I cant afford

To care so much
To think so much
To know so much
To consider so much
To do so much

I want sleep

But I dont wanna live that way.

Or is it I cant? Or I cant take living that way? Or is it I wont? Or I cant afford living that way?

* its not small, its not little. Its a huge grey male elephant that I cant hide in my closet. It wont fit in my closet. I can try hard pushing and squishing it in but it can never go into my closet. Take that elephant away from me. Do it. Take it awayyyy

Well, whatever that is or how sensible and strong the reason might be, I have never been crashed that bad

I wish this is allll a joke. I really wish it is a joke that I can laugh about soon. Ok I guess not. I am so sad. But lets pull myself together and not waste time being sad coz I have mucho mucho more things to be happy about. Likeeeeee being home alone. Sigh.

Look over. Look over your shoulder.

Once twice fine. Look over I say. Close one eye and look over. How many times do you want it to be ? You are really bad at making choices I must say

That ripe, sweet, red, tempting apple

It looks good. I assume it tastes good too. But it is poison. So refrain yourself from taking a bite of it.