haih.

dear anak ikan emas yang lagi comel lagi mata boolat lagi pipi gebu lagi sangat lovable and huggable and kissable lagi squishy and all other cute and nice stuff, im sorry, i didnt meant to kill you by adding alot of chlorine in ur water and to hurt every living part of u and in u. you are a feast to my eyes, never fail to soothe the madness in me, nice to touch and handle and to keep but then there is the but.

i lack of something really essential in a humans life.

Walaupon skg ni tgh bulan posa, pak aku telah memblue kan otak aku. danggg. haha. * to improve my vocabulary he says *

Sometimes, we are afraid of moving on because we prefer sticking to the things we know all about. We call this certainty. We tend to hold on to something, just because we’ve gotten used to it. Making changes has a certain risk and people are afraid of this risk. But, you should know that this risk is never greater than your potential success.

that is wow.

Think positive and it will be ok. God willing. and keep smiling. ^_^

First day of puasa for this year. its good. so far so good. alhamdulillah. telah pergi ke tesco n bazar bersma mr bf. that is sth to rmb. haha. tho yea i did rasa marah sebentar sbb i didnt get sth like how i wanted it to be, n i did control. yeahhh, org posa kena byk bersabar. haha. yes i am. n the thing is, this is freaking me out, i mean itt, i mean ive never felt that way before, that very strong urge to yeah whatever, its worse than puking or sth. dang. today was all filled with, no la, not today, today is very calm act. yes, smpai i look as if i xpuasa pon. but i did sth that i wasnt suppose to do n was like owkayyyy ~ practice makes perfect. haha. ok la, so a reminder to myself, aiman, watch ur mouth, watch your words, watch your eyes, watch your hand, just watch out n dont do anything. the best is put ur hands in ur pocket, lower ur gaze, n smile. ^_^