cooling pad

my life, my way, go away ...

i sold my soul to the open roads !!!

so at last.. another soon to be headbanger. eheh.. :D chun ! i shall pour him with all the headbangys stuff i know to him. ahahahaha.. il b promoting suma. ngee... weeeee...

ko tau akk.. bek ckp ngn dinding ah wey.. n i neva thot id say this two things i just said..

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there u have it.. unholly confessions from aiman rizal

- you already know what you are

so yeah.. exams very near.. the need of headbang is indeeed 100%. leave me alone..

its not as simple as you think..

so im still stuck with ismfof, adtr, slipknot, disturbed. ok tu ja kot.

n bits of bullet, rhcp, incubus, avenged sevenfold, n byk g

i jz cmpk my phone.. coooolllll... dia suka shut down seniri. yah suda uzur. battery dia pun.

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idk wth is tht.. i jz find it very stupid.

i can still change my mind n not go.

can still give the answer tmrw mrng.

peace out bro !

bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit

soooo..

Come What ( Ever ) May

my life, my way, go away ...

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget
You don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect the bitter folks
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
And if that came from the heart
It never did, right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Now I'm more, instead of voices)

Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

through the broken glass . . .

tido ngn teddy bear

yay! so i can 3g!!! !!!! laguna ada 3g.. bliv it o not.. ahahhaha

dah dua hari berturut2 aku 3g... hahahaha.. itu sajaa..

kdg2 an.. ckp ngn dinding atau ngn teddy lgi sng, lagi bes n lagi chun ah..

aih.. esok n lusa aku trpksa p skola. next wik xtau g..

n nmpknya mrkh trials xlah satisfying. tgk ah effort cnna an. redha la man.

heloo!!!!!!! pink lips are the in thing!!! laugh my fcking ass out!!

so yeah. esok skola. i dont hope for anytin. hope everytin goes well.. - peace -

oh n yeah. study ah kan.. dok study ah. tpi agak susah nk msok otak. entah pasepa. but idc. iim just studying. at least i just flip thru n not sleep. grr

ok dah la. m so wasting my tym. bek mghdp buku walaupun xmsok pa. ahahhaha..

ok then.. idk.. wat iwant rn.. i need chocolates.. feel so bitter.. hahah..esok ttn. aziz. sth to look forward for. :)

thts all i can think of..

sobz..