevels. Oh ya you still need my full transcript no matter what. Goshh. Oh and i heard, yall only accept alevels if and only if the ones that is being done overseas, whatt? whats the diff of my cert that is being done locally but in a private sector and the ones done abroad, it is the same cert from Cambridge that is so sick and stupid. if somebody can come up with a very logical reason to why it is like that pls contact me n tell me. and if i were to do a levels abroad, why on earth do i want to come back here and do something here. i might as well have done it all here kannn. Bottom line I thought having this A levels cert will bring you anywhere in the world. Guess what, it does, but not here.