3oh3! - my first kiss ! sukaaa. sbab dua mamat ini suka.

n omg. walaupun aku bnci sgt lgu tu, tpi bcz aku dok suruh syahmie nyanyi so terlekat.

i should effingly wat playlist lagu. suma lgu org gla, screamo n emo. ptot ltak mainstream yg mostly xdak makna. heee.

ok. jap. so choose one. am i bipolar or psycho ?

nnnnnnnnnnn. one factor that may be contributing to my emo-ness is coz my dad xdak. satu. i miss him. hmph. dua coz tadi. i do know y m like tis sejak balek skola. im sorry mum coz m like tis. i shudnt be behaving tis way. but man, what do u expect. i bengang satu g, but nk wt cm na. my pakngah beli kuey teow goreng n kerang. dh kerang. dh berminyak. dah 1030pm. cmna aku xbengang. ihad to eat la, coz xmkn xelok la. pkngah pnat2 beli. grrr. gone ! n im kinda planning to talk about diet for oral. mula2 ask ppl apa dpa suka. im wondering whther im allowed to do that or not. and then no m not gona blab about whts good n whts not coz we all know. but the point im trying no im gona make is we dont give a damn at all evntho we know its gona kill us one day. so the bottom line is prevention is better than cure.

nothing on u is omg. ok. m listening to mainstreamm. or on emore. maybe il be talking bout language in music. its act my mums paper. haha. so i xtau la. i do feel like nak pegi ja dpan tu n crap ja. without a piece of paper. but jacq is gona kill me if i do that.

and2, tis shows that even if i feel like shit i have to plaster a freaking fake smile coz since mum has ntg to do n is alwiz at home, so she can really sense it. im dead.

oh yeah another reason coz lack of food. no2 not lack. hahah. just dlu i eat to make me happy. now i dont really eat thattt muchh. n i dont alwiz feel hungry. hee. kinda i gz. kot. idkkk. just yeah thats one of em.

pls oh pls i hope i can. =)

n esok. i may find out the ugleh truth. not the truth is ugleh. its just sth. jgn la smpai aku kata ur ********* serious aaa weyy ?

aku sbnryna mls nk wt keja. its veryyyyyyyyyyyyy hard to pay att to the tcer. but i know songs wud really help me to concentrate. at times. susah la nk pay att without feeling bored n whtnot. grrr.

ok dah. xtau nk kata pa. i better get on with my writing. n oralll. n accounts. n nota sej. that wud be first. hahah. admt. mts. that shud be good.

esok mcd pulakkkkkkkkk. -.- mc chic btw. hee. no fillet o fishy.

oh shit !

yeah oh shit. my mum knows. coz she oveheard my conv bitwin me n raf a few days ago. if not that pun, its actually quite obvious. so she was like aiman, u seem down today ? whats wrong ?

n m like shrug. dk. so shes like ***** n ****. n i just followed the flow. n then mula la she tnya bout the rest of em. m like god ! she knows ! my parents know about it already.

- smacks on my forehead -

for a mo, i felt like telling her everything, but im thinking.

sila topupkan kredit anda dengan segera. terima kasih.

secrets.

so yeah. people do have secrets. i do too. weirdly.

okayh3. xtau psepa aku syoksgt nak blog. pdhl xddak pa pun. m just yeah fairly happy today. eventho there were times where its like ughh but im like no3! im in a good mood so i have to maintain it. i slept soundly last nite. heee. sgt bhgia.

n this wednesday. the jamuan relay. alright i did make a fuss about some of the chosen ones have to pay higher. but hey. truth is. its for my class. for our class. for us. so its affordable actually, my mum didnt even mind, so chill. after naim told me its actually for the class n m like aaaa. i havent thot of that. n i really love u guys. =) so yeah. i do wish that all of us can mix well. like 3a3. god i miss it so much man. i think i could just cry if i do watch all of the videos dari form one to three. haih. its sad. but no. dont cry over things u cannot have n think of things that u have. which is u guys.

n ok. good. now i know the type of people who i can like talk n all. gah. susah ckit.

ttn wudnt be so nice anymore.n fun. so seems like music n sms would keep me occupied. i do und better if i listen to songs. grr. not good. sybil n nurain xdak for chem. syahmie xdak for admt. thank god anis is coming or i wud just die! the rest phy idm. bm mmg ok ja. so gahh. but i dont really mind of not having anyone during bm coz aziz ada. hahah

so the english essay. alrite. im gona put my heart, mind n soul to it. its just recalling back old memories. so mmg. its gona take awhile. n i hope i have enough words to make it long n meleret to erm three pages kot. hahah.

ok dah. oh yeah. do u know instead of saying hey can i have ur number u can say misscall my number. haha

n i. have. rayman. raving. rabbids. in. my. phone. !

weeee. =)

- god oh god pls dont make it ugly tonite. -

ok. m a bit high. haha.

gosh ! do u know i have to stop talking to u !