zzzZZZZzzzzZZZZz im not even in the car for the le fucking grand family trip, n le fucking grand family trip is esok, i feel so uptight and stressed up sudah. aiyo. God have mercy on all of us.

Baskin 31 Robbins
Mee rebus stulang laut
Tauhu bakar
Nasi lemak
Soto

apa dia lagi aaaaa. byk lagi kot. haha. utk lima hari, aku akan berada dalam proses menggemokkan diri. so fine bila aku balek u may call me booolattttt owkay ?

i am not surprised if my jeans wouldnt fit even, no joke owkayy.

but yea great, tlg me pack brg boleh x ? sebab satu pa pon xgerak lagi.

* mood tgh menggila n melayan perasaan n jiwa yang bergelora ini hehehehhe *

Anytime will do.

It changed me. Tho it was a short thing, benda kecik kan, sortaaaaaa ~ its a life time to remember. And i will never ever forget about it. It made me well grow up perhaps, changed how i felt and how i wanted things to be. I am not really clear about things around me, still, yeah its obvious i am not matured enough, but I know what I want now. And i know i can work it out sebab im 17, i should be confident, i should be me, and alwayssss me, big girl now neeeee * note that sebab in my whole life ive never been so down, so traumatized, so lost, so weak, lack of confidence and everything like ive just been drained by a suction tube and so dead * dont loose hope, And i am quite sure of it. And i know what I am really scared of right now. Well at least I know sth that I am sure of skg ni kan rather than dulu i would say i dont knowwwww ~ to almost everything in my life. but now i know. =)

Soalan cepu emas

kenapa kau sudennly tanya aku mcm tu. suspens dude !

Our heart doesn't play by rules
And love has it's own demands