Why must people depend on me?

Why cant u just do it urself?

Geezz...

its safe to say i did something new yesterday

which is.......



MAEN WARCRAFT N DOTA !

dak2 dota tu i so have to play with the computer first.. no garena2.. yet.. hahaha.. nahhhhh...

so warcraft is simple.. then follows defence of the ancient frozen throne.. wrcrft lupa dah.. ahahah..

this is for curiosity purposes n also thanks to azneer who gave me those stuff..

ok so how come sudenly i played it.. mcm ni la.. sket ati ckit.. hahaah.. i was watching tv.. then i got up sat.. ok la.. mum sat on the couch n took the remote away n changed the channel.. m like maa jgn la tukaq.. she ckp ala sat ja.. sat punya la sat smpai tah wt time dia dok tgk. aku pun amek la pd bkak la game maen.. sedih.. haih.. now u see one more reason y i dont wtch tv.. grr..

since ive been wondering like hell why guys are so into it.. i know kj mmg suma la.. in my class every boy except for naim.. if iqbal ada makes it two.. so yeah wondering what makes u guys just stare at the screen for few hours straight playing the same goddamn thing at wee hours? and mind u they dont sleep.. and till even when ppl talk to u.. u woudlnt respond.. hahahah

so firstly im not a gamer.. idk how to play em in the first place.

so its gona take sometime for me to u know..

so my first hypothesis.. ahahah.. its cause actually in few minutes time im gona continue my warcraft.. i can do the orcs.. er move the thrall n the er group? n then build camps.. with peonsss... n get grunts to save the er place la.. hahaha.. then goes to human.. i lost twice.. i dont get y.. its the same.. so yeah its kinda driving me.. ahhaaha.. say its like i have to pass that chapter.. so one coz u wna win.. two garena.. coz u can defeat other ppl.. so u just cant stop playing.. so like that la..

yeah i still dont get why.. yet la... i guess..

this is insane ~!

i cant belive m actually doing this laaaaaa !

oh n yeah nak nya kuar p mall.. tell me a day la.. n hopefuly i can go.. huhuuuuu...

penang yest was o.k. la...

dah la.. mkn lunch... rarrrr....

mmg stai xdak akai sma..

maen2 miscall WTFWJD

i have to type tis down coz i tink il forget.. hahaha

ok so

m so dling byk bnda.. i love yes man.. idk y.. bknnya bes sgt pun.. but wat yes realy brings.. i wish my life bole jd cmtu.. ahhaha.. crap

alrite.. so td nk p pg.. i asked my dad well anis brought it up on thurs bout non malays.. wer do they go aft spm ? as we all know the rich ones go to privates n out of msia.. but the not so rich ones ? yeah scholarship but what if they r not smart enuf ?

okeh.. the ting is.. uitm for exmple.. i din ask other uni yg kerajaan la.. i mean for me uitm is sick.. kah3.. ok d ting is.. its all for bumiputeras. uitm.. ( btw i knw in well nak dkt lagi dah il b going to one but seriously i tell u i so dont know bout all of tis ting so i have to talk to daddy bout tis more often.. i know my mums a lecturer but i prefer listening to dady.. as usualllll.. ) so the semi-government ? yg half tu mcm unimap utm suma tu.. yang tu yeah dey can go there. non bumis i mean.. so mmg la ada.. bkn suma uni d msia ni hanya untuk bumis..

uitm is d most cheapest uni u can have in msia.. fees for a year is like less than a thousand.. plg2 xsmapi two la.. few hundreds.. as for private mmg la mahal semi pun each sem perhaps 5k or more.. so two sems a year 10k++ ? mcm tu lah..

i really wish idh to go to uitm.. but yeah it saves money.. my parents money.. but th.. aku rasa aku bole mati dok sna.. xsanggup.. wtever it is la.. its not d place, its me hus gona study..

n mums tlking bout jpa scholarship yaddy.. its not i think but it is mmg i cant get one.. look la at my kk.. mcm penuh sgt la kan.. n shes sayin bout applying first using trial spm nya results. its so not it la.. m not.. n dads like dont cre bout al those.. as long as u get 3 point n above.. if u dont jgn la nk hrp nk msok mana2.. its gona b hard.. so lke dt la.. so no mater wat dad says jz get 3 n above n itl b easier.

so yeah aft spm either matriculation or form six first.. ( tis is general knowledge.. wic of course aku xtau.. grrr.. mums like u have to read moreee ! m like nooo i want daddy to talk to me to xplain to me.... )

speaking of one msia.. i tink they r wasting time doin dt.. n money.. hahahah.. i mean tgk la. tah la wey.. sket ati ckp psai ni.. ahahhah... yeah m act wel yea idk wt i wna be.. yet la kan.. perhaps i shud tegakkan keadilan.. membanteras racism..kah3.. crapppp.. seriously.. its urgh u know !

and then im tinkin.. i so wana go away.. as far as i know.. i xpernah homesick coz yeah la ive never bin aniwer.. and then nnti will i get homesick ? i igt g mlna ckp u will punya rindu daddy apa tah.. yea il seriously miss daddy so much n d cats.. gah.. - oh yeah accept the fact that il be homesick.. but wil i ? - il call often.. at least say hi chat2 then bye2.. :)

two nites ago dads like wen can u take ur driving license ? - ada udang di sebalik batu.. hahaha - so plan is learn earlier. my bday tros amek.. but boleh ka mcm tu ?
have to check on it. i igt g i told mum bout wen i get my license il b full time driver of mum n dad.. no kidding.. n shes like tu ur dad n me tiap2 mlm antaq ttn suma.. m like yeah coz i cant drive yet.. if i can i wud never ask u guys.. i wud even drive myself to school..

see i wna grow up but i dont wana grow up.. m i maturing to fast ? nahh... il never be matured anywysssss.... can u blive next year nak spm then kita dah bsaq.. ahhaah..i mean now pun la.. 16.. sudah tuaaa...

never shout never i tink kena dgr.. hawthorne height r not bad too..

lets play organnnnn...

mum was like bila dpt baby brown tu... errrrr.. =.=

1st april m not goin to school.. blek jb antar ahma.. be back on 3rd kot.. that is a practise for sharon n anis wen m not there for a week in the class.. act idf like skippin school.. kah3..

geez u man... peace !

i love body shop stuf.. the smeeelllll.. sukaaaa...

mums like mkn dak g? m lke dak.. shs like yyyyy ? m like waitin for u guys lah..

ok of to eat..

I hate my life

i dont realy wish high school to end so fast.

Jz dt i cnt wait to get out of hse.

Well frst drive.

Second get out of d hse.

Tho i know idh money on my own. Jz i wna get awy live on my own.

Life sux.

Not to say it sux.

Jz dt y must my at least happy tym end so fast.

Holidays no im not realy lukin frwrd coz il jz get stuck at home. At least sha her prents let her out cz they knw they cnt bring her out. Sme goes to me. Its ok u guys xnt bring me out lepak2 jz dt let me hang with my frienss then. I hate the hse btw compred dlunya hse. Well. Its nt ok act u guys cnt bring me out. Jz dt y m i lke lkke nt lke others.

Sheeessshhh.

Anywys. Dnt ask me. Tis is nrml stuf btw. Im ok. Itl end soon.

The end.