Thursday, March 3, 2011

TORN IN BETWEEN

do you understand ?
“Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan suatu kaum sebelum suatu kaum itu sendiri mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka” (Q.S. Ar-Rad 11)

i was fascinated by what this person said. yeah, it all starts by yourself. n yes tonsss of support of course. u can change. if u want to change. ppl can change. good to bad. bad to good. its all in ur hands. ur choice. ur life.

i used to say, well even know and then when theres lack of support and motivation and i start to wander off on my own, ( and it does happen owkay ) i would say its not easy to change. its not actually. n i used to say its impossible to change. im not saying im a saint, obviously im not coz i still do things that im not supposed to do. but at least just realize that theres always room for improvement.

millions of ppl can come up to u n help u n talk to u n yell at u. use harsh words, or use words that can really work on u. but its going to be some piece of shit if u dont open up, admit, see urself in the mirror. its not gona work if u dont at least listen and think. u are after all given a brain, n ur age. u should be able to think, to know whats right and whats not, to know what u shud do and shudnt do.

well, maybe thats the prob. you are to stupid to realize all these.

you think you are god damn perfect, i suppose.

YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED ME WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE

* hint - NOW !

ok, look, i need to make up my mind. seriously. hadoi, seriously, idk what to do. i mean afterr all tu kan, n then this, and then that, and so really, i have to do sth. i need to tell you. no wonder dari dlu i mean i do see the easier way. dehhh !!!!!!

i am just so proud of myself. i kluarkan rm3.50 ja nk beli food. hehehehe. ^_^ i found a shop yg jual tudung murah n yang i like punya n cardi murah gilaaa. arghhh. i cudve have gotten like two tudung n two cardis but i was like xpala, tahan la, simpan la deut bg byk gla pstu spend laaa. haha. i am just so proud that i didnt spend my money. ^_^

drama ppl drama. i just hope things would be okay. n seriously, i would cry if it happens. haih. i xtau la wey. i myself ada msalah seniri, nk fkir msalah yang akn dtg pulak. gahh

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

The Cure.

Go and fuck yourself. If it still does not work, get a gun n shoot yourself right on ur head. Make sure your brain explodes and make a huge scene out of it.

Tepuk tepuk pengakap! ( with sticks )

Best pengakap ever? Weell i guess so. I xmenyesal langsung tho skrg mengantok da. Haha