I want something else. I want to hear something else.

Just to get me by. Can you do that for me ? No, right ?  I can see that I am not the type who goes on and on for the same thing. I do need a change or a break or a time to do.

It made me go from bad to worse.

Ok la actually aku dah up sikit dah tadi, just needed something else. Gatai la nak benda len kan, jadi macam ni la bila expectation tak sampai. Gah tak suker oke.

blurt. blurp.

Look, this is another random thing, to people out there, pls dont terasa, just if ur in my place, ud say it.

I know, yes, I am a girl. Yes what the heck I am a girl la haha but with a boys name. Girls, i mean the feminine side ni are always potrayed as weak, fragile, well my brain aint functioning that well so just take it as yeah, we are weak creatures. But that is not true kan, we are as equal, almost, most capable much more than men, in certain things bukan. yes each, a guy and a girl, male and female,  each and everyone of us has our plus and minus points. but sometimes  I feel like can guys stop being such arses and do sth. Get up and be a real man. Be a real man for ur woman. Tak susah benda tu if we as a woman, tangan yang menghayun buaian itu boleh menggoncang dunia. So apatah lagi lelaki. u guys are much more well, better in terms of physical wise kan.

How complete, how smart, how genius, how whatever we are, in my opinion, there must be a time like, you have been always driving all around, at some point, you would want to give your keys to somebody and say, now you take the wheels and drive now. maybe not for long, but jjust for awhile, but it can do. tapi paham kan. you would somehow want somebody to take over and take control kejap. just for the feel of it. ok i know2 i am not up to it.

I am not saying that we as individuals need to know everything in the world, but perhaps I am. Idkk. I mean i know, i pun macam mana, iddont read at all thus aint gaining anything. haha. just, how awesome a girl is, hmmmmmm. thats enuf said.

All this started of with me not being able to determine the range of a function thus not being able to know the domain of an inverse function. I mean I am trying to do my own thingy in my brain but I tak paham. I know for linear we just subtitute the given domains and voilaa. noo ? and then if its quadratic there comes completing the square but I saw an example they didnot do completing the square and voila, u can make an inverse out of it. what ? I thought it must only be a one to one. and then, what point should I subtitute in the function to get my range or whattttt ~ adoiii. I wish somebody can teach me all this thingy right now sebab i know its damn simple. yeah sapa suroh tak absorb dalam kelas. not that I did not absorb, I just need my own time to absorb it. me no likey to understand in class. not to say i dont like, actually idky i cant blah in class haha.

Rolls over on the bed.

Hmph. =( im sad. I know. Its all in my mind. Psychologically. I dont like whatever happens in the mind. M just crappy. No its not my hormones. And if u ask me why m sad il say, IDK! Hahah. Rolls over again.

Well, Hello May.

And hello to me trying hard to stay awake after a long day n for only three hours sleep. So u better do some2 or shut up when it is ur turn.