menyesal aku.. y din i say yeah in the first place ?

who's gona care ?

whats the big ?

oh shit

hurghhh

idk y i shud be so well yeah get angry over tis.. but...


ok.. situation.. as usual.. we r like eah opposites...


so yes.. i did luk thru my closet n clean it up.. * pats on my ciks n shoulder *


buttttttttttttttttttt.......... nooooooooooooooooo.... instead of tht...


shes like why r u giving tis, wat penat umi beli ja... bla3

mostly ungkit la apa lah.. as usual..

m like wtf is up with u man ! i mean.. ok... mula2.. u suka beli bnda yg i mmg xsuka.. n u alwiz ask me to do or like tings wish i HATE ! yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! n like tings that il never like bnda tu lah yg u dok encourage buat.. bnda yg i suka dakkkk.. tu lah.. apa yg boleh to her pun idk la wat.... so ok...

she ckp i dont appreciate it so thts y m giving it away.. fuckkk... u yg asked me to set aside.. n i didddddddd ! mula2... u beli bnda yg i dont like.. u bot it without asking me.. n of coz, for sure bnda yg u beli for me is sth tht is nt my interest.. like mmg i xsuka or x minat lgsg... u see.. taste very the very diff.. then shes blamming me m not wearing it suma.. y sud i fuckingly wear it if i dont even like it.. mind u ! i dont even want it ! i din even ask for it ! n now shes blamming me.. sayin its a waste of her money - wic fckingly i knw its not ur money ! - x appericate la suma.. n she says she doesnt wana buy me stff anymre.. she ckp she dah serik.. m like wtf is wrong with u! ok tgk ah.. nwadays.. the stuff tht she buys i mean il choose it myself.. ada aku pakai ka x ????? yaaaaaa ! aku pkai !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lantak ah.. idup aku dh mcm ni.. lagi la i ask for stuff.. m so sorry...

then she dok nk simpan lagi benda tuh.. dh i dont wear kan.. bg kat org la.. simpan 40 tahun pun aku xpkai.. bek bg org.. bkn aku msok tong smph ! tu lah.. ang kan.. beli banglo nk sumbat barang ang pun x cukup.. pstuh dok bising kat aku... p la..... im like y sud we kip it, its nt tht m gona wear anymre.. i have others to wear... - others that i like.. thts y u alwiz see me wearing the same ting coz yg len aku mmg xsuka.. xsukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! -

ish... mmg wen she dok bising2.. my god.. my face was like burning like hell.. kalo bole time tu aku dh jerit dkt muka dia ckp mcm u dh la beli stuff yg i dont like, ur sayin pulak i dont appericiate it, wat do u xpct me to do ! then blame me pdhl i din even ask for it... tpi nseb bek.. still bole control.. the whole time i jz played guitar.. kah3.. she dok bising sorang2 dia n i jz wt muka bodo n pekak.. lantak p kat ko la.. aku mls nk layan.. yg aku tau.. ive done my part of cleaning up - wic in her case, it wouldnt even be in her dreams.. - n ive set aside stuff to be thrown n given away..

* pats on my shoulder *

grrrr

at least i have done sth..

and then... xcukup tuh.. aku xtau la apa lagi......

bes gilaaaaa.......

awat cuti skola ni mcm trok gila babi.......

dhla dgn x p mana......

dgn x buat apa....

aku xtau nk kata paaaa.....

- i wont forget this -

what the fuck is wrong with u !

i dont know why, in all the human beings in tis fucking world, MUM !

u must be the one who i have constant issues with.......

WHYYYYY !!!!!!!!!

sleepy head..

ish... y................ must everytime im about to do sth better like wtch a muvi or sth mum wud b like aiman do tis do that.. wen im staring at the fucking freakin four walls or bored to death she wudnt say a single damn ting...



i say WHAT THE FUCK ! ! !