I mean i just dont get it anymore. Things that i grew up with, what is that? N now, what is this? R all those fake? What can i believe now? Do i have something stable n concrete to grow up with? Do i have something that i can really hold on n give up my life to?

Well, i know i do. And i am glad i have this someone that i can.

W H Y ~ ~ ~ > _ < H A I H ~

I dont know whats real and whats not anymore. I am so sick of this. I am really fucking sick of this.

Why u sho cute.

I want huggy u n kisshyy uuu.

=.= im mentally and emotionally tired dah skg ni. so pls.

i know ur sad, i have reasons to be sad too. u just dont know. n i actually dont wana talk about this to anyone.