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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HgHwGdKq5s&feature=related

budak ni.............. gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

dahla bela besaq... kalo kecik i can stil except.. well kecik aku nk la bela.. tu besaq smpai mcm tu.. xpa.. i rather give up all my cats n evrtn.. dhla dia ckp dia mndi dgn dia.. how the fuck?
tidoq g.. oh my god.. and he rides on it.. its not a horse or a porney to be ride on.. my god.. geli aku tgk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QF8T_B-9Rj0&feature=related

dont ask me y.. its ony 1239 pm.. n m already wtchin disgusting stuf.. oh yes.. bloody valentine.. il dl it now!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... this morning.. well it was the latest ive ever stayed.. 545 am.. initial plan was to stay awake til aft lunch tym.. tapi dh simpan lappy then nk wat keja pun xjln. pa g. tutuup lampu.. dok atas katil.. less than one min, i was saying bye2 world..

pagi.. blur.. hahaha.. agak ahh.. dok high2 gak.. perghh..

so got up at 10+.. then trus bgn adam called.. then nganga.. nganga g..

smpai skang.. agak ah..

robin rizal.. balek2 ja umah.. mula ahh.. nk menengking la.. dk pokpek2 la.. suma xkena.. aku xtau la.. he balek ja i tlg angkat beg.. then blah nek atas p mandii.. sket ati dok ngn dia.. ahahahha.. biaq kat dia ah..

aiyoo.. disturbed... y.... the night.. lagu dia.. aiyoo.. xlyan.. well i say it now.. later id b dieing for it.. but2.. aiyoooooooo... but the guitar is nice la. i tink.. kinda nice.. david draiman is still :D
tpi dlm video tu dia wat cm dramatik.. ewwwwwww... but stilll.. david.. weeeeeeeeee :D
dan donegan.. bestest man... :) sometyms i think dan is way beter than david.. adoi...
stil wateva.. i love both of em.. heart u david draiman n dan donegan.. :)

:D jesus of suburbia..

wey fuck la wey. now saket ati.. can smbd send me to the lib?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F@!#

ish... abeh..

dah2..

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cereals..

m bored

suffering from left shoulfer pain.. ahahaha.. yeap n it burnssss.. n hurts..

hmm.. 50,50 chances i may get to go to au.. rite aft pmr.. 15th oct.. dads definitely going.. ma mum cant coz she has classess.. so if evrtns fine n goes well n ma dad can figure out some stf.. i may get to go.. pray to god i can.. i so wana get out.. !!!!

i wana sleep.. but i already slept too much.. so i gz i shall do some work..

n leave this lappy.. tho..

shoulder pain.. burning.. help!!! fire extinguisher.. ahahahah

offf.. :)

aiyoo.. i dont get it.. y ahh.. some ppl kan.. mula ahh aku bebai ckit.. adoi...

n m kinda hungry.. but i shall not eat. :).. maybe.. i mean theres cornflakes n milk in the fridge.. ohh god.. this is so not good.. :((

ohh god.. m seriously gona eat.. release tension.. ahhahahah.. shittttttttttttttttttttttttttt

n my bro said he misses me.. n he gave me a hug.. :).. n a kiss.. ahaahaha.. haih.. yeah i miss him too.. maybe esok or lusa cycling.. haih.. hopefully i can make it.. hmm..

a horsey to rmb.. haahah..

- all of a sudden, ma mum ckp ahh gambar tu jgn dok p anta kat org.. theyll surely kil me if they know i have a blog.. pergh...

this was taken on my dads 65th bday.. adoii.. not young d.. i love himm :) ahh there hes smiling.. ahaaaha.. il send tis to u malina.. :)



1st task.. pakai helmet.. bukkan senang.. ahahhahahha



2nd.. well getting on the horse la.. i boley nek.. hehe.. 3rd.. getting comfy on it..



4th.. getting comfy wen the horse moves.. wat i learn was dont lean to the front.. sit up strait n steady.. body straight.. n ur shoulders goes to the back a bit.. hikhik.. ok la.. then ul b more stable n dont fall..



5th.. dont get tensed.. chillax.. i only cud chillax wen my 2nd round was almost over.. tym tu baru sedar likela ur riding a damn horse.. relax.. so idid.. but too late.. kena blah dah.. so tu msti tym i was sayin this is scaryyy... ahahhhaha...

6th.. try to smile n act chill n pose altho ur not liking it. ahahahha.. yeah la the horse dok gerak2.. hahahaha...

7th.. now u can really chill as the horse stops moving.. say peace !!! hahahah..



8th.. another prob.. getting down from the horse.. dont ask me y the guard pulak mai masok campur.. ahahahh.. even wen i was riding i saw the guards suma dok mai dkt2 dok usha pa suma..m like guys m no longer the gms daughter.. if i fall, i fall as noor aiman n not as gms daughter.. ok??? so u guys wont get sacked if i fall from the horse.. :) .. so i managed to get down.. on my own ok.. without anyone carrying me down.. aahahhaha.. weeeeee...

then i was like two rounds.. so short.. so m gona ask daddy.. special request.. can i ride again??

this was on sund.. was playin in front of the flower. n i know!!!!!!!! my ciks.. theyre huge.. haih.. i have to really do sth!!! n my paha.. aiyoo.. m putting on weight. sobz.. :((

this was my mums idea.. she saw the clown pastuh pushing me to tke a pix with him.. so i did.. hahahaha.. ehh this guy.. get tht damn hat of n the paint n weird shirt suma.. hes not tht bad u know.. i nmpk b4 he pkai those stuff suma.. ahahhaha...

yeapz.. shes all in damnnnnnnn pinkkkkkkkkk againnnnnnnnnnn... so if i wer to be tht way, u know who to blame.. aku dok syok merepek kat sana wile org xdk g.. hehe

uhuh...

the end

more pixies wil come lter on..

porney2.. weeeee .. :D

m bec.. fuh... balek awai dowh... pergh.. nvm.. 124pm.. alive2.. :D

n yesssssss.. wireless is on.. so i can use the pc n lappy... weeeeeeeeee.. lappy now tho.. pc dk la wat apen...

pixies man!!! ahhaha..

ok.. so lets start from yest.. wat happened??

emm.. lets see.. nk p jammmmmmmm.. robin rizal dok tunggu kitorang.. hes very impatient.. i mean mmg dah jam then the place was a madddddddddd hse.. adoi.. so suma la kalot di apon dok kalot dok tension n dok terjerit2 dkt walkietalkie tu.. smpai2 ja kluar keta i cud hear his voice.. everywer!!! everywer man!! yeahla since evryones havin a walkietalkie so it was a nightmare. ahhahhaha

then yeah... makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. hikhik.. xnk cita ah wat i ate.. segan.. :)

then ohhh yeah after tht went to gurney.. yepz from two till four.. but x beli byk benda pun..yg lama was at charlies.. bought a new phone for ma mum.. its c905.. fuck man.. its chun.. n the cam is like 8.1 mp!!!!!! n the speaker layan.. pergh.. i was like maaaaaaaaaaaa.. cant u just get me a new phone!!!! aiyoo.. hopefully in the end she has to accept tht dlm phone tu theres too much stuff for her to handle so that she'l give me tht wan!!!!!!!! weeeee.. just like how it hapend with k800i.. i hope it hapens again!!! my dads also telling her if theres too much stuf,, give it to aiman.. ;;)... weeeeeeeeeeeeee... :D

but it wont happen.. xnmpk pun shes gona give me c905.. sobz.. :((

ohh yeah.. yesssssssss.. at last.. 2gb memory stick is in ma hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just said ma can i upgrade my memory... shes like yeah ok.. she dok blurr2 tau.. if i mintak 4gb pun n blow her money off she xkn perasaan nya.. but xpala.. 2gb ok dah.. i can store more songs!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeee...

thenn2.. emmm.. yeah.. this thing.. im into girly stuff.. hahhahaha.. noo i mean mcm i like em.. like layan ahh.. then colourful2.. yeap.. i got two bags.. two this idk small bag.. then one phone pouch.. but its like ada beads, with shells n all.. n colour swit2.. no more pure black with nightmare b4 christmas face or plain black..adoi.. wat apend??? so yeah im into bags, shoes, clothes.. accessories.. all those.. adoi.. yeah bought earings.. then sox.. xdk kena mgna girly pun.. but its yess.. at least.. main colour black.. so one black with wite stripes.. one with pink n wite lines.. one with this weird wite design.. n with wite loves.. i was like maa can i buy a bag??? ma can i go get sox?? ma can i ge tthat?? can i get this?? shes like ohh ok2.. jom ahh.. lets go..

then yeah mlm tu dinner kan.. xpi.. pergh.. nice2 food all gooooooooooooooooooonnneeeeeee.. mlm tu nganga ja at hotel looking outside the window.. pergh.. pathetic.. padahal momo was just around the corner! grrrrrrrrrrrrr.. this guy at charlies.. yeap i was dieing there n was wasting my time waiting for the phone wile my mum calls it resting.. ish.. i rest a lotttttttttttt at home.. coz thts the only thing i do.. stay at home!!! bukannya sllu dok mai dah.. pergh.. nganga je la at charlies.. so this guy he looked at me n asked.. study luar neagara??australia ka??? i was like uhh au?? he was like yeah australia.. m likenoooooooooooooooooooooo.. im ony 15!! ohhhh i thot u study sana n just came bec.. i was like wtf??? well hoow i wish it happens tho.. doi.. aku pena dok sana 2minggu ja pon.. then ma mum lak boley dok kata balek.. then i was like do i really look so australianese??? ahahahhaha.. i know its way wrong.. il cek it up.. then she ckp yeah u do.. ur dressing.. like wat u wore tdi pun.. m like i dress normal ja.. org len tuuuu??? lgi hebat xkena pun.. pa kes?? then she ckp ahh eeven now u dont look like ur from malaysia.. m like huh?? yeah ppl will think n say pulak ur from us with wat ur wearing now.. so i tgk.. ohhh.. kelmarin lepas balek gurney.. i mean my dad was like bad mood.. then me too la.. i wat perangai sikit.. ahahahha.. mula2.. nakla pakai tshirt.. rasa tension sgt pakai ja singlet ngn jeans.. dok bek g tu.. then lama2 rasa cm wtf!!! so p la pakai this seluar yg xmcm seluar.. so yeah budak us.. ahahahha... singlet n extra short pants.. thats me thoo...

so since the big jam n mad hse at ptc.. me n my mum decided to go to ptc as early as 6am!!! ahahha.. noit was just a joke since ma dad dok bsg2 yaddy2.. so went there 9+.. ada dah org que.. perghh.. i tot iwas one of the first. .ahahha.. yeah porney2.. but xnek porney actually.. it was a big horse.... weeeeee.. so bought two tickets wic is two rounds!!!! ahahhaha. but serious x cukup.. like cepat gila then abes patot bli 10!!!! so line up ahh ngn budak kecik2.. ahahhahhaha.. the line as looooonnnngg.. i almost changed my mind n said i dont want it.. since its so loong.. but yeah my dad cudnt stick around cz he was bz.. its ok.. :).. hmm.. the pixies.. haiya.. mum kena amek.. if daddy ada sure perfect.. but ok la the pics.. beter thn the first one nk mampoih.. hahaah.. so i think i ws so tensed time nek kuda tu coz dok rasa cm pelik2 shaky2 since its so big kan.. till the guy tanya ni 1st time ka nek?? m like dakkk dari kecik dok nek, mungkin coz dh lama xnek kot.. last time naek ws i think em 11.. or b4 tht pun.. my mum said i nek since i was 2.. yes every sund from the age of two.. pergh.. xblaja nek seniri tho.. ada org xbgi.. sobz.. yeah i enjoy riding em.. cam bes gila.. if learn lagi bes.. adoi2..

pixies il post in a new entry.. ahahahahha..xbyk tho.. sobz.. perghhhhhhhhhhhh...

then tdi beli lagi tshirt.. comeyyyyyyyy.. got horsy2 depan tu.. hahahhaha

n yeah la gadoh lagi pasai the size of the shirt..perghhhhhhhhhhhh... but i got the size tht i want! peace !!! :P thank god la or il b screaming.. ahahah.. well i did la ckp y must u but big la yaddy2.. n scream2 gak.. pergh..

n this badges.. horsy.. pure horsy.. not cute.. but kinda nice..

so yeah.. mums not well again.. m used to it.. n also m already used to being let down, hopes n dreams crushed n went down the drain, suma tu la.. yeah ntg can go perfecttttttttt in my life even just for a day.. like nk have fun pun mstiiiiiiiiiiiii sth apen..even at school.. my life is like tht.. hadoi.. so p la hung out at the committee room.. mann the tv is dont ask me how many inch.. besqqqqqqq.. syok2.. ahhahaahh...

then pastuh pa g.. balek sp ahh.. grrr... niiiiii.. this driver.. o m g.. name : rosli, age : dk.. but young but msti dah kwen dah.. ahahahha.. cehhhhhhhh.. if la i dok pg g, sure he yg akn pick me up from school n ttn n all.. adoi.. i can go madd.. hes like omg.. i mean hensem ahh dia.. tpi apa ahh xreti senyum.. ish2.. but mmg.. wow.. ngn height dia body dia i was like adoi.. ahahhaha.. thank god dia xbwk keta.. uncle ah beng bwk.. hes kinda like my uncle ahh.. grew up with him being around suma.. if la he bwk the car.. il die.. ahahahahha.. staring at him.. adoi..

so yeapz.. thats the end of ptcs horse show 2009..

- i tau.. next yer il b 16, but i dont think itl stop me from getting on a poney again.. ahahahhahaahha-

didnt have much fun tho. cmna la nk have fun.. my mums like haiyoo.. next tym xyah ikut ka bawk dia p mana2.. no hot place. no too crowded.. no ntg.. just dok kat umah.. thats so such a great life.. adoiii.. dhla m not tht type of person.. god.. my life is just gona past on just like that.. sth that i kinda see is that. going out n all, ul learn things n all.. u see things. u learn. u experience. u und. n u can think.. haih.. fuck la.. wt the hell ..

i onyly have today, mond, tues then wed m off to jb till sat ntie.. then trus skola.. f la.. then in jb i might just end up at ahmas place n study n nganga there.. but wth.. che che has tons of dvds. sth i can do.. n doggie!!! m so gona play with u n tke pixies.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

haih...

dahla.. i hate..

the end..

xoxo..

- ini satu penderaan -

hmm.. lets see.. im blurr.. y?? coz esok pgi dont ask me wt tym ma mum nk gerakkan n wat keja suma n p pg.. she says we will go as early as posib..



nw its 1251 am.. yeap.. my crazy mind.. its ok if i tido 4jam pun.. m willing.. coz i know its easier for me to get high.. so its just gona b chunnnnnn.. weeeeeeeeeeee..



hmm wer to start.. ohh ok... hmm.. ok dinner p vmal.. tis guy... the laksa shack guy.. hes so smiley till i dare not look at him.. hahahha.. yeapz.. bliv it or not.. normally il order the food n all n pay n yaddy3.. tadi.. he was just too scary.. haahhaa..



blurr ah wey.. xtau nk tulis pa..



ohh yeah so m off to pg till sund.. god knows wen..



aku tension sama depa dua ni



amalina



adam



y do ppl alwiz dera me?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



eeeeeeeeeeeee



geram2



do u both know tht both of u mcm roti tau... m the inti inside.. n m squashed like damn fckin hell.. telll me!!!!!!!!!!!!!1



fuck u amalina !!!



omg i so cant tke tis