Ok. Its almost 11. I got up an hour ago. Im bores. I know im
suppose to stdy but idk y ij tah. The need of it is not thre aka its jz an excuese fr me
saying that im ultimately lazy. Hahah.
So now i like to lie down on d couch n jz play with gideon. Its nice coz im at least downstairs n not upstairs.
Mmmmm... Oh yea raudha n raf xblek. Huhu. Next tym2. :)
Wey. Nak keluar. Haha. Please oh please cutiii niiiiii.
Ok. M boreddddd. Idk wt to dooo.
I knowwww.
I should study.
But gahhhh.
Did i twl u. Haha wen i saw norliahs twin kissing her bfre going to scholl one morning, it made me smile. :)
n btw. The smile song by uncle kraker i knwwwww lgu tu dah berkurun but u knw me kan. Its awesomeeee....!
And. I want. A. Piaaaa noooo. Haha.
And ok gain im boreddd.
I have to do sthhhh......
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010
shopping - online - money - lets grow taller.. hahha
its 947pm. im home alone with ahma. yeah i can handle it. nothings happening. my bro hozair and kak noran balek jap. but theyre out. n my parents n pak ngah kluar late night baru blek. huhu
I WNA go out !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so bored. one. two is i wana watch shrekkkk !!!!! and i wna buy bajuuuuu.... shoesssss..... - converse oke - and errrrr ahhh a baggggg.... so i was so desperate just now that i googled - oh yes im trying to benefit google - and typed online shopping in malaysia. so went to this one web. u know whattt... i want ittttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not so expensive. but yes not branded but it looks pretty and cute and affordable so why not. branded is with my mum. hahah. i wnt itttttttttt ! gah. idk what is wrong with me btw. and oh yeah. i wna go to penanggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!!! m suppose to get crocssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!! rarrrrr !
- btw m chatting at fb. hee. -
and yeah. the whole day i didnt touch d book yeah -d book - haihhhhyoooo ! and wey i think i have to jog. but im soo ultimately lazy. so yeah whateverrrr...
alright. so this. ehem2.
A matured, well educated, family man will find the best out of the best woman to marry with. So then she can be a good wife to him, a good mother for his children, someone who can look after the family and the list goes on.
so yeah there u have it. hahaha. so that was what i learned from abg hoz and kak noran. which yeah its true. it came aobut coz norlis matter. it all happened after the abang tajul tingy2. which i never knew and i was like yeahhh it makes sense.
wey. m suppose to study. hahahah
alright. lets talk about what happened last week. :) yeah last friday. friday night to be exact. :) ok :) hahahha
- 21.05.10-
it just well changed me. ive been a very good girl. hhaha well faw til sunday. that pun i shudnt have been that way coz there was a reason why my dad yelled. which have i ever thought why he yelled at me instead of just my dad just yelled at me ! see being selfish again right. always thinking of what i feel but not the other side. but at times doesnt mean i have to be this way al the time. i prefer it to work more and at times only for my parents. u know eversince that night, i prefer yeaa - i know u cant believe ur eyes rite now, esp tis ting is coming out from me - yeah prefer being around with my parents more. sometimes way more than being at school around ppl - it stresses me out sometimes. hahaha - i just like it. sitting with em. having dinner with em. and i do talk to em.
esp the next morning tu. :) my mum called me while i was brushin my teeth. i tot wattt.. actually ada ulat from the sayur tu. u know how i freaked out after the maggot incident. hahaha. so i sat there with mum trying to uncurl it back. ahahah i know its ridiculous but tah. hahaha. i dont normally do that okeee. and i talked to her la not say talked just told her what happend the night before. and she was like yeaa :). n m so :D ! yeahhh ! hahah
its so hard btw to stay so al positive and optimistic al the time. i tell u i cant. hahah. but im trying. well not now dah. the errr idk what we call it is gone. so i just plan to eat and sleep alot. :) weheeee.. and yeah icecream, choco n cakes !
so yeah ijust feel good and yeah happy :) sitting around with em. sometimes it does drive me nuts. but come on. come to think of it. u must yeah must appreciate em now. esp me coz my parents are not so young anymore. so what if they are old la, they are stil my parents. tho sometimes i feel angry and say why are they so old. ahahha. esp dad. at least i do have a dad. what if one day they are gone. and yes for surely ill regret not spending time with em. not hugging em. and all those. so what if they suck. what if they are not as perfect as others like eg my friends parents. well i guess they r luckier and m lucky coz at leasttt i do have parents, still with me, still alive and living their life. :)
talking bout family at times and being lonely issues. well they are kinda sensitive. hahaha. yeah a girl like me can stil cry ok btw. im pretty much at times botherd by it. but i try not to. lets appreciate things and live with it. i know sometimes i talk as if my life is like a dick. ahahhaha. dont ask me y i said that. its not actually. maybe thats my problem. i always want things to be so perfect. to be like how i wanted. and of coz i wont coz it will never b. nothing isss purrfectttt.. and padahal others i mean other ppls life are not even close compared to mine. do they whine ? thats on emore prob. i whine alot. coz in pg i never go thru al this and here i have to go thru al this, that is why i whine. coz im problemless there. everything is well and taken care of. but not here. gah. what to do. live with it.
i wish at that night, i wish im in that moment alll thetimeee... coz its the bestest thing ever. :) well i know for now. ahahha. u know, reminds me of homer, marge was like this is the bestest kiss ever, homer was like ok i forgot. ahahha it was somesort like he said the bestest kiss ever for now.
and how im attached to syahmi and naim. i tell em all this. well yeah i told em bout tis except the part how la. - OMG VIVALDI DAH SIAP DL !!!!!!!!!!!! - normaly id just heret a kerusi or just sit on the floor between em or bside naim and just talk2. we exchange thots and tis and that. even sth hapen to naim. he suddenly hugged his dad that night and became a very responsible big bro. hahaha.
- oh wey. yesterday was my bday. :) only one person wished me. hhuhu. n tis reminds me. yueah i did have choc indulgnce. :) and the sweetest thing ever is diz person ltak tgn dia cm as if dia pegang cake. and that person was like tiup la. m like haihhh melts. hahahaha. and i did and that person clapped. tah i know its lke ridiculous just that no one has ever done that to me.. hehehe..
oh yes oh yes oh yes. x study la aku. raudha n rafael are also coming backkkk ! and there is no place to sleep. my room is alrdy occupied by hoz and kak noran. raudhas room with pakngah n yes mine is outside at the hall on the couch. and so depa balek and so we can camp outside ! weeeee ! :D !
i just did the who loves u, miss u, and the love test. weird results i got. hahaha.
ok act ada byk nk dikatakan but i stopped halfway coz dpa balek da. m wtching a chnse muvi. n yeah. leme be tis way faw. huhu
n m hungryyyyyyy !
ok wey im freakingly bored. hahahaha.
I WNA go out !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so bored. one. two is i wana watch shrekkkk !!!!! and i wna buy bajuuuuu.... shoesssss..... - converse oke - and errrrr ahhh a baggggg.... so i was so desperate just now that i googled - oh yes im trying to benefit google - and typed online shopping in malaysia. so went to this one web. u know whattt... i want ittttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not so expensive. but yes not branded but it looks pretty and cute and affordable so why not. branded is with my mum. hahah. i wnt itttttttttt ! gah. idk what is wrong with me btw. and oh yeah. i wna go to penanggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!!! m suppose to get crocssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!! rarrrrr !
- btw m chatting at fb. hee. -
and yeah. the whole day i didnt touch d book yeah -d book - haihhhhyoooo ! and wey i think i have to jog. but im soo ultimately lazy. so yeah whateverrrr...
alright. so this. ehem2.
A matured, well educated, family man will find the best out of the best woman to marry with. So then she can be a good wife to him, a good mother for his children, someone who can look after the family and the list goes on.
so yeah there u have it. hahaha. so that was what i learned from abg hoz and kak noran. which yeah its true. it came aobut coz norlis matter. it all happened after the abang tajul tingy2. which i never knew and i was like yeahhh it makes sense.
wey. m suppose to study. hahahah
alright. lets talk about what happened last week. :) yeah last friday. friday night to be exact. :) ok :) hahahha
- 21.05.10-
it just well changed me. ive been a very good girl. hhaha well faw til sunday. that pun i shudnt have been that way coz there was a reason why my dad yelled. which have i ever thought why he yelled at me instead of just my dad just yelled at me ! see being selfish again right. always thinking of what i feel but not the other side. but at times doesnt mean i have to be this way al the time. i prefer it to work more and at times only for my parents. u know eversince that night, i prefer yeaa - i know u cant believe ur eyes rite now, esp tis ting is coming out from me - yeah prefer being around with my parents more. sometimes way more than being at school around ppl - it stresses me out sometimes. hahaha - i just like it. sitting with em. having dinner with em. and i do talk to em.
esp the next morning tu. :) my mum called me while i was brushin my teeth. i tot wattt.. actually ada ulat from the sayur tu. u know how i freaked out after the maggot incident. hahaha. so i sat there with mum trying to uncurl it back. ahahah i know its ridiculous but tah. hahaha. i dont normally do that okeee. and i talked to her la not say talked just told her what happend the night before. and she was like yeaa :). n m so :D ! yeahhh ! hahah
its so hard btw to stay so al positive and optimistic al the time. i tell u i cant. hahah. but im trying. well not now dah. the errr idk what we call it is gone. so i just plan to eat and sleep alot. :) weheeee.. and yeah icecream, choco n cakes !
so yeah ijust feel good and yeah happy :) sitting around with em. sometimes it does drive me nuts. but come on. come to think of it. u must yeah must appreciate em now. esp me coz my parents are not so young anymore. so what if they are old la, they are stil my parents. tho sometimes i feel angry and say why are they so old. ahahha. esp dad. at least i do have a dad. what if one day they are gone. and yes for surely ill regret not spending time with em. not hugging em. and all those. so what if they suck. what if they are not as perfect as others like eg my friends parents. well i guess they r luckier and m lucky coz at leasttt i do have parents, still with me, still alive and living their life. :)
talking bout family at times and being lonely issues. well they are kinda sensitive. hahaha. yeah a girl like me can stil cry ok btw. im pretty much at times botherd by it. but i try not to. lets appreciate things and live with it. i know sometimes i talk as if my life is like a dick. ahahhaha. dont ask me y i said that. its not actually. maybe thats my problem. i always want things to be so perfect. to be like how i wanted. and of coz i wont coz it will never b. nothing isss purrfectttt.. and padahal others i mean other ppls life are not even close compared to mine. do they whine ? thats on emore prob. i whine alot. coz in pg i never go thru al this and here i have to go thru al this, that is why i whine. coz im problemless there. everything is well and taken care of. but not here. gah. what to do. live with it.
i wish at that night, i wish im in that moment alll thetimeee... coz its the bestest thing ever. :) well i know for now. ahahha. u know, reminds me of homer, marge was like this is the bestest kiss ever, homer was like ok i forgot. ahahha it was somesort like he said the bestest kiss ever for now.
and how im attached to syahmi and naim. i tell em all this. well yeah i told em bout tis except the part how la. - OMG VIVALDI DAH SIAP DL !!!!!!!!!!!! - normaly id just heret a kerusi or just sit on the floor between em or bside naim and just talk2. we exchange thots and tis and that. even sth hapen to naim. he suddenly hugged his dad that night and became a very responsible big bro. hahaha.
- oh wey. yesterday was my bday. :) only one person wished me. hhuhu. n tis reminds me. yueah i did have choc indulgnce. :) and the sweetest thing ever is diz person ltak tgn dia cm as if dia pegang cake. and that person was like tiup la. m like haihhh melts. hahahaha. and i did and that person clapped. tah i know its lke ridiculous just that no one has ever done that to me.. hehehe..
oh yes oh yes oh yes. x study la aku. raudha n rafael are also coming backkkk ! and there is no place to sleep. my room is alrdy occupied by hoz and kak noran. raudhas room with pakngah n yes mine is outside at the hall on the couch. and so depa balek and so we can camp outside ! weeeee ! :D !
i just did the who loves u, miss u, and the love test. weird results i got. hahaha.
ok act ada byk nk dikatakan but i stopped halfway coz dpa balek da. m wtching a chnse muvi. n yeah. leme be tis way faw. huhu
n m hungryyyyyyy !
ok wey im freakingly bored. hahahaha.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
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