harammmmmmmmmmmmmmm !

weeeeeeeeeeeeee ! merdeka !

slamat tinggal pmr !

aku agk tension skg.. ok xpa.. so msok2 keta i was like finish d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blek umah aku melmpt, jerit, dance2.. dads like ohh hepy ah? m like veryyyyyyyy !

i feel like screamin to evryone.. scream their names first n say finish d!!!!!!!!!!!!! pmr abes da!!!!!!!!!!! oh so wat the fuck..

i do wish pmr doesnt end.. y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blek2 ja umah ok la rizal tnya how was ur living skills.. it was tahla.. ok la kott.. u knw m so gud in it.. pergh! then tnya la so how can get all as not suma.. m like oh come on!@! give me a fcking break will yea !

xpa dah tu.. then aku p la tukar bju smua xsmpat nk cuci tgn pa ka dia pangge dah.. xpla ah.. dia tnya pitee suma p mana ka pa. i told la p cs.. i said majority mmg blah p sana sini xblek umah, ony some of us ja blek umah.. - betui la kan aku ckp, aku sja nk kata kat dia aku bdk bek pergh! - then dia ckp oh u gals cannot lepak2 like tht. boys ni can. aku mcm haram ah wey.. aku dh agak dah.. aku dah agak dah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idup aku ttp akn sama.. pmr abes ka apa ka apa ka ! smpai aku tua sma cmtu.. wteva.. then dia kata tan suma..? aku mcm yeah depa suma p cs.. dia kata oh xpa tu prents dpa antaq suma.. aku sbq ja la... adoiiiiiiiiiiii !

then dia dok ckp pasai aussie.. pstuh stni dia soh aku p cal celcom la maxis la p tgk google map la p baca itenary la p tgk swiss in aussie! oh yea jgn lupa cek email n byr bills... n yeah korek pasai aussie.. mcm la aku nk p migrate sna.. - how i wish i can - dak an! p lima ari ja powwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnn !

hoiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ! tlg ah wey ! x smpai sejam pmr abes dh cnni cmtu... arammmmmmmmmmmm !

aku dh agk dah ! cnt u just leave me alone for a few days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o m g ! ! ! cnt u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dia dok kata oh pmr abes dah, so u got ntg to study.. so u read all tis la for infos.. aku mcm i have my own infos to dig in n my own plan to keep myslf occupied for gods sake!!!!!!!!!!!

n now aku rasa aku tau psepa sibs xnk blek umah.. ang akn jdi kuli rizal spnjg masa..

wic i so fucking m now ! xpa2... minggu ni or mybe extend a bit next week its minggu daddy buat cmni... pastuh... tlg ah.. leave me alone sat... tlg ah.. i beg u!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhah plsssssssssss !!!

yeah xpa2.. u have the whole fckiing time of ur life for ur own self.. perhaps not now...

oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

everyones out n about.. paintin the town red.. hepy2 with frens n femly..

butttttttt.. wth m i doin here?!!!!!!!!!!!

- sory trpksa ciplak ur msg.. i find it very the very correct

yeah ! wtf m i doing here ! half way kh tdi i did thot about going along with pit suma.. then haih..

1. i kena make up story.. cayala wey.. aku beg mcm pengemis pun mmg naturally xle p...

2. atirah nk blek jugak.. soxpla. blek ja

3. dont really wana get caught in a fight.. yg mgkin akn brlaku kot.. not get caught la.. jst xnk involve... its crap...

so if u nk ronda satu dunia.. go have fun... il just stay here in front of the fcking desktop oh how i wish i havfe the laptop rite now ! n waste my fcking time la kan..

fuck la wey !

adoi.. sket atinya aku.....................

- life.. bare with it.. accept the fact tht ur gona be like tis forever n ever n ever...

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- sory if i sound so depressing.. i cant help it..

- i envy ppl who can go out n have freedom.. u guys r lucky.. appreciate it.. use it wisely..

pain in my head pls go away... i need to study...

cough go away.. its disturbing...

holy shittt

yeah.. i choose to be a gud gal.. instead of hitting cs tmrw havin fun and endless luffs.. n mcd or kfc perhaps.. im deciding to come home.. wanting to spend quality time on my own n be with myslf for awhile.. take a break.. take it ez.. sit back n rlx n hpfuly my parents wont pokpek2.. please i just want peace sat ja k.. i just want a break jap k.. :)

im sory malina n gha.. both of u guys nk dtg but i xnk.. bknxnk just u knw an.. hope u und.. nt tmrw.. gime a few days.. start next week prhaps? n yeah i can go to ur hse too.. hpfuly la.. but i tink can. tgk ah.. :)

so i knw.. esok raya + merdeka.. jump la man ! haaaa..

errr... so the whole day m suuffering of slite pekakness n bengangness in my ears.. u knw wen u demam u cant hear tht well ur ear bengang n kinda blocked. im going thru tht.. co zi blew my nose to hard.. so it went away jap ptg tdi untill i had to blow my nose again.. n its happening again ! errrrrrrrrgh! xpla.. so dad asked me to email sth.. was tryna read it.. then i realised tht im having this pain kinda throbbing on my left side of my brain.. sket gak ah.. evn nw.. left side.. apa ituuu? - this shows tht i havent touch my kh yet.. damn ! - so xpla.. pndai lgiiiiiiii... i nek keta.. bang ! my head time nk nek keta.. lgi la bengang siyottt.. skett.. so now m like floating.. kpla sket.. tlinga pun sma.. beck n top of my head.. ergh !

so hpfuly i can sleep.. n cough mixtures aint mkin me sleepy.. oh dang..

n khhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! aih.. shaite...

plan for tmrw.. if can nk wtch tv but dads like kna mndikan kcg.. oke cncel the tv.. see now u knw y i dont have the habit of wtchn tv.. sat nk dok sure ini itu.. lgi2 la nk ikut dramas.. pergh la ! nvm.. m having soto again tmrw.. so mkn then em blast the speakers n clean up my room.. ptg xtau lgi.. indoors perhaps.. hy posib indoors.. men kcg ja.. then nite i wnaa play organ.. :)

cough2.. head.. erghh..

esok akhirnya...

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itu sjala.. n yeah investigate bout aussie..

i hope i wont suffer like tis again.. tmrw.. its annoying.. n kinda painful..

- otw bec tdi.. around lguna.. i was goddamn blur all of a suddent.. n asked myself..

why the hell m i here ?

i dont wana stay at home..

n im coughin.. kind abadly..

and byk lagi..

i dont wana stay here..

haiyoooo

sesi keluar ngn diorng gagal... muahahhaha

not gagall.. but oh so boring.. pitee bru bgn tido so dia cm slow n kureng mood. dia pulak kureng gak ah.. aku apa... arapkan diorng.. dah jdi cni.. aku pun skali blurr ngn bengong..

so p playground.. sat... sunyi gila... all the way.. kitorang xhingaq mcm ritu.. lgu pun x on.. mg! then xpla.. dok then he bgn ajk p la nek swing suma then pitee lak wat segan xnk bgn.. had to drag him n push him bru nk bgn.. then pokpek2 suma i kt xnk diz playground nk the other one.. xpa ah.. then otw lak ckp jom p club.. p la... p2.. dpa dok mkn n minum aku nganga ja la.. then jln2 dia ckp pulak kna p radix.. bkn nk mkn na.. hahahaha.. of coz not..

i wasnt keen of going in frnt there coz its main road.. ang tau la aku an.. so thanks to pitee m still alive rite now.. like seriously.. well i did langgar pitee n both of us hmper jatoh n jgn tnya la bapa kali i was in near death situation.. muahaha.. thank u fitree..

so p la psr mlm.. met his bro.. bro dia tu sntiasa happy, bising, cool n frenly.. so first ting we did
wen we saw each other was stood side by side n tgk bahu.. compare height la. hahahha.. then he dok eeee! aku mcm aram ang.. so i tink thtl b d 1st ting we'l eva do wen we meet.. doi.. so he ckp e man. this.. kalau nk banding kak aiman n abg fitree.. mmg jauh beza.. he calls me kak aiman.. mg ~ !!!!!!!! he is oh so kejammmm... just like his bro...

so yeah jlan2 kna tease as usual then blek.. aku cycle laju gila kot coz da lmbt da..

msok2 dlm compound umah.. rizal keluar n jerit.. aimannnnnnnn ! ur lateeee!!! u know its already darkk!!!!!! kami tiga ternganga sattttt... then xpla... gelak2 suma blek...

so there.. a very not oh so interesting outing with em.. tah la.. arini kmi smua kureng mood.. yeah exam perhaps.. sej !! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

- faints ! -

aku xtension.. aku rasa blurr.. mcm perghhh...