Thursday, December 2, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
have faith in me
while i was choosing frames and lens for my glasses, and plus intend to get two new frames, while i was at the mall looking at shirts and could possibly get a sweater and a nice shirt and a couple more of those, while i got my first purse or wallet i guess, while i could spend and get baskin robbins anytime i want, while i could go to starbux n get chocolate chip cream, while i walk into the apple store and get an iphone or an ipad, while i get into parkson and buy all the clothes and shoes i want, while i was spending my parents money like its toilet paper haha ! no not thatttt bad la , someone out there, somewhere, somehow, is struggling. struggling to either survive, to earn money, for his family or for himself, struggling to be and stay alive, struggling for just about anything.
while i kept feeding myself and eating junks till i have major face problems and getting flabs all over, someone out there doesnt even have the money to eat. more so to feed the family.
while i waste my time in front of the laptop and on the couch in front of the tv, and go out and watch movies with friends, and being able to hang with my dad, mum, bf, someone out there is struggling to get back the basic things in life. while we here, have everything, yet we still do feel like shit. i know of coz i feel it too.
and yet i can say omg i am so boredddd ! and yeah maybe thats the prob. coz i dont have anything goin on, i dont have a problem, i dont have a huge problem to think about, maybe thats y i can say im bored. coz im so comfortable so thats y i can say it. we should avoid saying IM BORED ! haha . imposible rite.
i think for all this while, ive been so good.my life i mean, i have to say, i have been doing good and doing ok so far. everything is fine actually. while someone out there has so much problems. not minor ones, but major ones. i dont have massive, huge problems, i wudnt die of hunger, i wudnt sweat to death, i wudnt freeze to death, i wudnt die of thirst. yes, ive been doing good. very good perhaps. i have clothes more than enough. i dont really need new shoes. those are just wants, not needs. i have food that can make me grow very fat haha. i have a roof on top of my head, a house which is messy and things are all over the place but hey i still do have a house. i have fan, aircond, tv, laptop, phone, lights. i have everything that a normal human needs actually. i have much more than that.
ive been so comfortable and fine that i forgot that others are suffering. that moment there made me say, shit, ive been living my life like this, and someone out there is this bad ? it made me shut my effing mouth up for awhile and sth just smacked on my head for a mo. it made me realize that seriously, appreciate what u have. like totally. value them. be thankful. be grateful. realize that hey, dude, seriously, be thankful. be very grateful of what u have. and life isnt just for now.
ok this is so funny, ada makcik ni mai ding dong the bell n she was like aaa, kat sini ka juai pokok ? HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! omg !
i do know that eversince ive started being a 'girl' , lately, ive been spending and gila-ing bout baju2 n stuff. well i can go gaga over em, but to buy n spend money on em, i think i have to think five times. tho i still do have the urge to buy just anything i like. haha
wuuuuuu. i dont feel so good.
while i kept feeding myself and eating junks till i have major face problems and getting flabs all over, someone out there doesnt even have the money to eat. more so to feed the family.
while i waste my time in front of the laptop and on the couch in front of the tv, and go out and watch movies with friends, and being able to hang with my dad, mum, bf, someone out there is struggling to get back the basic things in life. while we here, have everything, yet we still do feel like shit. i know of coz i feel it too.
and yet i can say omg i am so boredddd ! and yeah maybe thats the prob. coz i dont have anything goin on, i dont have a problem, i dont have a huge problem to think about, maybe thats y i can say im bored. coz im so comfortable so thats y i can say it. we should avoid saying IM BORED ! haha . imposible rite.
i think for all this while, ive been so good.my life i mean, i have to say, i have been doing good and doing ok so far. everything is fine actually. while someone out there has so much problems. not minor ones, but major ones. i dont have massive, huge problems, i wudnt die of hunger, i wudnt sweat to death, i wudnt freeze to death, i wudnt die of thirst. yes, ive been doing good. very good perhaps. i have clothes more than enough. i dont really need new shoes. those are just wants, not needs. i have food that can make me grow very fat haha. i have a roof on top of my head, a house which is messy and things are all over the place but hey i still do have a house. i have fan, aircond, tv, laptop, phone, lights. i have everything that a normal human needs actually. i have much more than that.
ive been so comfortable and fine that i forgot that others are suffering. that moment there made me say, shit, ive been living my life like this, and someone out there is this bad ? it made me shut my effing mouth up for awhile and sth just smacked on my head for a mo. it made me realize that seriously, appreciate what u have. like totally. value them. be thankful. be grateful. realize that hey, dude, seriously, be thankful. be very grateful of what u have. and life isnt just for now.
ok this is so funny, ada makcik ni mai ding dong the bell n she was like aaa, kat sini ka juai pokok ? HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! omg !
i do know that eversince ive started being a 'girl' , lately, ive been spending and gila-ing bout baju2 n stuff. well i can go gaga over em, but to buy n spend money on em, i think i have to think five times. tho i still do have the urge to buy just anything i like. haha
wuuuuuu. i dont feel so good.
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