This is hard.

If I dont ask for it, well, I would just die without it. That sucks.

Dig deeper in your pocket

What are you trying to hide behind your Gucci shades ?

What are you trying to keep behind your Armani suit ?

What are you trying to state with your Levis jeans ?


Insecurities ? Fear ? Hunger? What the society thinks of you? Shame ? Anger ? What is it that you are hiding from ?

Cant seem to perform?

Dont put ur name on the list. Nobody wants to see you make a fool of yourself on stage. Lines, scripts, props, all there, anybody would know it as if its at the back of their hand. People pay for the show and expects to see a good show. One that might change their life, or give them some impact on their life or insides that they never knew. At least something good out of it, at least something worth a penny. Nobody expects to pay for a show and get disappointed after watching it. Unless, it is already stated clearly that says, brace yourself, you are paying to be disappointed by us. I wish I was given a heads up.

I sleep with the lights on now.

I cant afford

To care so much
To think so much
To know so much
To consider so much
To do so much

I want sleep