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love is about respecting d person you're with as an individual who cannot be moulded to fit ur needs



:)



yeap.. it caught my eye.. n i read it a couple of times.. hmm..

:)

then2...

pergghh...

idup kan.. kalau seharii x tension kan.. X SAH!!!!

grrrr!!!!

geram3!!!!

benci ahh!!!

apa makna idup kalau nk amek challenges sikit pun takot.. bek like that.. if ur so scared of taking a lil risk or challenge, might as well dont live

senang idup rite

pergghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

mmg.. xdk mud.. offff....

!!!!!!!!!!

p mati ahh

keja malam ni mmg xley jalan..

xley blah btul..

2nd post of the day.. bored..

im bored.. n yet.. i refuse to study.. pmrs comin.. mid yer is comin..

still.. im wasting my tym blogging..

n some others.. haix... shitzzzzzzzzzz..

n im putting nose pore tape.. ahahhahaha

ok2

so the kenduri was like less than 3 mins awy frommy hse.. uncle syeds..

so went there.. mmg dh blur2.. ngntowk.. ngn panas g.. jalan with half of my eyes closed.. dreamin..

then p masuk suma lagi blurrr.. im like who r all these ppl??? hahahah

lagi la blurr.. so sat down n all.. n i realized...

i have no its suppose as i m a girl.. i suppose to sit like a girl.. so drpd original state of bersila went to bersimpuh.. hands on my lap. putting a nice posture.. fan blowing my hair n messing it up but stil acting cool.. putting a wide, sweet smile on my face as if im saying haih im so happy im here.. im not sleepy.. im wide awake.. im not hungry.. haih.. i love sitting like this while smiling like an idiot n look at evreyone n smile! so yeah i was like dey im a gal sit properly.. so went on like tht.. gawd... yeah gawd.. n pretend as if i know the ppl around me.. at least one.. actually no i dont know anyone.. agagaga

then abg rafael syok kat minah nih.. dok tanya hang nmpk x?!!! nmpk x?!!! hang tau kan aku ckp pasai minah mana?!! hadoiiii... dak aku xtau.. aku xnmpk pa pun..

and i saw him attacking the food.. he looked so mean.. so greedy.. so god.. my bro.. hahahah

and i was wiping my mouth with the tissue.. my dads like haiyooooo y u wipe ur mouth so horribly.. then i was like. ohhh m a gal.. so i wiped it gently.. ohh god... pats2 on my lips.. thats how it goes...

perghh

but i like syeds house.. reminds me of my pg hse.. hmphh..

its cosy n nice.. n theres a femly pic.. i mean the syeds... its so nice..

how i wish i can have one..

does lips- kisses tingy looks like tapakkaki??? - scratching my head - perrrrrr

hahahahhah.. xpa2.. comey sudah.. haahhahha

haih.. u could be happy..


hell + fuck = full / heck

wca think?????


man.. i suppose to sleep.. but i forgot to sleep..

ahahhahah...

then skang ni.. xngntowk lak kan.. coz ahahhahha kan..

tpi nnti kan sure at ttn kan... muahahahahha

haih...

sedey...


stupid, more stupd, most stupid

stupid, idiot, moron

ur cute2 finger touch my butt

waca tink??? ngeeeeeeeee

doi.. keja byk...

tpi xdk idea nk wat...

usha pun blank ja.. so 4 now my brain is doing fine..

later.. i tink by 5.. il b staring at my dear mrlim blankly again.. again..

but xpa.. cinta mmrlukan pengrbanan.. ahahahahha

yeah il rmb it malina.. i will.. :)

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

haih......

let love in - goo goo dolls

1116 am

fuh.. kepenatn.. ni bru dua jam ttn.. xlagi nnti.. haiyooooooo

slept at 445 got up at 8.. s usual.. my mum woke me up.. then the other sec he msgd.. doii.. very d very perfect timing..

so 3 hours n 15 mins of sleep.. i hope i got ht right..

so mula2 bgn ok ahh.. mata boley bukak.. m punmula2 ok.. then strtd from 10+ i was just staring at my dear aziz blankly.. im like.. huh?? wtf r u tryna say? ehhh??? ehhhh??/

really really blurr.. like im unconsious.. like hell.. fuhhh..

then ok2.. then balek.. in the car i was like.. ohhh.. ohhh.. sleepy man.. hafta concentrate tho no matter wat.. il try..

so aziz was like aiman degil kan. im like uhh?? aiman saya tahu dia degil... walaupun muka dia nmpk lembut tpi dia mmg degil..

why must he und me so well .... doiiiiiii

then nnti kenduri.. hope i wont faint.. m just tinkin to eat ony... imgine m nt thinkin bout d fud but to eat ni then go home n sleep.. then get up i shall see my mrlimkesayangan pulak.. its ok.. i lvoe himm...

n my bros like.. smlm u tido wt tym?> tiga ahh?? ni naseb bek ur dad xtau.. if he tau he sepak u n blugh3... yeah btul..

rilek ahh .. 445 ja pun.. hahahahha

the latest i pernah jaga.. xpa2.. stil waitin 4 atym wer id stay up the whole tym.. ngeee:D

comin2...

n hes askin me to record wen he snores.. hmm.. pe kes?

so ari ni.. ok la.. xdk masalh.. for now la kan.. as usual la kan.. ngtowk ja.. dok mepek2 cm ngn pa.. ahahahah.. n shall cont tht way

so its someones bday today

tan xin yee

dont feel like writing a message here la.. i mean.. i want it to b e private.. me n her.. ahakss..

ok.. basic2.. cyg.. epy bday.. ur alredy 15!! jgn lupa wen we 16.. my plan tu tau.. - winks2..- haahhaha.. n dont tell any1 bout our plan

rmb.. no secrets betwin us n secrets only for both of us.. ahaks.. :D

n ive yet to know ur blog.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y oh why...

yeah i know u have probs n all.. all of us have.. ni... i want u to know no matter wat happens the perjanjian is still on ok.. n tht m alwiz there for u eventho i know im a jerk.. and an idiot.. im sorry im tht way.. il try not to be ok.. n oso emo la.. coz its bad.. i know.. im alwiz tthere n u can alwiz come.. n il give u my hugs n kisses weneva u nid it.. okies??

n for this. id like to say sorry.. n wil u forgive me.. for evrtn ive done..

evrtn i know.. m not a gud fren nor a sister to u.. and many more i know..

so please forgive me k..

- tumiies growlin.. im hungry.. help.. shrieks.. faints.. fooddddddd.... -

m still with snow patrol - u cud be heppy...

:) i cant wait.. well i hope la.. ul give me the letter u wrote to me for my bday.. :)

hmm.. sleep.. my bed.. my pillow.. my selimut.. doi... rindu gak ahh sama dia.. sobs..

ok ppl.. m sayin this - b4 tht aiman shud bshot on the head -

asal esok xdk skola.. haih... xpala.. isnin. isnin. isnin. tunggu ja la.. patience.. grrrr.. sobs sobs

asal kan.. some ppl..

mcm.. it jz crossed my mind.. y theres such ting called races in em.. like warna kulit.

y?

mcm suka ckp dia tu cina, mamat tu india, minah tu melayu..

so wat??

4 me.. xdk beza.. dia warna pa ka.. suma sama... we r still humans.. in the end we wil still die..

ymust u have that mark on ppl.. evryones the same.. wats more imprtnt is the inside, the heart.. not how their hair are.. not the colour of their skin or how they luk like.. its inside tht matters.. if ony evryone can think tht way.. some wudnt get hurt n offended..

theva said he likes me.. hahahahah.. n rinesh said no one can be like me... hahahahah..

i know.. hahahahaha.. 3 holes man!!!! hahaahhaha...

i miss tyms with theva.. haix.. but tht day stayed back.. it was fun... theva loves akon, hiphop, shuffle, those stuf.. akon, tpain, those stuff.. n i neva thot of it.. he layan.. i like2.. :)

khusyik.. hmm.. wat ler.. n hir... new style.. hahahahah

and2.. tiratisu.. from tiramisu.. wtf??? hahahhaha

:D

problems ahh??

yeah mmg masalah la yang buat kita matang.. n i do realize it.. i changed in some way.. no not tos ay i grew up n faced it like a man n solved it n handled it n all.. i din do it of cz.. just i just see it.. tah.. but wat if the probs tu kan.. make us go maddddd.... ahhahahah.. wat to do.. life..

neyo - madd


goo goo dolls - let love in
soulja boy- kis sme thru d phone
snow patrol - u cud b epy
the fray - how tosave a life
yellowcard - only one..

hmmm.. nods.. hmm..

:F craps ...

xoxo

300 am

great

so ill sleep by 4 +

evrytins coool
evry1s cool neee

yay!!!!!!!!

im epy!!!

shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

:D

ok22.. so slept like 11am last nite.. emotional gak ahh smlm.. pasai.. ada la... masalh bodo!

pastu terjaga kol 4 then 6 then 7 then 8 then 9 then 10 bgn..

rilek2.. mkn2.. lagu2.. msg2.. mkn2.. kasut2.. crAP2..

pastuh chat2!!! then g tesco!!!

pastuh g li laptop.. but il ony get it on wed.not mine btw.. but wateva il use it like tis mine.hahaha... then g li cake!!!

yay!!!

its

5 lak tu..

then adam tgh g jogging i lak g pilih2 kek la then mkn2 dlm keta la.. sihat btul.. haahhah

so its tiramisu, wite coc macadamia, choc walnut, choc mud, brownies..

layan!!!

hahahah.. yeah tym g tesco n li kek tu i was kinda hy n epy..

till zik n tan ckp waaa... u luk epy n mud u baek suma.. :D yeah i wass..

pastuh mlm ok la... pastuh besa ahh nrml mmg kena e tym2 10 lebey suma.. dont ask me y..

pastuh the only reason im styin awake n styin its coz of tan..

its her bday!!!!!

n tryna get hy 4 her n all

xbapa high la..

tpibila call dgr her voice..

fuhh the burden in my heart wen away bila dgr her happy voice... :D

cm lega gila siyot..

so im all smiley n luffin2 all..

thanks to my sister..

tan xin yee..

see who said u cant make me smile n hapy n high..

dont ever say tht to me again k.. sket ati tau akk dgr...

n this proves ur theory wrong..

the correct theory is yes tan u can make me smile, happy n hy ok??!!!

now new theory = a cnt get near to z.. at all!!! or it shall be like

uranium + plutonium = nuclear bomb!!

its some sort of like tht la... haixx....

but still.. life u know..

hahahah..

haih... sobzzzzzz....

im still tinkin bout exams n not forgetin pmrla kan.. how m i gona get 8as... hmm???

i have tis prob.. ive not yet let em out to anyone.. itts jz gona b sickenin.. i mean it is to me coz it kills me... like damn hell shit.. but oh well.. i cant do anythin.. of coz i cant.. of coz i cant!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i hate it!!!!

leave me in a corner n let me cry n bleed to death

that shall be a perfect ending for me

peace guys

its just so hard..

regrets??

maybe?

not possible

godsmack - serenity

hahahahah



As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

It's serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when I thought mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

It's serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when I thought mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when I thought mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
I need serenity [x2]


its true wat honey said to me.. but i neva thot it can actually so trully2 b tht bad.. that baddd...

now.. another reality of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ahhahahahahhahahahahhah

life is surely a godamn fuckingly big ass joke dont u tink so

haix

the more i dera u de more i love you

ada ka patot???

guess wat
esok at 9 till 11 i have bm class with

my very dear aziz who thinks that i smoke

but stil i lve him vmc.. so idc..

n skang dah 131 am

but guess wat

i dont feel like caring

n tht

my homewrk dont forget folios x siap pun.. x sentuh pun la kan...

nix ckp study mid yer pastuh pmr...........

x sabar

ta pien

ni de - ur

kei

lau shi

en - yes

haten

will i b dead tomorww.. hu cares???????????

walao

paiseh

lapsap

haih... he rapat sgt ngn femly dia.. :)...

n wen he lufss... my... yeahh i like.... ahahahahha.. il just smile n look at him luff.. :)

n hear it tooo hahahahahha

:)

201 im still here... do i look like i giv a fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nt yet la

tan

you u cud b hepy

i wont know

but u wernt hapy the day i watched u go

ai

xi huan

hen

haih

wen he ask

y

wats wrong

pasepa

huh?

the voice.
its kinda like

mcm wen i dgr

i cn jz let all out..

haix......